I Need Restu
limabela
It has been almost a month that I and bang irham have not visited the mother's house, not without reason still around the events of that time. At first I thought that bang irham would often visit my mother's house without worrying about yesterday's events turned out my thinking was wrong
There is not the slightest intention or remark that I say or forbid bang irham to visit, I don't know apparently the incident not only made me feel hurt, but also a little bit offended by the incident.
Bang, why don't you stop by mom's house? At least stop by for a while bang if it is a long time still makes brother uncomfortable, I said starting a conversation with bang irham after bang irham work.
No deck, it's not good to be there alone. Answer bang irham.
Don't be like that bang, adek instead of not wanting to go to the mother's house just it does take a little time.
Yes de kabang understand deck. Brother really understands what is good to feel then that brother never wants to force adek into the house, change when if indeed adek has forgotten the incident
Forget the heck does not seem to bang, more to understand it and try to understand. Honestly adek already not too much to fuss about bang maybe on the side there is one of his attitude mother who must be adek exta to understand it bang
Yes deka bang know, indeed this is not a matter of what or how it might be a little surprised because it just knows the attitude of the mother but it is actually the mother is a good person deck.
Yes bang, adek know anyway the beginning of his mother know is not like this. Aahh already so adek do not want to discuss it anymore the point is adek no longer fuss.
Yes deck yes, thanks deck.
Yes bang, at least brother visit the mother's house not what later in thought adek that forbid brother visit. Adek just doesn't want to add to the problem of bang.
Yes deck yes, tomorrow before going to work brother stopped by mother's house.
That's how bang irham, when all the conversations are just yes and yes the answer is I'm just a little upset because I don't want to make things worse with the napa that has happened. When this is the end of the end only adds ugliness to myself.
After my singakat conversation with bang irham which is quite a long time, eeh not but it is short clear and dense heheheh.
Bang let's eat first, call me bang irham. I know that I'm tired because his job is a little draining plus trips to home and work takes almost an hour of traveling. I know for sure bang irham had had time to eat lunch but there is no harm also I prepare food again for bang irham anyway it is one of my obligations.
Yes deck, a little more brother eating. Later brother take his own adek rest. Reply bang irham who is still seen lying down.
It turned out that my guess was right, what I was really afraid of happened. Tonight when Sarah called and told me what happened. I really want to feel like I don't believe it. I don't understand what this is about Sarah telling me about what happened at mom's house. Is there a smell of competition or what? Because what I know until now is that the baby and sarah relationship just got the green light from mom. I don't know what their problem is I don't really want to know, enough for me to go through and solve the problem of what happened to me.
It turns out that blessing is how hard it is to get.
I told Bang irham back what sarah said on the phone earlier about the mother who thinks I forbid bang irham to visit mom, this is what I fear should bang irham also explain why he did not visit whether he was angry or how not to just keep silent, a little I regret the attitude of bang irham which is still true even with me as his wife.
Should I also visit my mother's house, so that there are no more misunderstandings? Yes indeed I should visit so that the story is confusing that there is no truth or that has not been circulated immediately denied. Going to straighten out what happened is better than standing still as if running away from the problem.
Bang tomorrow before going to work no need to stop by at mom's house, I said on bang irham
Why deck? Didn't you just tell my brother to stop by my mother's house? Bang irham looked at me in wonder
Yes bang, anyway what adek fear has happened all perfect according to allegations adek, adek wonder the same brother actually this brother why? Angry to be offended about the incident or what? Or brother is deliberately added to make things worse.
No deck, not like that. Brother, why not
What's wrong with talking bang say what you feel what amunya brother do not be this way. I feel like a useless person who doesn't know what you're feeling. Actually what does this brother think? I said emotion
I don't know what else to say, the attitude of dislike bang irham still makes me feel upset, what's wrong with saying what he feels.
Hopefully tomorrow when visiting the mother's house there will be no more new problems, everything can improve as before.
One by one I have to face, this is just the beginning not yet with my parents, this is also one of the problems that a little heavy should me and bang irham face, he said, given the distance traveled is not possible to visit because it does not have a cost, and also here we only rely on via telephone, one by one we have to face and solve problems.
Trying to make peace with the situation, starting from the family bang irham slowly but surely hope the situation returns to improve as before.
Not to forget before going to bed I reminded bang irham about a visit to the mother's house, forgetting the emotions of a moment of debate that never ended. Yes I told bang irham that indeed I also wanted to visit my mother's house even though initially bang irham still insisted on forbidding me to come along but I tried to convince her, that indeed I could.
Hopefully as time goes by I can accept and understand the attitude of mother and others. Married to bang irham does not mean I only accept bang irham but I have to accept the whole family both good and bad. It's just I should know put myself.
