I'll wait for your promise
Meeting at Station 2
After taking a shower, I saw Disa walking home upset. My house is actually not too far from the store. However, walking can take almost an hour. I smiled and watched her from behind the window.
All day long, Me and Disa did not speak a word. Mega who was with us all day felt awkward to ask. He felt so wrong when he was near us. To reduce my upset, I vent my anger with a status update.
*Facebook*
Just tell me you're jealous of me. Because I love him more.
Edition > outpouring of hearts.
When the sale arrives. Like yesterday, Disa was in front of the campus at 15:00. We are still keeping quiet. I was only with him for a while, to give merchandise and prefer to help Mega.
“Sorry yes, I do not envy you. I am glad I am not a favorite grandson. So do not have to wait until Sewah continues.” The words of Disa stopped my steps as I was about to leave. My twin looks cynical glancing at me.
“Keep if not envy what is his name? People don't like something because they envy.” I immediately left regardless of Disa's answer.
Mega came with two boxes of food. He just watched us fight. I lost the mood of selling so that I did not come back again, choosing to avoid the girl who stood in Mega's room. Likewise after tarawih directly to the house of Sewah. I texted Mega, asked her to deliver the sahur order tomorrow. Before going to bed I comforted myself with a text of Mas Anto and Sanu, but they did not reply. This heart is getting upset and feeling lonely. Pondered, staring at the HP screen to sleep.
~*~
In the morning, before going to Mas Anto and Sanu Campus sms. They apologized for not replying last night, for different reasons. Sanu told me he was going to visit his old friend's house. He asked to meet before he went there. He said all the way. Indeed, his friend's town was close to where I lived. It is not an hour away by motorbike. For the time being I refused to meet Sanu on the pretext of being busy selling.
“Can't be anyway, you're acting professional!” A very familiar voice stopped me from stepping out of the house. “If not trade intentions, do not support trade. Than just being someone else's burden. Want the money, but don't want it to work!” I turned around, these eyes staring intently at the girl sitting on the dining room chair. He was sipping his chocolate milk.
“What do you mean by that!” I approached him.
“You know what I mean!” He returned my cynical look.
“For the money, energy and mind like that, you think I'm messing around!” I scrunched my forehead.
“That's! If you are interested in trading, why do you ask Mega between customer catering. If you are a professional, you should be able to separate your personal affairs with your work! Angry is angry! Work is work! Don't be angry anymore and don't want to work!” Can raise his voice.
“There's this shit. Morning has been quarreling.” Dad came out of the room, approached us.
“Tuh, Daddy's son wants money but doesn't want to work!” The girl turned her lips, pointing at me.
“Difa!” I looked at me, asking for an explanation.
“Well, I don't want to work. But it will not be comfortable if the work while angry, the work is not finished. I just need time to calm down.”
“Your mother told Dad. Father's children are adults, I'm sure you can solve this problem well without having to raise your voice. Father's children are meek, not grumpy, not vindictive. Calming yourself is good, but that does not mean you have to leave your duties and obligations. Reminding is also good, but it would be nice if in a polite way without using emotions.” Dad gently stroked our backs, asking to make up.
This afternoon Mas Anto invited a survey of places to treat friends. I'm always excited to go out with the guy who always makes this heart beat. Although our relationship to date has not been clear, but I feel like dating. The man always told about his daily activities, when he was sick or gathered with his best friend. He also calls me at night. Sometimes we talk late at night. In the middle of the campus parking lot, the man who loves motor matic was waiting. While playing the key with a small guitar, he chatted with his three friends. Before long I approached, understandingly they left us. Mas Anto also turned on the key of his favorite green. The engine sound was typical, I was sitting in the back holding on to the jacket of someone who had just put on my helmet. I have never felt romantic like this. He is the man I have been dreaming of. These lips are constantly spreading smiles, feeling the flowers of love. Some of the dining places we visited, looking at locations that could be booked for a number of people who would be invited. Not felt adzan ashar reverberated, eighteen missed calls from Mega clearly visible. Aware my two work partners will be furious, I invite Mas Anto home and continue the survey tomorrow. He shows his dimples and drives to Mega's house.
“Good yes, which is kasmaran again?? Until I forget the work. Keep going, don't sell anymore.” Grumpily Disa was annoyed, her hands nimblely wrapped around the fruit ice and compote. “Nyesel me, this morning sorry you. No kapoknya.”
