I Can Without You

56. I Can Without You (2)

Shofi has officially resigned from SR Group. Although Azril and all her co-workers deeply regretted Shofi's decision, they also tried to understand and support Shofi's goodwill to continue the business owned by her husband.

Now it was Shofi who took over the Awan-owned cafe business and managed it. Given the condition of Shofi who was pregnant, Surya then deliberately hired a driver to shuttle Shofi, Keinan, and also himself. Wulan is also very supportive of her husband's idea because Wulan also does not want if until her husband and daughter-in-law is exhausted.

The employees at the Awan cafe welcomed Shofi's presence. And indeed because before they were all also close to Shofi and Keinan, so they could adjust more easily and could work well together. Maya, Adit, Danu, Dedi, and chef Yudha often even help ease the task of their boss' mother, given the condition of the pregnant Boss Bu.

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"Assalamu'alaikum, Mother," greeting Keinan as soon as entering the Cloud's workroom which is now occupied by the Shofi.

Adit walked following Keinan behind him. Now the task of picking Keinan home from school every day is taken over by Adit. And again, that's because the employees don't want the Boss to be exhausted. The five of them were very attentive to Shofi and Keinan, as well as the baby candidate who was being conceived by Shofi.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Uh, brother has come home," replied Shofi after looking up from the laptop screen he was engaged on.

Keinan asked to start being called 'sister'. That's why now everyone calls Keinan with the name 'sister.

"Udah, Bun," said Keinan who then kissed the back of Shofi's right hand.

"Where was that at school? Brother can do the job of the teacher or not?" shofi asked as he gently rubbed Keinan's head.

"Can dong, Bun. It was after reading practice also my brother passed immediately. There are those who pass immediately as well, but many must be repeated as well. Then Fahri forgot not to bring stock, Bun. Finally brother for the same brother stock Fahri deh," replied Keinan, telling.

"Fahri who used to bully that brother?" shofi asked with a frown, trying to remember.

"Yes, Bun. Who used to love to sneak up on that brother. But Papa said to Mother, sister should not bales evilin. That's why my sister put him. So now we become victorious," replied Keinan with the typical style of his little boy.

"Pinter's Mother's son. Oh yes, thank you, Dit, have invited Keinan," praised Shofi who then also thanked Adit who was still standing behind Keinan.

"Together, Mrs Boss," Adit replied. "If so I go straight back to the front huh, Boss Mom. Visitors are quite rame," continued Adit, saying goodbye.

"Yes, Dit," said Shofi.

"Thank you, Brother Adit," said Keinan with a smile.

"Together, big brother Boss," Adit replied with a smile as well.

"Don't forget Kei's order, Mr. Adit," Keinan continued.

"Okay, siip," said Keinan by holding both thumbs up his hands.

Adit also gave his two thumbs up the same hand as Keinan. After that Adit then left the room of the Boss and returned to continue his duties and work.

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Tonight Shofi is putting Keinan to sleep. Shofi hugged while patting Keinan's back softly, so that his son could soon sleep in his sleep. Not long after, Keinan finally fell asleep.

Shofi then sat himself down and leaned against the headboard of the bed. He took a photo on the nightstand next to the bed. Photo of himself along with Clouds and Keinan. He laughed so happily in the photo.

Shofi's tears are back. The photo was taken, right in the Cloud photo section.

"Where is the cloud now? I miss the same Clouds. Keinan, Mama, Papa, and the others are also very upset with you, Mas," said Shofi with a voice trembling with his cry.

"We've all always prayed for you, Mas. Hopefully wherever Mas Awan is at the moment, Mas Awan is in good condition. Hurry home, Mommy. We are all waiting for the Cloud to return. Mas Awan, hyx hyx hyx."

Shofi hugged the photo into his arms, with tears streaming down his beautiful face.

Shofi really never thought that his second marriage life was so happy to be hit by the accident and the loss of Awan, his beloved husband. Moreover, all of that happened in the condition of Shofi who was pregnant like this.

Angan Shofi looked away. In the past when Keinan was a baby, he had to divorce Bayu, his first husband. Shofi single-handedly raised his son. Through daily life that can be said not easy. But Shofi is grateful that he has the support of his mother and sister, so that Shofi can go through everything well.

And now, after he took pains to open the door again and undergo a new domestic relationship, he again had to be separated from the husband due to an accident. And even then when he was pregnant with the fruit of his love with the husband.

All of this was really a very heavy blow to Shofi. Again, she had to part with her husband. It was when Keinan was a baby, and now when she was pregnant with her second child.

This is not all easy. But for the sake of his family and those who love him, Shofi must remain strong. Once again Shofi must be able to live his life without his husband.

"In front of everyone, maybe I can show you that I can be without you. But I really can't. I need you, Mas. Me, Keinan, and our future baby need you. Please hurry back Mas Awan, hyks hyks," Shofi cried in his tears.

"O Allah, O Rohman, O Rohim. You are the All-Willing over all things. There is no power and effort except by Your strength, the Most High, the Most Great. I plead with all humility, please take care of my husband wherever he is at this time. Protect him, O God. And the servant also pleads, with Your power and will, please immediately return Mas Awan to be reunited with all of us, O Allah," do'a Shofi, pleading with Allah SWT.

Without ever feeling tired and without ever feeling bored, Shofi always say the same do'a, for the safety of the husband Cloud. Likewise with Keinan, Wulan, and all the other families.

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