I'll call your Husband's Love

Eps. 69. I'm Sorry

"Don't cry, Yuri. It's not all your fault. I know, what's really going on. Tamara lost her baby not because you harmed her, but because of her own carelessness. I'm sorry, Yuri. The one who really deserves the most blame for all this is me."

Yuri lifted her face and immediately turned her head towards the person who was now sitting next to her and rubbed her back gently.

Yuri gasped at the face of Pandu who was now beside her and looked at her with a different look. However, the meaning of the gaze could not yet be interpreted by Yuri.

"What do you mean, Mom? Does this mean you don't blame me for all this?" yuri asked as if she could not believe what Pandu had just said.

"No, Yuri. I never blame you, baby. I know exactly what Tamara is. Only for the sake of me being able to annul my divorce with him, he deliberately slandered you and placed himself as the one who became the victim. But, none of that would undo my intention to part from her." Pandu shook his head and revealed what was really in his heart to Yuri.

"If you know everything, why then have you just been quiet and won't talk to me, Mom? I even thought that you would be defending Tamara more than me." Yuri still could not believe it. Pandu's previously very cold attitude towards her, made her doubt her husband's confession. Tears have not stopped dripping from both eyes. He felt annoyed because Pandu had comforted his feelings.

"One more time, I'm sorry, Yuri. I didn't mean to make you feel guilty. I was just studying and waiting for Tamara's reaction to you. Now I know that Tamara was just having a show. He took advantage of the situation in order to bring you down in my eyes. He deliberately dramatizes the situation." Pandu continued to try to convince Yuri.

"But actually, I'm the one who deserves the most blame. I shouldn't have taken you to live in a house with Tamara. It should have been from the beginning, I gave you the new house I bought and let Tamara stay in the house now" Pandu said, admitting all his mistakes in making the decision.

"I'm too selfish, Yuri. Actually I don't want Tamara to stay in that house, I don't want to give the house to her after we get divorced. I want us to stay in that house, even until we age." Pandu continued his story and Yuri only listened, letting Pandu pour out all his heart.

"Maybe you also need to know, Yuri. That house is the one I built with great difficulty. I bought the house by passing through many obstacles, sweat and tears. The house I bought from the results I started my business and it was not easy. That house was the epitome of my hard work when I started wandering the city." Pandu explained how his struggle to have his own home in the city, while he was actually just a resident immigrant there.

"Because of that, I'm not willing to give her that house." Pandu ends his story. However, the look on his face now implied regret. Because of her unwillingness, she had already made Yuri feel hurt. Bringing two women who both had the status of his legal wife to one roof, was the biggest mistake he made.

"After this, I will try to be happy and give up the house for Tamara, Yuri. I've decided that we'll stay in a new house and build our household, without any more memories of Tamara among us. You want to, don't you, honey?" Pandu asked as he looked at Yuri face with his smile.

"You're serious, Mum?" Yuri returned Pandu's gaze still with her doubts.

"Yes, honey." Pandu.

"Thank you, Mum. I'm so glad to hear your decision." Yuri immediately rushed to embrace Pandu with tears to wet her cheeks.

"Together, my dear." Pandu hugged Yuri tightly, rubbing her back gently.

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Three months after the separation of Pandu and Tamara, custody of Chia which should be Tamara's rights, was also won by Pandu. Evidence of Tamara's affair with Hans, Pandu can transfer custody of his daughter very easily.

Divorcing Pandu and losing custody of her daughter, Tamara feels very bad and at the lowest point of her life. Getting a new job is not easy for him. He could not get a recommendation, because his good name was already tarnished due to mistakes he made himself. In addition to Mr. Tim, Sisca and all companies under Hardianto Corporations have also blacklisted his name as a job seeker.

It was still early morning when Tamara stepped foot slowly into the courtyard of a new house she had visited for the first time. Although his face implied doubt, but he still ventured to knock on the door of the house.

"Mas ... Mas Pandu, there is a knock on the door. Looks like someone came to see you. Can you open the door, please?!"

The house was not very big, so even though Tamara was still outside, she clearly heard the voice of a woman she knew very well and it seemed like it was coming from the kitchen.

"Yes, Honey!"

A man's answer was also much more clearly heard in Tamara's ears.

Only a few seconds later, the door of the house was opened and a man immediately looked at Tamara with a look of astonishment.

"How are you, Mas Pandu?" Tamara asked the man who was still glued in front of her.

"Tamara ... Why did you come here?" ask Pandu.

"I'm here to see Chia, Mas. If you allow me, I want to take her home and tonight I want Chia to stay at my house." Tamara expressed her purpose in coming to the house.

"I never forbid you to meet Chia, Tamara. All this time I've even tried to get you close to him. But, you know for yourself, right, if Chia has not wanted to and will always cry when you are." Pandu never forbade Tamara from seeing her daughter. However, that day Pandu felt very hesitant to let Chia with Tamara. The little princess will indeed be very fussy and always cry when she is with Tamara.

"I beg you, Mas. I want to fix all my mistakes first, which is always neglecting and lack of attention to our daughter. Now I've received karma from all that, Mom. Chia can't get close to me and never thinks of me as her mother. Do you know, it's been very regretful for me, Mas," Tamara said, and increasingly regretted all her mistakes in the past.

"Who, Mas?"

Not yet Pandu answered again Tamara's request, Yuri who was previously busy in the kitchen, came to the main door, to see who came to visit so early.

"Mara ... " Yuri's eyes widened to see who the woman who was now in front of him was.