HIM, MY BEST FRIEND

Trouble

I just sighed.

Nothing yet, there is a problem. Ever since we got together, I've kept my distance from Harry. I never again struggled spoiled or just leaned on his shoulder.

Harry returned with a face that was just as unsightly as his face when he left.

"Are you all right, Har?" I'm a little worried.

"I should be the same as you" he said. "Are you all right?"

"I'm not pa pa ko. Don't worry," I assured him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it was going to be like this" he said.

"Udahlah. Not pa pa pa. Since when do I hear people say," I smiled.

"Thank you, yeah" he held my hand.

I can't deny it, my feelings for her are starting to change. Her sweet attitude towards me made me feel loved. His hand made me calm.

The more days our relationship gets better. We don't worry too much about other people's words. We feel that what we do does not violate any norms, let alone harm others. We prove with all our achievements both academic and non-academic. So the school still asked us to pair up in some races. Our relationship is without barriers, even as if given space by the school so that we can be together in activities outside the school.

Time quickly passed and it did not feel we would soon face the National Examination. Previously, we had to undergo the Practice Exam first.

As of today, we have to carry out the Chemistry practice exam. I don't know what to do in there. Harry held my hand tightly. He knows I'm a little nervous.

"Not to worry too much, Ri. Later you are nervous even not konsen," he said calming.

"Yes" I tried to smile. Of course everything has to go my way. I'm Miss Perfect. No one can fail in the least.

And sure enough, everything went well as I wanted. I breathed a sigh of relief.

"Har, you got a notification letter like this, didn't you?" I took out a letter from my bag.

"O yes. if we go in there later given a free laptop right?" guess it.

"Yes" I replied.

"What do you want to get in there? Is there no architecture?" tanyakanya.

"No, not that. But this..," I showed you another letter.

"You got a medical scholarship? Very cool, dear," he said after reading the letter I gave him.

"But it was in Malang. Far away," I said.

"No, at least from here only 13 hours using the train. If you take the plane more flat," said Harry.

"Why? You have no interest? If I, I'll take it straight away without a second thought."

"Aren't you going to go into the ocean?" my many.

"Yes, she wants. But if given a chance like this, there's no way I'm wasted."

"Can you be far away from me?" I didn't consciously say it.

Harry remained silent. It seems he is beginning to understand. He looked at me for a long time.

"No, I can't" he said at last.

"Udah yuk, I'm anter home. Tomorrow there will be more practice" he said, pulling my hand to his feet.

"Har..," call me.

He walked in front of me still holding my hand.

"Yes?" he's looking.

"Don't stay with me" I asked.

She smiles.

"Never will."

Now I can't take off his grip. He was right, he easily filled my heart with his name. His love is like an opium that makes me want it again and again.

His gaze was enough to calm me. And his presence beside me makes me optimistic about the future.

The practice exam we passed smoothly. Without the slightest obstacle. What remains is the School Exam and National Exam which will be held in 2 weeks.

I was chatting with Kurnia and the Goddess when Harry arrived. We are discussing our plans in the future.

"So where are you, Om?" my many.

"I think I'll take D3 first" he replied.

"Tok D3, not nanggung?" ask again.

"Say my mother mending D3 first. If you want to continue again easy," he said.

"No, baby, Kur? I'm sure you can get into your favorite State University, right Ri?" word Goddess.

I'm nodding. Especially her mother works there. Of course it was easy for Kurnia to become a student at that place.

"If you were Ri, would you take that study abroad?" ask Kurnia.

I'm shaking.

"But when we had the seminar, he said you were interested" said Kurnia again.

"Yes, first. Not now." I glanced at Harry who was standing beside the table where we were chatting.

"So where's Riri going?" ask Goddess.

I instantly rewarded him with a punch.

"Kidding, kidding.. He got a medical scholarship in Malang" he said as he rubbed his upper arm that I hit.

"Well, aren't you telling me the story?" tugut Kurnia's. "Sneaky. I don't get it, do I?"

"Ngarep.." - Harry's lips.

"Whoever does not want to try" said Kurnia.

"I don't want to" I said.

Suddenly there was an unpleasant air around me.

"Don't be kidding, Ri," said Dewi slowly.

"You are a child, strange," said Kurnia.

"I'm serious, I want to be here. Try to get into architecture. If not, try it maybe." I replied.

"Why?" ask Harry.

"Why not. My passion is in architecture" I said reassuringly.

"But your psychotic results, you're 98% fit to be a doctor, right?" I don't think Harry likes what I think.

"Yes.but..."

"Udah. have been. justin aja Riri with his choice Har. Why the hell?" lerai Kurnia's. It seems like he is starting to see a discrepancy between us.

"You guys are serious, anyway. Look, our other friends have thoughts of where to go" said Harry, looking at our other friends.

I was silent, not arguing.

...

[Har.. are you angry with me?]

I sent a message through WA. I felt Harry was angry with me. Even when he drove me home, he didn't say a word.

5 Minutes, no answer.

10 Minutes, tick the two it doesn't change color either.

I glanced at the wall clock in my room. At 22:10.

When should I call her? Or maybe he overslept?

Usually at 20:00 he has started sending me questions. But tonight.. I got worried.

Until the clock showed at 23:00 I was not sleepy. It's hard to close your eyes. I'm used to his good-bye sleep.

My room is dark. Only the lights from the snow ball gave a sparkling effect on the walls of my room.

I started to rotate the couplers that were on the side of the snow ball. I wish classical music would make me sleepy.

I heard the sound of the piano. For Elise. Snowball doesn't have just one song. Instead of making me calm and sleepy, the music was successful in making my feathers stand up. And I finally couldn't sleep at all.

...

Today I intend to leave early. I want to see Harry as soon as possible.

My message last night was read, at what time. But there was no reply from him.

I arrived too early, there was no one in the class. I put my bag on my stool and then sat there.

I put my head on both hands that I made a pillow. Look out the window. The air is still cold. My eyes are heavy because I haven't slept all night.

I feel someone touching my nose. I straightened my body. Bummer.

"Why are you sleeping here?" Harry sat down beside my stool.

"I'm so sleepy. Not sleeping all night" I said, rubbing my eyes.

"Why?"

"I'm waiting for you to come" I said.

It looks like a regretful look on his face.

"I'm sorry, '" he said with foggy eyes. There's no way he'd cry.

"Why don't you WA or call me? Did you fall asleep?" my many.

My friends started to arrive.

"Yes, I fell asleep" he replied, bowing.

"You are angry with me" I said.

"I won't be able to get angry with you" he said as he glared at me.

"Thank God, if you're not angry. If so, later go home from school stop by the devil chipmaker behind the school, yuk," ask me.

"I'm sorry, I can't."

"Lho, why?" manywould be surprised.

"Because Harry wants to take me home" someone stood behind Harry with a wicked smile.