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Melia was the first woman in my life who dared to be in a relationship with me, keeping the commitment to stay together forever, not looking at possessions, she said, accept me for who I am after so many women who I approach and invite seriously reject me because it looks at the economic status of my family, yes I admit my life is very enough, enough to eat today look for again tomorrow. I was raised by a very poor family, my father was just a construction worker, my mother was an ordinary housewife but what makes me so grateful they were able to send me to success until now I was able to stand on my own feet, I was aware of all that so that since I worked I helped my father pay for my baby brother until he finished college and helped the family economy a little.

I admit mom had a little objection and was not sincere when I decided to marry Melia, but want to arrive when melia also need certainty and also have many who come to propose melia I also have to show my seriousness to the two melia parents.

I had once followed Melia to her village, after a year before Melia decided to return to her hometown to find a job there and mother was very angry with my decision, all the oaths my mother took to say to me, not that I have made a commitment with melia I also have to dare to show my seriousness to melia's parents, but what I want in the word I still go to melia's hometown. I am a man a man who is held in his words and his proof of his breadth is not just a joke.

I was actually worried because I never proved my seriousness to the parents at that time, and I knew after melia returned to her hometown how many came to propose and she refused, her parents need my seriousness. That's what made me come to Melia.

my marriage with melia I realized all was wrong, and it was not entirely the fault of melia when she asked for clarity married her, I was the one who was guilty because the number of times I promised to marry her without clarity, she said, that was the right time to get married when my sister Zahra was proposed because my parents had a little capital for my wedding, not too much cost because it was combined with a zahra wedding. One wedding of two brides is common in my area.

The mistake of my marriage and melia because it did not get blessing from the melia side, initially it was in the hands of all kinds has been determined but it turns out there is a misunderstanding that I also do not understand from where, the nature of my mother who was too loud makes me reluctant to ask what happened what communication he had said to the melia side so that there was a misunderstanding, and there was a misunderstanding, fortunately Melia had foster parents who gave her direction of strength so she still dared to make a decision, when at first I thought she would cancel our marriage, here I am very grateful to Melia and this matter of being my dependents together this melia is my duty and melia, our shared burden to return all at first without any conflict, he said, hopefully I can resolve the misunderstanding with Melia's side.

At night after all gathered I did not waste the opportunity to return to ask for permission to live independently with melia.

"tomorrow I will stay in the boarding house with melia, I hope everything here remains fine, we will often visit here" I said, all just speechless signifying my approval of my decision, I went back to speaking for zahra and andi remembering they were the ones who would stay with mom and dad.

"zahra, here you are the ones who are nurturing your mother and father because the baby after this will return to his place of work . I hope that after I leave the house there's nothing I'm listening to this and that, what you're eating is what you're eating, please appreciate them", I saw zahra and Andi nodding to my words.

everything I was going to bring was done in tidying up, I swigged melia for a break, I hurried to pick up the pillow and open the folding mattress for me and melia. We slept in front of the television from the time we got married.

Sometimes I feel sorry for Melia, this is not the dream marriage of every woman, there is nothing special even though sometimes she complains to me but I am very grateful to her because she can accept all this.

repeatedly I say sorry to Melia, I admit sometimes she feels offended by mother's words, repeatedly he cried without my knowledge even though sometimes I know it but melia just answered not bang I flickered.

Mother seems to have not been sincere with my marriage, I know that mother will be very heavy especially so far almost all my finances I leave to mother except when my sister baby will pay her tuition fees.

Many times my mother and father forced me to live in this house, but what I thought was the comfort of melia, the nature of melia is very different from mother, she said, not to mention the mother who is still not too sincere about my marriage to avoid all the worst possibilities that will happen I choose not to live here. Will not in one kingdom be led only by a king and queen so in the household, let me and Melia start all from nothing, learn to understand each other without the other taking part.

For my sister Zahra and her husband they stayed here because it was the initial agreement of both my parents and andi's parents that they would stay here because they were very young and need guidance, although I initially hoped they would take the same steps as me and Melia to avoid anything that they did not want, but whatever it was their decision everything they were responsible for.

My brother bayu after graduating from college he was accepted to work in one of the drug companies in the city of D so he had to settle there, he was accepted to work in one of the drug companies in the city of D, and because of my marriage and zahra he took a week off to attend our wedding.

Melia before marrying me was originally back in this area call it city C she wanted to apply for a job at one of the hospitals here that I also work there and now she it's in the employee selection stage but whatever destiny force brings me and Melia into a marriage.