I Can Without You

48. Bayu's Regret

By now Bayu and Alya have arrived at the hotel room provided by the fashion show management followed by Alya and her agency colleagues. As the main model of the agency, of course Alya get different facilities with other models. That's why Alya can bring Bayu along.

Alya threw the bag she was wearing on the sofa and dropped her body and sat on the sofa with a face that was still full of emotion. Bayu also sat himself next to his wife who was crossing his hands in front of the chest.

"Don't have emotions, baby. Later we find another way out yes to be able to get custody Keinan," persuaded Bayu while holding his wife's soft shoulder.

"Udahlah, dear. I'm tired of this. They play very sneaky, anyway. Wear threatening with the destruction of my career everything. Who doesn't try emotions?" alya said in flames.

"You know for yourself, baby, I've worked hard to start my career from scratch. Even I also sacrificed by letting you establish a relationship with Shofi as long as I focus on pursuing my dreams first. And if until I have to lose my career just for the sake of Keinan, I will never be willing. I don't want to" Alya said.

"But baby, we've agreed before. Who knows, Keinan could be a lure for you, and eventually you can get pregnant with our child too, baby," said Bayu still trying to persuade Alya.

"I agree because at that time you said that we could get custody of Keinan easily. You said that if Shofi could we fear the threat would bring the matter to the green table. You said Shofi was traumatized by the court so we could easily suppress him. But what is it? Not that we are threatening them but even those who threaten us" Alya replied.

"It's all out of our plans, baby. Later we think of another way yes to be able to get custody of Keinan," persuaded Bayu again.

"Enough, baby. Hitherto. Let's just forget your desire to take over Keinan's custody. I don't want to anymore. Especially if I have to sacrifice my career. I'm not willing. Anyway I don't want to. Let's just stop this problem until here" Alya replied.

"But baby, Keinan--"

"Udah, Bayu, enough!" cut Alya fast.

Bayu gasped in shock at Alya's increasingly high tone of voice. Even Alya also does not call Bayu with the name 'honey' anymore but directly with the name Bayu only. Bayu knew it was true that it meant that Alya was already really angry at this moment.

"I don't want to talk about this anymore. If you still want to take over Keinan custody, it's up to you. But that means you let me go. Our relationship is both over" said Alya.

"Alya! Don't say it like dong, honey," surprised Bayu.

"Yes, if so you dong takut me," Alya replied.

Bayu. He realized that at this time there was no point in arguing with his wife. Not when Alya's emotions were peaking like they are today. Or the consequences will be truly fatal.

Bayu knew that Alya never messed with his words. If he says it's over, then that means he's really willing to end it all. And of course Bayu does not want his relationship with Alya to end just like that. Bayu still loves Alya very much.

"Udah ah, I'm tired. I'm gonna take a shower first. Later there is still a clean gladi also for the peak show fashion day after tomorrow. This Keinan problem has really taken up my time these few days. Where the result is nil again. Huh,," snorted Alya annoyed as she stood up from her seat.

Alya then immediately stepped towards the bathroom contained in the hotel room. Leaving Bayu alone on the sofa.

Bayu knows exactly how Alya is. Alya is the type of person who does not want to bother with a problem and prefers to find a safe way. Alya is also not the type of person who wants to give up and sacrifice to get something. But even so Bayu also still loves his wife.

Suddenly the shadow of Shofi who was so gentle to the Clouds flashed in Bayu's mind. Unknowingly and without being prevented, the memories while he was in a marriage relationship with Shofi also re-energized in Bayu's mind.

Ah, Bayu only realized that it turns out that the household he used to live with Shofi feels very different from the household that Bayu now lives with Alya.

Together with Shofi, Bayu feels what it is like to be a husband who is so respected and appreciated. Bayu also felt so much love and happiness. That's why Bayu used to be complacent.

But with Alya now, it was Bayu who devoted more attention and affection to Alya. In fact, often Bayu also had to give up in order to follow all Alya's wishes.

Not to mention Alya who is so busy with her work as a model. The time together they both reduced a lot. And unfortunately often their only limited togetherness they can not maximize and use well to pour out love and affection between each other.

Again Bayu threw his breath rough. I don't know where it came from, but suddenly a little regret appeared in Bayu's heart. Why he could let go of a woman as good as Shofi just like that.

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On the other side.

Clouds, Shofi, and Keinan had just arrived at Surya and Wulan's house. After getting out of the car, the three of them rushed to get into the house.

"Assalamu'alaikum," greetings Clouds, Shofi, and Keinan together.

"Wa'alaikumsalam's chat. Huaaahhh, finally the granddaughter unfortunately Oma turned back as well," exclaimed Wulan so cheerfully as she rushed over to Clouds, Shofi and Keinan.

"Oma," cried Keinan also no less cheerful.

"Dear, dear," said Wulan who immediately crouched down then hugged Keinan tightly, shedding her longing for these few days of not being able to meet Keinan.

Wulan kissed the top of Keinan's head several times. Wulan also kissed Keinan's right and left cheeks with her anxiety.

Shofi smiled seeing how Wulan poured his longing towards Keinan. Shofi felt very grateful because his mother-in-law loved Keinan very much. Her mother-in-law also never distinguished her treatment of Keinan with Bintang and Inara.

The clouds embrace the soft waist of Shofi. Shofi turned to look at her husband. The two then threw each other a gentle smile.