I Want to Be Happy, too

Episode 19's

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The next day, when I just came out of the contract, I accidentally received a notification from facebook.Someone marked me, when I saw it turned out it was Rafi's wedding invitation with the woman of her choice.

I was a little bit full and sad, seeing the man who used to often accompany me to finally get married.I should feel happy and congratulate him, but somehow it feels like my hands are heavy to do it.

And it turned out to be true, Rafi's own facebook account is a new account.I myself have not been friends with her.Just I was marked by other friends.

"Perhaps this is the feeling Rafi used to feel when she found out I was married to another man" I whispered inwardly.

I immediately put my HP in my pocket and continued my journey to the side of the road to wait for Asih tea.

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Arriving at the factory, I immediately walked towards the cafeteria to join my other friends.

"For Naima......"

"You why the hell, the morning his face has been bent like that" said Eva.

"Yes," continued Siska.

"No idea, I feel so lazy today I went to work."

"Why, who will soon stop working.Why, you should be happy because you will be with your husband again." said Siska.

"I don't know Sis, maybe that's what I've wanted for a long time.Just because I've been working here for a long time, I'm so sad to be out of work."

"Yes, you can actually extend your contract, so there is still time to know" Eva said.

"Yes, anyway......."

"I don't know, I'm actually not sure of my decision" I continued.

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All day long, I was mostly silent.I felt weak and lazy to do something.

My friends had been constantly reprimanding me with my attitude today, because usually I am the most deflated among others.

While waiting for Asih tea in the cafeteria I accidentally met with Sani tea.She immediately approached me.

"Naima.....!" exclaiming her.

"Why tea?"

"You're fighting again, Dani?" ask her.

"Why can you ask me that's the same?" ask me back.

"No, about his break he had a chance to call me.Said he felt strange just the same change in your attitude lately."

"Actually why the hell? Even if you are fighting or misunderstanding, you should talk about it.Do not like this, especially now you two are far apart.If your communication is not smooth there I am worried, affect your relationship." obviously Sani tea.

"Yes tea, thank you."

"Later I'll try to talk about it,"

"I hope your relationship lasts, not like me." she said.

"Yes....."

"Yes I've been first well,dah.See you tomorrow well.." pamit teh Sani.

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When I arrived at the rented, it turned out that Nila and Naya tea were gathering under the guava tree.

"Geez, what else?" ask me.

"Obviously, we are enjoying the afternoon atmosphere while looking at the rice fields." said Naya tea.

I sat down next to Naya's tea and picked up the fritters from inside the plastic canteen.

"Are you going to quit your job?" ask Miss Nila.

"Looks,"

"Yesterday anyway, when a Dani came home we had a chance to talk about it.But do not know, now I even feel reluctant to get out of work." I continued.

"It's natural, the name is also you have worked there for a long time.I have also experienced such things," said Naya tea.

"Yes already, now there is still time for you to think about everything.So that later you do not regret it too.Again, why not here anyway, we will definitely feel lost you later." said Miss Nila.

"Yes here also why ma'am, if I don't work."

"If I work, I feel tired, maybe it's time for me to retire from my workplace." I continued.

"Well, now you're married.There's a living and costing you." continued Naya tea.

"Yes, that's why......."

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Without feeling the time has shown at half 6 pm.I also went straight into the contract to prepare for a bath.

And during that time anyway, I forgot to have my HP turned off.

After all, later if I activate it even Dani will be angry at me and I feel lazy to face it.

I immediately save HP on the table and choose to shower first.Perhaps, later finished bathing my mood is better and not tangled.

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"Hello......"

"Where have you been, I've been calling you inactive?"

"Yes last night I forgot the HP Chrager, so when at work his HP died and I just had a charger when I came home from work."

"What's the matter?"

"Kok you even that? It's not natural, I'm your husband wants to contact you."

"Oh, I guess what's up......"

"Have you eaten?"

"Not yet, so coming home from work just eating fried food giving Nila ma'am.At least I'll eat,"

We were both silent for a moment, because I didn't know what to talk to him myself.

"Yes, you don't seem happy to call you either."

He immediately hung up the phone and I myself did not bother with it.I prefer to go out to invite Naya tea to buy meatballs in front there.

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"Tumben you are sure to keep buying meatballs at night.What's the matter?" ask Naya tea.

"There's nothing, it's just that I'm lazy to cook today.And somehow all of a sudden I want to eat meatballs, I haven't had meatballs with you for a long time" I explained.

"If even if you are lazy to cook, you stay at home I aja.Tadi I cook quite a lot of loh,"

"It's not good, when I ask to eat the same thing."

"Why did it come? It's only natural, as neighbors and friends share."

"Yes, later if I feel hungry I will be hired to ask for food.After all, right, if just eating meatballs will not make me full too right? At least it'll last a few hours." I'm not.

"Ha ha ha, yeah, too." she said with a laugh.