I'll wait for your promise

This is Taste 2

“Om... Aunty..” I saw Mas Vino, “Mas Vino... I want to apologize to you for the mistake I made.” Look at them one by one. “I know, I was wrong already hurt Mas Vino, I regret. All this is so painful. I feel guilty for making Mas Vino hurt. I beg you, forgive me..” I cupped both palms, pleading.

“Have been.. You don't have to beg like that. Aunt maklumi. You guys are young. Still can't be serious about a relationship. We are disappointed. But we can't force you to love Vino. Maybe you guys are not a match.” Mama Mas Vino wiped my tears. Hugging and kissing my forehead.

My heart calmed down a little after apologizing, even though Mas Vino was not willing to talk to me yet. I try to understand his feelings. But I know, sometimes he glances at me. I was also allowed to leave when Mom called for a photo together.

Mas Vino texted, he said he wanted to say something.We got out of the crowd of guests. At the edge of the fish pond, Mas Vino stood waiting for me. His eyes were fixed on the shadow in the water. My heart is beating fast. About what he was going to say. I slowly approached him. Mas Vino looked over with a face that was still sour. I looked down, a little scared.

“Hai, Dif!” Vino looked at me.

I smiled a little. Doubtful looking at him. “Say I'd say something? what is it?”

Vino was silent for a moment. He seems hesitant to say it. “Emmm... is there any chance for us to reverse.” Vino grabbed my hand. “I love you sincerely. And I want to have a serious relationship with you.” His hands were so tight that I could hardly let go.

“Mas. But sorry. I don't want to hurt you a second time.” I looked into his eyes. There is a sad feeling in my heart. This time I felt a real love. But why can't I repay him? I should be happy and grateful. I should have accepted his love with pleasure. O Allah, may Mas Vino get a better soul mate than me. “I'm sorry Mas. I don't want to hurt you anymore.”

“What a man it is Sanu!!!”

I was surprised to hear his words. Where'd he know?

Vino looked at me sharply. Does he know everything. We looked at each other, full of questions. “What do you mean?”

“Jonestly Dif... what man is Sanu?”

I'm down. Dare not look at Mas Vino anymore.

“If you shut up, I assume it's true.”

I couldn't stand it anymore, tears fell on Mas Vino's hands. Slowly Mas Vino lifted my chin.

“I'm sorry Mas.. ” Glassy eyes are now clearly visible.

“So, right. That guy Sanu.”

I'm nodding. Vino let go of his hand.

“I guessed it. I should have been conscious from the beginning.” Mas Vino sat by the pool.

“Mas, please don't tell Sanu. I don't want him to know about my feelings. Now I'm sincere she's with Disa.”

Mas Vino turned to me, “If you are sincere. Why are you still rejecting me?”

“I am sincere, but I have not been able to get rid of this feeling. And I'm also worried that if I'm with you, I'll find it harder to forget about Sanu. I hope you understand Mas.”

Vino was silent, looking down. His hands clenched tightly. I sat next to him. Holding hands. I wish her heart would calm down a little. But.he refused. “I think the explanation is enough.” Vino left me.

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It's been over a week since Disa was applied, Mas Vino has never contacted me again. Sms was never answered. He seems very angry. I realized that from the beginning it was wrong. I'm trying to fix it by apologizing to Disa. I met him who was working on the thesis in the library. My twin who was about to get married was seriously reading an example of a thesis from an alumni while using earphones. I sat next to him.

“Difa. You got me aja.” He was surprised to see me. “Since when you sat there.”

“Since you seriously read the book.” I'm spinning HP.

“Owh...” Can continue reading the book with his head slightly shook. It seems he is listening to a song.

I occasionally glanced at Disa. I hesitated to apologize. “Eeemmm. Dis.”

There's no answer.

“Can?” Not answered either. Three times I called, no response. I close these lips to her ear, “Can?”

“Ya.” He looked over for a moment and continued reading the book.

“I want to apologize.” Cana quickly looked over. Staring at me, taking off his earphones.

“Apologies for what?”

“For Sanu.”

“Means?” Disa scrunched her forehead.

Could have turned to face me, “I should have apologized for hurting you.”

“Now that I am aware of Dis, I have repeated the same mistake. Mistake me. I repeat to Mas Vino. Now I can feel your position back then.”

Disa hugged me. Eyes glazed. “Difa... I love you..”.

“I love you too, Dis. And I sincerely you are married to Sanu.”

“Then what about Mas Vino. Sanu said you guys broke up.” Disa let go of her embrace.

“Iya. Mas Vino already knows everything.”

“What he is so angry.”

“Definitely. But at least there are no more lies.”

Now that I can smile calmly, we are getting back to being familiar. The following days we often worked on the thesis together in the library and home. Disa was very excited to finish her script because Dad allowed her to get married after awakening. As for me, just want lazy guidance especially the lecturer is very difficult to find.

The day of awakening arrived. It is with joy that I help Disa prepare the files that will be brought. I also accompanied him to study presentations.

“Dif, I'm afraid.” Face Disa looks tense waiting for Lecturer tester.

“Udah. You can definitely.” I stroked his shoulder.

“Ihhh. You are the conscious, I am the one who dag dig dug. How the hell is this.” Mega.

The examiner came. Me and Mega quickly left Disa. “Spirit yes.” I said before I left.

We waited almost an hour. Some friends came, asking where the room was. After I told them, they hurried to peek out of the small hole in the door. We were all tense, like we were waiting for someone to have surgery. After an hour passed, the examiner lecturer came out.We flocked to meet the student in the small room. Friends wonder, Disa looks sad. He just sat there daydreaming. His head rests on the script.

“Where Is it?” Ask us in unison.

“Why you?” I caress his head. It seemed like he was too tense during the presentation earlier.

“Presentation failed huh?” Mega.

Questions came from friends.

“You must have passed. Don't be sad yeah.” I unceasingly stroked her white veil.

“Iya.. but I'm afraid the result is ugly.” Disa's crying.

“That's important you've tried. Now just pray. Hope the result is satisfactory.” My friends and I tidied up the presentation files. We had to leave immediately before the room was used by another student.

The results of the new assessment were announced a day later. Unrelentingly doing’a in front of the notice board. We sat waiting for the officer to attach the results of the awareness. It's been two hours here, but that guy didn't come either. Sometimes a friend comes to say hello. There were also those who waited, although not long after leaving again. The piece of paper we were waiting for finally came. Unfinished the officer stuck it on the board, we've scrambled to see. It is not difficult to find my twin name, only eight students and students who participated in the awareness of yesterday. Disa was crying hugging me. I wonder why he cried, when the value is good.

“Alhamdulillah passed. I am afraid if told to repeat again. The examiner is fierce.” His words are full of gratitude.

Hhhmmm. Now I know the reason he cried. I might as well do the same if I got a fierce tester. But for sure now the boxy girl with the instant veil can already smile. I still know when I will be conscious.  Disa has fulfilled her promise to Father and Mother to finish the script quickly. Of course he smiled proudly at her, because after this he could get married.

　

　

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Alhamdullah.... Friday 25 December 2020 kemaren author has held a proposal.  Please pray buddy, hopefully the process smoothly until the day H.

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