“We... without him can also Kok Dis! Just let him date. Those who sin and profit us. Then our trading results for two only. We both work full.” Mega glanced cynically, her hands still stirring the fry.
“Sorry…. That HP I was silent so don't know you called. Yes, but later I won't get the part. What matters is that I can still join you. I can still sell, right?? What matters to me is not the profit from this trade. But our togetherness. This is our hard work. I admit lately I've been with Mas Anto more often, I'm khilaf. Sorry for me??” My sad face appeared to them, asking for mercy. Though aware of when it will happen again.
“Yaudah!!! Trus you say just stand at the door. Mandorin!!! Nice really!!! Dah came late, just foreman again.” Can walk quickly carrying a basket containing a notch. Rushing I took over wrapping the compote, neatly arranging it in the basket. Put the fritters on a tray that has been coated with newspaper.
~*~
Some days Sanu often asks for alternative vehicles and road conditions to his friend's city. I also gave him some advice. Finally Sanu decided to take the train to Kotaku and continue the journey by bus to his friend's residence. My heart became pounding knowing Sanu was coming. I was thinking of meeting for a moment. But I'm proud to tell him. Sanu repeatedly texted her plan. He wants to meet and open with me when he arrives. The man also wanted to visit the house even if not for long. But I rejected all his plans. I feel sad if he comes home and does not know what reason to give the family if he breaks it together. It would feel strange if suddenly there are strangers to open with family. I was busy selling before I opened. Sanu reported his journey. He didn't get tired of asking to meet. Finally we agreed to meet at the station when he came home from his theme place.
Early in the morning after the morning prayers the man sms, he says he is getting ready to go home. The train leaves at nine and the journey from his friend's house to the station is no more than an hour. I advise not to rush home because the train is still a long time. But, he said he wanted to meet first until the train came. I couldn't deny her presence when she said she had arrived at the station, even though I was sleeping. I washed my face and prepared to go see him. I hope he doesn't know that I haven't had a shower, I thought. I got into the station by train, looking for him inside. We text each other and look for the characteristics of each other's clothes. It has been an hour since we met. We miss communication. In the sms I said that we met inside the station. Sanu thought that the station was the area where he bought the tickets. Obviously we did not meet. I told him I was waiting next to the head of the train. I let him look for me so that nothing wrong happens again. I sat in the waiting chair and looked around. Occasionally look at the clock on HP. Not long after, a man walked on track two. His features as Sanu said, he texted me and said he had seen me but there was no empty seat near me. I had not finished typing, the person sitting next to me suddenly left. I asked Sanu to come closer. The moments of this meeting made the heart beat fast, trying to be indifferent to him. Sanu walked over and stood in front of me. I patted the chair next door, gesturing for him to sit down. He smiled and sat down. We were silent for a moment. Confused where to start.
“I guess what is meant in that Station on its page is not here.” Finally, Sanu started the conversation.
“You can't tell the difference between inside and page.” I replied somewhat annoyed.
“Ya sorry. I would have thought that outside it is on the streets and if inside it is included page Station.”
“Ya is already. The important thing is to meet.”
“Iya true. We finally met, too. After a long time asking permission to finally meet in acc also.” Sanu smiled glancing.
“Always proposal in acc all.” I'm twirling the HP.
We talked about a few things, like familiar people. Sanu took out a brochure from inside his bag.
“This is my ODOJ brochure. Yesterday you asked about ODOJ.” Sanu handed the brochure to me.
“Oh yes. Thank ye. Actually the one who needs this information is not me but my brother.”
“Oh kirain you. If you come along it's okay too. That's a good activity. Let me help you how to join.”
“Ngak ah. I have no talent for memorizing the Qur'an’an. How long have you been in this activity.”
“Not too long. At first I didn't know what ODOJ was. But after living it I was happy. You do not have to memorize the Quran. The activity only helps you to be more excited to read the Qur’an. That's it. Generally we will be more excited if working on it together right?”
“Unfortunately you are not a pious?”
“Only do I have a look?” I asked back.
“Neither... but there is no harm in coming.”.
“Yes nothing is wrong. Depends on the person what not.” We were silent for a moment. “Where is the journalist? Said he'd like to teach you when he met.” My next.
