I Need Restu

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Because it was before I had reminded bang irham that I wanted to come visit mother, I, so today I and bang irham decided to visit because today bang irham got a night shift schedule so that we will have a lot of time when visiting. Hopefully there will be no new problems anymore.

The morning after breakfast I and bang irham immediately went to mother's house, did not forget to stop by one of the cake shops to buy my flagship chocolate brownie actually hehehe, hehehe, since I don't know what mom's tastes are, I just bought it.

The trip to the mother's house is not too long only takes approximately thirty minutes, arriving at my mother's house and bang irham welcomed by the mother as if there had never been any problems, the mother also said no need to bring by, by visiting only the mother was happy.

This certainly amazes me, then what use I think about the problem yesterday until dizziness seven circumference, after arriving here all as if nothing happened. Mother even welcomed my arrival with a bang irham with happiness.

I want to talk about yesterday's problems and what I've heard, because I'm actually not a person who likes to hold something. I am the type of person who when there is a problem or what is not appropriate I have to express and solve the problem.

It seems like bang irham caught my gelagat who really wanted to finish what happened without having to hold each other. Bang irham then called me to talk both forbid me to ask the question yesterday, I know that indeed bang irham did not want to make things worse, after all, mother had no problem with it. Even with a long enough debate, I inevitably had to give up with bang irham, for the next time.

Not to further aggravate the situation but indeed I just want you to know that I am offended and hurt by what happened, he said, moreover, only the problem of photos that are only trivial in my opinion, of course, must be solved well without having to coarse, we do not know what people feel when treated like that.

Maybe it is for mom in that way to be normal, but not with me. Although indeed I no longer have a problem yesterday but what is wrong in the discussion instead of mother herself knows this is one of the reasons I with bang irham almost a month did not visit. Or at least bang irham a little voice representing my heart instead of forbidding and also act as if nothing happened.

After my ashar prayer and bang irham say goodbye to mother, at first mother forbid to Return mother told me to spend the night, but in relation to having to spend the night alone without bang irham I refused mother's offer, mother refused, not because I still feel alien to the situation at home mom without bang irham because it was during this time when visiting the mother's house I still depend on bang irham. Like a daughter-in-law will feel and be herself when in her own home even if it is just a small contract.

Indeed, as usual when saying goodbye there is only a mother at home, because the father-in-law certainly has not returned to work, Zahra must be at her husband's house. I know you are lonely because there was always a bang irham at home, mother who always takes care of the needs of bang irham but I was only afraid when the two with mother Back there was a misunderstanding or I could not control my speech, just just to keep watch.

Seeing my attitude today just taught me a new lesson, maybe the way my mom expressed her anger in that way, certainly not a good thing considering when the mother is angry almost all the neighbors will know what the problem is, of course it is the same as embarrassing her child anyway will make up again like this.

Especially when we finished visiting the mother's house, of course, there will be only those who are wrapped up to be brought home, even I have no power to refuse because I really appreciate the mother's gift, one that I always regret what you have given us will certainly return I discussed and did not hesitate to ask for it back, he said, but when mom's anger is gone, I act like nothing.

What you hear from others is not the truth, one more thing I have to learn because I have always accepted what people say to me without a single thing I strained, it is good what is said that people should not be too input into the heart, repeatedly bang irham warned me, he said, because we do not know what the intention of the person is just to tell or complain.

Irham Pov

I know what melia is going through, yes that's what mom is like. Even what sarah told Melia was like that what I heard, not wanting to ignore it or not caring only I try to remember melia so as not to always receive raw what people say even though there is an element of truth, the truth is, because I know that there are too many problems that he faces too many that he wants to face, I don't want to add to the burden of his mind.

Melia is indeed a person who anything too quickly put it in the heart, it is melia.

Actually I was a little offended by the mother who was concerned about the photo album, anyway there is a picture of me. I slightly justify what melia feels that indeed the mother is too inclined to Andi husband of my sister Zahra. Melia feels excluded when there are andi, indeed I admit andi is a favorite daughter-in-law of mother, ah hopefully she remains a favorite and does not disappoint mothers who are too high achievement about andi.

I repeatedly tried to encourage Melia, told her to be patient and tried to accept the behavior of the mother because it was basically like that mother.

I also know Melia was too shocked to see the mother's anger and the innuendo of the mother's innuendo, but she wanted to how else it was like that mother and when her anger was gone she would act like nothing had happened, it was amazing to my mother.

It takes a lot of time to get used to your attitude,

Back to the problem of photos yes I was offended but want how else, anyway, not visiting my mother's house just to minimize the problems that occur because I'm a mother's child I know the attitude of the mother gradually he will behave like nothing happened.