I'll wait for your promise

Don't Want to Go Home

Why all of a sudden I miss Mas Anto, but the prestige to say. The only way is to look at your Facebook account. Suddenly this heart was hot burning to see the man's friendly photo with a woman. Especially their status of marriage. It seems like my heart is starting to fall out. I don't know who that woman is. She is white, beautiful and has long hair. They do look appropriate. A few drops of tears fell onto the cheek. Never once have I taken a photo with him. When she was dating, she didn't want to take photos together. More sad to remember the dark time with him.

“If you see the picture continues. He said he was sincere..” Disa suddenly behind me. Since when did he peek.

“I am sincere. Now there is Sanu. I'm sure he's my soul mate. Once Sanu regains consciousness, I can definitely forget about Mas Anto.” Answer me with spirit. I was determined to forget the bad guy forever.

My twin was a little surprised, “You mean…! You like Sanu?”

“Iya.” Looking towards Disa. Smile widely. “That feeling suddenly just popped up. To me, he is a strong man. A man who fights his own pain without complaining to others. I'm proud of Sanu with that spirit. And now I will erase my past with Mas Anto. You are a witness, right? Here look. I blocked our friendship. Done... Now I will not cry anymore for Mas Anto.” I took a long breath. There is a little burden on the heart.

Little smile looked at me. “Gratitude, if you want to try to forget Mas Anto. He is indeed not a man worthy of you to fight.” The girl approached, hugging me tightly. “Don't ever be sad again. I must be sad if you are sad and I must be happy to see you happy.”

“I did too. We are twins. Must have the same feeling. You're sad I'm sad, you're happy I'm happy too. That's brother.” I smiled, my eyes closed tightly hugging him. We hugged for quite a while. Enjoy the beauty of love. “Oh yes, how are you related to Dayat.”

Surprised. Suddenly we took off our embrace. “Means!”

“Ah, don't pretend to be surprised. I know that all this time you guys are PDKT.” I smiled, glanced at him.

“No, Dayat and I were just friends.” Is looks shy. “Eehhmmm.. Dif, how about we go home later Sanu is not yet aware.” Switching conversations.

“Oh yes, yes. the day after we go home.” The mood was silent for a moment. Equally think. I just remembered that we had to go home. But I still want to accompany Sanu until he recovers. “How about we go home just to submit a thesis proposal and pay for college. After all the campus business is done, we return here.” My proposal.

“Good idea, I agree.” He could hold both his thumbs up. He was so excited to be back.

Surely he will not leave Dayat, my inner self. Smiling looking at my twin who was tossing wishful thinking to where.

~*~

Tomorrow I book a train ticket. Is busy looking for souvenirs with Dayat.  They were getting closer, but were unwilling to acknowledge the relationship. My twin brother is indeed closed if love problems, after a new heartache want a story. Twins are not all. Other people are very easy to distinguish us. Physical is visible. It's very feminine and calm, whereas I tend to be tomboyish. Our appearance is different too. He was hijab, and I was not. I prefer to wear a hat and jacket. That's my style since childhood. Disa, she's been in the hijab since college. When exactly did he get his guidance. All I know is suddenly he joined the LDK (Campus Propagation Institution). He said he had a crush on one of the guys in the organization. Continue to seek the attention of the boy, my twin became a new member there. Unfortunately, a few months later Disa found out that the guy was married. But the incident did not stop him from the LDK. He seems comfortable there. It is only when I get guidance.

I'm glad to see Disa with Dayat. I believe the taxi driver would never hurt her. I can say, Dayat is too good for women. Sometimes that makes the girls around him misunderstand. It means Dayat wants to help, but it's thought he's looking for attention. Mas Fikri said, Dayat is a loyal type of guy. The man had only been dating once, since sixth grade. Her boyfriend is my classmate. We were fifth grade in SD. Yes, Dayat is older than me by 1 year. Cool right, still SD already dating. But they broke up in High School.  The reason is that the girl cheated. Hhhmmm, I do not think, how could he betray Dayat who is very loyal. But now Dayat will get a better replacement, namely Disa.

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The days with Sanu are getting less and less. Tomorrow morning me and Disa have to go home. Had Padhe not called so many times, I might have chosen to skip college to stay with my heart.  Actually, I could have left the tuition money to a friend.  Or pay through an account. But the name Parents do not want to underestimate such things. Their worries are too high. It's modern, all tech. All the necessities of life have been made easy. Parents make it difficult. Yes, it is, rather than being an ungodly child, it is better to follow their thoughts that sometimes do not enter logic.

The night before returning home, Disa and I took the time to visit Sanu. We promise to be back in a few weeks. Mama Sanu cried, hugging the twin girls in front of him. He also promised to always inform the development of his son. This farewell was hard for him, but he believed we would come back. A kiss of affection from him accompanied our departure that night. They are not able to take to the station, because they have to take care of the baby. It was Mas Fikri and Mas Vino who drove us until the train left.

“You're nothing at all. Just disturb my sleep. I had a beautiful dream again, you know! Even ruined you.” I patted Disa's hand, upset.

“This is even more beautiful than your dream!” Reply Disa, upset too..

“Neither is more beautiful, than the dream of dating Sanu. Tau!!” I'm shaking my lips.

“Huuuu.. lebai... it is also about Sanu.”.

“Hah! What's up with Sanu.”

“Sanu is awake.”

“When? How come you didn't tell me.”

“La I told you. You are the one who sleeps. More beautiful dreams what more beautiful reality try??”

“Statement is, what's more with Sanu.” I smile to myself. Remembering that dream. “But baby, we're home now. If only a day back... Maybe we can meet Sanu first. Huffttt..” My lips are pouting.

“It's fate like this, how else. We also do not know that Sanu will be aware. What matters now is that we have to be happy because that means he will be healed. Tomorrow if you go to Jakarta again you can chat with Sanu deh.” Disa smiled at me. I nodded steadily. Staring at the window, already impatient to want to immediately return to meet Sanu.

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