I'll call your Husband's Love

Eps. 55. Tamara's Restlessness

Chickens began crowing and birds chirping sounded like each other. A yellow hue adorns the sky in the eastern horizon. The sun began to appear, the sign of a long night has been replaced by the cool of the morning breeze.

Inside her room, Tamara squirmed and forced herself to open her eyes which still felt heavy. Tamara uncovers the blanket while rubbing her eyes. The lights in the room are still bright, since last night Pandu left Tamara alone in his room.

"Oahhem!" Tamara yawned long and covered her mouth.

"Ahh, I overslept too. After Mas Pandu came out I could not sleep. And now my body feels so limp." The murmur sounded from his mouth. Almost overnight after Pandu left, he could no longer close his eyes. Where Pandu went and for what, became something that weighed heavily on his mind. Moreover, until that morning, Pandu has not returned home.

"Mas Pandu hasn't come home yet either. Where did he go? Isn't she usually like this?" Tamara's mind was very messed up. She didn't even dare to think anything of her husband, because she felt herself doing things behind her husband.

Tamara got up from the bed while massaging her forehead.

"Why is my head so dizzy?" Tamara's gaze was slightly hummed and her head also felt heavy. With a staggered step, he stepped towards the bathroom.

"Luck! Uueek!"

In front of the sink, Tamara spewed out her entrails and her face looked pale. Tamara looked at her reflection in front of the mirror and for some reason, there was suddenly a bias of indescribable worry there.

"Why is my head so dizzy and nauseous?" Instantly a bad feeling flashed across his head.

Tamara rushed back out of the bathroom. His hand quickly grabbed the desk calendar on his dresser and checked a red cross he had scrawled on one date in the previous month.

"Oh, God! I haven't been in months for two weeks. Don't-don't I ... " Tamara took a deep breath and exhaled violently.

"No ... no! I can't possibly be pregnant. If that happens, how do I explain it to Mas Pandu. It's been almost two months, Mas Pandu and I have never been married." Tamara shook her head. He was very afraid that what he feared would happen.

In addition, she also remembered that she had always refused to give an inner living to her husband, so Pandu was bored to keep asking. It had been two months since Hans was among them, Tamara had never served her husband. If she is really pregnant, it is certainly not the seed of Pandu, but rather the result of her forbidden relationship with her cheating man.

"Huh, no! If I'm really pregnant, I have to find a way for Mas Pandu to admit this is his son." Worry is stoning in Tamara's heart.

He then grabbed his cellphone which was still left next to his bed pillow and again tried to contact Pandu.

"Due ... Where has not come home yet? From last night his phone was off, too." Tamara's mind was getting more and more erratic. Very nervous about everything that happened that morning.

Not even she was able to muffle all her turmoil, Tamara again flinched. From the next room, she heard Chia's cry shrill very loudly.

"Aahh, Chia is awake. Usually every morning Mas Pandu takes care of it. Now that Mas Pandu is not around, how am I going to handle all the homework myself? I also have to go to the office." Tamara became increasingly confused, not knowing what work she should do first.

Hurry up, he steps up and goes into the next room.

"Chia darling, you're awake. Come on over here with mama!" Tamara stuck out her hand and lifted the tiny body of the nine-month-old baby into her sling.

"Papaa .. papaaa!" Despite being carried by her mother, Chia still continued to cry and still mentioned her father's name. During this time the baby was indeed closer to Pandu than Tamara.

"Cup, Baby. Don't cry anymore. Chia is now the same mom." Tamara rubbed her daughter's head and laid her on the bed to replace her diapers.

"I have to take Chia to daycare early. After that I can just get ready to go to the office."

Tamara rushes to prepare a kit bag for Chia and makes a bottle of milk. After she herself changes her clothes, Tamara then takes Chia into the car, about to go to daycare where Chia had been tipped before.

Arriving at the daycare, Tamara immediately carried Chia, bringing her in. Suddenly, Chia was crying hysterically. The baby didn't want to be taken over by the nanny there. Chia clasps her body in Tamara's arms and hugs Tamara's neck very tightly, not wanting Tamara to leave her at the daycare.

"Sorry, Mother. Was your baby first pinned here?"

Tamara gasped in shock at the babysitter's question on the daycare.

"I mean Miss, what? My son is being pinned here every day. Why did Miss say this was the first time?" Tamara looked in wonder at the nanny.

"I've never seen Mom's son here." The babysitter also looks just as good as Tamara.

"Oh yes, I remember. A few months ago, my son was registered and has been signed here several times. But for the past few months, this kid has never been tipped again. I thought, I already have a new baby sitter." Another nanny interrupted and chimed in.

"If all this time Mas Pandu never put Chia in this daycare ... then where did Mas Pandu take him? If she'd been put on a different daycare, why wouldn't she ever tell me the same story?" Tamara's mind was again confused, she realized that all this time she did not know and cared less about her daughter. He also did not have the slightest picture of where Pandu Chia lead during his time at work.

Because Chia did not want to be pinned down on the daycare and continued to cry, Tamara decided to take Chia back home.

The day is getting day by day. Tamara also realized that she was unlikely to leave for her office that morning, as she would have arrived too late.

While pulling the car over the side of the road, Tamara took the phone from her bag. Through a short message he sent to Lisa, he sent a message to his best friend, to convey to Mr. Tim that day he was not feeling well and could not enter work.

"Luck! Uueek!"

Tamara closed her mouth and rubbed her chest. The nausea was again felt and increasingly disturbing him.

"Oohh, it's so nauseous. Am I really pregnant? How'this? Should I have Hans's child? What would have happened if Mas Pandu had known that this was not his son?" The feeling of heart and heart that was so chaotic, made Tamara unable to think. His heart was pounding very fast, he started to fidget, afraid that it was the beginning of a big problem going to happen in his life.