“Oh yes, forgot!” Sanu pat his wide eel. ”But not enough time if only met once. The name learning requires a process. Well, at most I can only explain in brief. How?”
“Ok. No problem. At least I have an overview of journalists.”
“Such excitement??” Sanu smiled, explaining his work as a journalist and storyteller. I put my HP in my pocket and listened to his explanation seriously. Suddenly he was silent.
“Why suddenly silent?” I asked, frowning.
“I've actually always been curious about you.” He looked at me smiling.
“Question why?” Distracting looking at the newly arrived train.
“You are sometimes good, sometimes fierce. Sometimes I like to joke, sometimes I like to joke. Sometimes it's hard, sometimes it's bad. And after a long time of rejection, now we can chat loosely, like old friends. So the more curious you are what kind of person?”
“La do you see what kind of person I am now?”
“Ya like-” Uncompleted Sanu spoke, suddenly just a man appeared and greeted me. We chatted for quite a while, so it paid no heed to Sanu. While he was chatting, his train was leaving and he was leaving.
“Tadi who?” Ask Sanu.
“Owh. He happens to work here.”
“Enak yes if you have a friend who works here. It is easy to get train information. Tomorrow if I go home by train, I'll find information here deh.”
“Why? In Yogya is also a lot of information that you can?”
“Ya so I can see you again.” He smiled a lot of times. It seems very happy to meet me.
The sound of information is clear. The train that Sanu was riding was about to depart. Sanu get ready and ask permission to take the train now. I'm nodding. With hesitation Sanu left me. Sometimes he looked back and looked at me and smiled. After Sanu entered the train, I went home through the train entrance. While walking on the side of the tracks, the carriage that the handsome man was riding passed by. Not long after Sanu sms. “Thank you for meeting. I saw you walking on the side of the tracks when it was far from the station. You must be tired of meeting me on foot.” I smiled reading it. My curiosity is a little less.
Arriving at the house Disa immediately asked about our meeting. I told him everything was no exception. Actually, Disa also went to the station. It's just that he's hiding in one of the stalls near where we met. It was easy for us to hide in the Station area. How not, Dad alone as the station master. Some of the stalls at the Station also belong to my brother. I was actually embarrassed when I met Sanu. I was worried that someone would see us and report to Dad, even though he wouldn't be angry.
In the afternoon, when selling Mas Anto came. The reason is to buy a takjil. But after paying, he did not go home immediately. While being quiet Mas Anto invited the three of us to attend his graduation ceremony tomorrow night. Without thinking, I accepted the invitation. But Disa and Mega suddenly glanced at me with a strange look and pinched my waist hard.
“AAWWW!!!!” I stroked the waist that felt pain.
He spoke up, refused the invitation. “See tomorrow's situation Mas, we will sell. So-”
“We can have one day off. Isn't it Mas?” Spontaneously I cut off the talk of Disa. He can pinch me harder.
“AAWWW!!! Pain Isa!” Shady glances kupertajar.
“Yes if you can't don't have to be forced. I understand how he is. But I wish you guys could come.” Mas Anto smiled.
“Tuh right. Mas Anto hope we come?” I said excited.
We all fell silent, Mas Anto said goodbye. Not long ago the shadow of Mas Anto disappeared, Mega and Disa were angry with me. They pinched repeatedly to vent their annoyance.
“You yes!!! More desirable Mas Anto than sales. I love Mas Anto!!” Mega squeezed her upil into my arm.
“Ich. Slovenly know!!!” I spontaneously avoided. “Mas Anto does not like to snack like you.” Swishing your arms with wet wipes. Fortunately, I always had a tissue in my bag.
“Biarin!!! Your own fault, it wants him more than us. Are you guys already made up? Not yet?? Just yesterday apologized, said this trade is important. But what the hell is it!! Still more important your obscure guy!” Suddenly, I heard Mega's statement. Yeah, we're not made yet? But what must be done first to attend the celebration of Mas Anto. I was silent, not continuing this discussion. They don't like our relationship. I realize, maybe my attitude towards Mas Anto is too excessive. Makes people think we are. Mas Anto himself never expressed love to me.
After the adzan maghrib, we rushed home. Prepare tarawih. Today my thoughts are mixed. Thinking of the meeting with Sanu and my relationship with Mas Anto, made the head hurt. Want to feel like sleeping early, so that this dizziness goes away.
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