I Want to Be Happy, too

Episode 14

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The first month after Dani left the city, I felt fine because she came home once a week to visit me.

But now, stepping on the 4th month he was there.He more often did not come home with the excuse of tired or overtime.

I'm actually having a hard time figuring out the truth, because I don't have any friends or anyone to ask.

The more here I feel a change in my husband.He is no longer romantic and now he spends more time with his HP compared to invite me to chat.

Even ugly thoughts often haunt me and prejudiced that is not good against him.However, I try more not to bother with it.

Because I knew, when I started asking him who was there he would get angry back at me.And I didn't want that to happen, I chose to keep him alone.

"Why are you, you seem to be thinking a lot?" ask tea Naya my contract friend.

"I don't know what tea is, I'm dizzy."

"Why dizziness? Tell me the same story, don't keep it all alone." he said.

"Actually I was just upset with my husband.Since he moved to work out of town, I felt something had changed in him." I explained.

"Change how do you mean? I've seen your relationship's been fine all along."

"Yes, the one that other people see outside is like that, but the reality is not,"

"I see now my husband spends more time with his HP, compared to inviting me to hibrol.And what makes me more suspicious of it, he has a new habit, he has a new habit,that is now he often carries his HP even when he goes to the toilet." I continued.

Naya Tea was silent for a moment,

"But if you have to have the speed, check your husband's HP.Not mean I suggest things that are not good.But, according to my experience that have failed to marry.The man, many keep secrets in his HP."

"But tea time, I felt my husband couldn't betray me." I replied.

"Nothing is impossible in this world, for example I.My husband dared to have an affair with another woman behind me, even though we both already have children." he said.

Hearing the words of Naya's tea, I also had the courage to find out what really happened.

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After coming home from his tea house Naya, I asked Dani to throw the garbage in front of the house.

Fortunately at that time, he immediately wanted and agreed to my request.After his departure, I also ventured to check his HP which was in the charger in the room.

At first I did not find anything strange and suspicious.However, what makes me curious is that now in his HP there is a secure folder application that is locked. And I don't know how to open it, 'cause he locks it in a pattern.

My feelings are not because, if there is nothing in the application, surely he will not lock it either.

I turned to look into the gallery, but there I did not find anything.

Because I heard the sound of the door opening, I immediately rushed to save his HP back.

I felt annoyed at Dani, I felt lied to by him.It is fitting that his attitude has now changed and is not as harmonious as before.

"Mas.." said I.

"Later on the 9th of this month, there is a long holiday.Can I come with you,"

"Where are you?" ask her.

"Where to work again."

"Well, you'll be tired, after all, I'll also come home here."

"It's okay, I want to know what your place there is like.I've never visited you at all.It's been almost 4 months you've been there," I explained.

"There is no need, besides I will also come home here." he immediately passed out of the house.

I was very disappointed with the answer he gave me, but I hoped he would accept my request.

Which woman would be fine now, with her husband's attitude changed and she blatantly refused to let me go with her.

I also choose to be quiet and busy myself by throwing youtube in the room.Padala actually my mind is chaotic and uncertain.

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A week later, I finally had a work holiday.I am very much looking forward to the arrival of Dani.Because he has promised to go home today.

I keep looking at the clock in the middle room, which shows at 8 pm.I deliberately cooked her favorite food.

But, 2 hours passed he did not come.I tried to call him and send him a message.But, there is no answer from him.I feel worried and upset, why he treats me like this now.

Until I finally fell asleep in the middle room with a carpet.Not long after about 11 pm, I heard the sound of a motorbike stopping right in front of the contract.

I immediately woke up and looked from behind the window.I feel happy, because it is true that the person who just came was Dani.

I immediately opened the door for him, he looked exhausted.So I decided to ask him now.The reason why he could be late to come home today.

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The next morning while she was in the shower, I overheard the message deactivate.

I was curious and immediately grabbed his HP which was in the charger.I also ventured to open it, how surprised I am, when I see the message I read now.

I saw a man who was sending a message, calling my husband 'honey'.

I immediately fell silent and thought for a moment, there is no way my husband plays crazy with men.Means he has a disorder or can be said to be gay.

Though as far as I know, all this time he acted as a real man and did his duty as a husband.

I kept convincing myself and throwing away my bad prejudices against him.I didn't want to believe that if he was gay.

Means all this time I was only lied to by him and what he meant to invite me to get married, if he had a disorder.

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I also chose to get out of the house and calm down in the backyard while sitting looking at the expanse of rice fields, while convincing my heart that was injured.