I Want to Be Happy, too

Episode 16's

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I finally returned to the city, because I only got 2 days leave from the factory.

As usual I went to work with Asih tea whose house is close to my rent.Every week, I always give him money in exchange for gasoline.

Although actually Asih tea, often refused my gift.However, I myself feel bad if I have to nebeng same him for free.

Arriving in the factory, I was immediately greeted by my boss Nina Mba after Miss Nadin.She is an SPV who holds 4 lines.And I happen to belong to her men.

"Naima, are you really not going to renew your employment contract next month?" ask her.

"When mba already fits you perfectly.Mba hope you can reconsider it well,"

"Yes, mba,"

"It's not that I refuse windfall or anything, it's just that since my husband moved out of town.I often feel lonely just alone at home."

"Yes, I also understand how it feels, being far from our partner."

"Yes, it's okay.Mba can not force the desire mba, all the decisions are in your hands" he said.

"Yes, thank you mba....."

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When I came home I used to wait for Asih tea near the cafeteria, today Asih tea is overtime one hour and it is a coincidence today, my line is not overtime.As for most others overtime.

Teh Asih asked me to wait in the cafeteria only, until he came out later.To eliminate saturation, I also saw youtube on my HP.

A few minutes later, I accidentally saw a Pandi who was walking towards the parking lot.

"A Pandi.." call me.

He looked at me and smiled.

I went straight to him, actually I intend to ask him something related to what he said first.

Apparently, she knew something about my husband's past that I didn't know.

"Why Naima? Tumben you call me," he said.

"There's something I want to talk about with a Pandi, but it seems that if we talk here it's not good, a lot of people are watching" I said.

"Yes already in the parking lot, it just so happens that today many are overtime." he replied.

A Pandi and I went straight to the parking lot and we decided to sit under the mango tree there.

"Which one is yah, what do you mean?" ask her.

"Omongan a Pandi, who was at that time.When I was still in the beginning of a relationship with my husband.More precisely, after we were engaged." I explained.

"Why? It was a long time ago when, why are you bringing it back?" ask her.

"Did something happen?"

"I want to know, I mean from a Pandi's talk at that time.It seems a Pandi knows something about my husband's past that I don't know." I explained.

He was silent and looked like a confused person.

"I know, maybe it's too late.Only, all I need now is the truth." I continued.

"I'm talking like this not about vilifying our husband, but you're the one who wants to find out,"

"Yes what?" ask me back.

"Actually, when I know that you are the same husband you are now going to get married.I do not believe and doubt it.Because I know and know your husband far from before you came here." he explained.

"He's a same-sex man or he can be said to be gay."

Reach it, the words a Pandi just now make my heart feel torn and sick.Means all this time I've been lying to him.

"Eat him, well I know the news.I doubt it very much,"

"So she used to be open BO on her facebook.Or even she who ordered men of the same kind to just relate.I know that, because I also had time to offer my friend to serve him."

"You know for yourself, what I look like.Different, I'm more frank to everyone around me.Different to your husband who plays clean." he continued.

"Facebooks? As far as I know on his facebook there is nothing strange." my dream.

"He has a Facebook account, especially for that.I'm still friends today."

"Originally you know, in our factory there are many people like that.Only most of them play clean and do not publish it.To my knowledge, he also had a girlfriend who works here." continue me.

I actually don't want to believe what Pandi says right now.It's too painful and makes me hurt.

If you don't believe me, I can show it to you.

He grabbed his phone from his jacket pocket and after waiting for a while, he showed me my other husband's facebook account.

I was devastated after seeing what I see now, that to this day he is still actively making inappropriate status.

"It's up to you now,"

"Just, I don't want anyone to know that your husband knows that I'm the one who told you this."

"All the decisions are now in your hands, but according to my advice, it would be better for you to part with him, you are young and you have no children,you'll get a better man."

"But......."

"Naima......"

"To my knowledge, such a man will be difficult to heal.Especially in view of the status on facebook he now.Seems there he has a new man or can be told BF him." continue a Pandi.

"I'm confused a,"

"I know how now, I feel I've been lied to him."

"Actually the reason why I asked this is the same a Pandi.I myself accidentally opened Wa him and there was a message sent by a man with the title of dear that." I continued.

"Perhaps not anyway, the reason he married you was, because he just wanted to cover the other side of his life from his family.Because to my knowledge, he was very afraid of his parents."

"You should look for strong evidence and talk about this all the same family of your husband.Until when you will continue to hold all this alone, this is not easy." he continued.

"Alright, I'll look for evidence in my own way."

" He will be difficult to heal, especially if he is still active on his facebook this one....."