I Need Restu
Four
After me and bang irham farewell, we also walked to the online taxi we had ordered, he said, the car could not stop until the point of the house bang irham in because many cars were parked along the road and a fairly small road inevitably we also had to walk a little far. Bang Irham only brought a few clothes, while I brought a backpack that I used to fill some clothes q because from the wedding contract to the reception I did not return to my boarding house.
Bang irham's. Walking while carrying a plastic bag containing his clothes and a plastic bag containing our wedding gifts.
Along the way I and bang irham just fell silent, a lot I want to say but I hold it because actually I can not afford to shed tears. the online car that had been sent a message called asking for our whereabouts, maybe because we were running a bit slow so the online car driver was worried because of the fictitious order.
Driver: the position where sir, I wait in front of the corner rice shop, bang irham: oh yes sir, we are close, the car looks black right sir? car plate***?, driver: yes sir is waiting.
I and bang irham accelerated our steps, upon arrival in our car directly up and carpun road,"what address sir?" the driver asked, "the street pigeon pack behind the workshop that cost a lot of lined up" said bang irham. The car drove without obstacles, so that about fifteen minutes we arrived at my boarding house, "thank you sir" said bang irham while lowering our luggage.
We pub walked into the boarding house, I opened the boarding door, kept all our luggage and after that swept and cleaned my boarding room which I barely stayed in for a week. I have not been here for a month, because I have just returned to this area after a year back to my hometown. My original purpose of coming here was to find a job, I enrolled in one of the hospitals in this area where even bang irham worked here. But it turns out fate brought me to my marriage with bang irham, nothing I regret. What I have chosen must be able to live whatever it is all kinds of obstacles must be able to live all the problems I must be able to overcome, I must be able to overcome, I who was originally alone without the support of my biological family now seem to have a grip after getting married with bang irham.
After cleaning the room, I cleaned myself while bang irham was asleep because of soy sauce, I was after washing my face lying next to bang irham. There was nothing special at our wedding, no customary ceremony for the couple, nothing amazing all as sudden and forced, she said, I realized and had to accept all this because I agreed with our marriage.
Sayup I heard the dawn prayer, it seems like bang irham woke up because of the sound of water in Wc, after from Wc bang irham woke me up for us to pray congregational prayers.
"grandfather wake up, it's dawn. Pray first to go in the morning"
"i'm still drowsy bang"
"after the shlat then sleep if it is still sleepy deck, it is not good to delay the prayer time.
Hearing bang irham say so, I hurried to wake up washing my face and ablution. The first time I and bang irham prayed together, now he has become my priest, both bad I have to accept, love hard grief happy I have to live with bang irham.
After the prayer, it felt impossible to sleep back I had to cook for bang irham
" what do you want to eat? Here there are only instant noodles equal to rice, so chances are we can only eat rice and noodles"
"there is only a deck, which can be cooked. Whatever the cuisine is adek brother must eat". Bang irham morning has been floundering making this cheek almost pink akibar too blushing.
"well deck let's eat, a packet of noodles is enough for both".
I also rushed to prepare breakfast, although a packet of fried noodles befriended the rice enough and enough to create a romantic atmosphere with bang irham.
After breakfast, I tidied up and hurriedly washed our used dishes.
" this deck is where you want to talk" bang irham called me and told me to sit next to him.
"grandfather, who has let it go, now it's your mother and father's problem we both have to solve it, and for all the words the mother said that offended you brother apologized.
Tears that have been half-dead I have endured these few days also flowed with a swift, bang irham hugged me "patient deck, take out everything that is cool, say what you want to say"
"my heartache bang, why no one understands in my position, I will not marry you immediately if there is no talk of my parents and your parents bang, I will not marry you, there's no way my parents wouldn't approve of this marriage because they've already determined how much money you have to give up, why now this is so I have to what? "
"patient deck, that's all you can say, thank you for choosing brother, now we find a way out how we can get out of this problem.
" yes, thank you. Why do mothers not like our marriage? It's it's me going awry, we're like neglected brides nothing special.
"sorry deck, maybe the mother is not ready for our marriage, all of a sudden, the mother may not have mengikhlaskan brother married deck, adek know that brother is so special for mothers must be heavy for mothers.
" yes bang, hopefully all the land will slowly improve and accept all this bang"
"yes deck may, hand over all the same Creator, there is no place to complain for help other than Allah, it is the deck of the morning the newlyweds cry bitterly", bang irham tried to tease me. I who began to control myself, slowly my crying subsided.
" deck let's pray two raka'at," said bang irham.I know this code of bang irham, arrived immediately despotic, embarrassed and yes inevitably follow the invitation bang irham, I know this is the code of bang irham, her name is newlywed hehehehe. After the prayer bang irham read the prayer and blew in my ubun, then it happened that could happen, must understand.
After our long activity, I got up and cleaned up, after which bang irham followed. The feeling of cape tired and sleepy joined into one, I chose to re-hug the bolster and anchored to dreamland and it turned out that bang irham also returned to lie beside me and drifted into dreamland.
