HIM, MY BEST FRIEND

I'll take it home for you

I lay on the blankar. I myself. No one was ever in the PMR room during the break. Yes, the sanggar is opened when the lesson hour is over or when someone needs drugs that are not in the UKS.

I stared at the white wall in front of me. There are two lizards chasing there. I don't know why my mind isn't there.

I took a deep breath, again trying to string together the events that happened these few days. About the love triangle between Fitri, Harry and Kurnia. I am also Mak Combangnya. And on this mission, there was a misunderstanding between me, Harry and Ahmad. Ah, it's so complicated.

I closed my eyes, trying to calm my mind. I tried to restart my brain.

I asked myself what I really wanted.

I want to be the best at everything. It's obvious that's what I want.

Wh-wh-what for?

To make a lot of friends? Nah!

To impress others? Nah!

I just need that scholarship.

Yes, a scholarship so I can study at this school without having to pay a fee. So as not to burden the brother and other family members.

And I can only get that if I become the General Champion.

Do I have to have Ahmad in my head?

I'm worried.

Suddenly the song I Have A Dream came from my skirt pocket. I took out a flat object that made that sound. Fitri's face is there. He called.

"Sister.. Brother where?" ask him at the end of there.

"In the sanggar, Fit. Why?"

"I'm there, brother," without hearing my answer, the call closed.

"Bas a boy..," I grumbled.

"Sir..," Fitri's head looked into the room whose door I didn't close tightly.

"What, Fit?" I stood up to sit down.

"So this morning you're looking for me in class, aren't you?" tanyakanya.

"Yes," I said.

She's quiet. He seems to understand what I want to talk about.

"Where was yesterday?" ask me to the point.

"Hem. I think I failed, brother. Harry doesn't like me" he replied.

"You said you liked him?" ask again.

"Yes..."

"Trus.. You said too if you ask for help to Brother for your nyomblangin?"

He sighed.

"Sister, there's someone else Harry likes."

"Oh yeah? After Brother for almost 3 years only 1 person ever shot with Harry." I'm remembering. "But that was a long time ago, 10th grade. Now they never say hello to each other. I think the breakup isn't okay. The hell he blom can move on too."

"It's not his ex.., ." said Fitri.

"One of those girls who chases him?"

"No..."

"Trus who's dong?" I'm just impatient.

"Sister Riri."

"Huh? Me?" I immediately laughed out loud.

"That's it, Fit. It's not possible."

"I'm serious, brother. When I asked Harry to talk, he never squirmed at me. All he saw was brother. When I just walk with him, he doesn't pay attention to what I'm talking about. He kept looking back. And the last time I said I liked him, he was just a smile. He said he just thinks I'm a brother and can't repay my love."

I saw him looking down, hiding tears.

I got down from the blankar and sat down next to him. Kusap.

"Fit, from the beginning did Brother already say that Brother Harry will not want to be the same girl who is close to him. She's not going to be the same girl she took sister. He is afraid of pain. He's just messing around with the girls out there. If he was the same brother, there was never anything. We're just friends. It was doang. Maybe you're blom used to seeing that. But we're that close."

Fitri is still sobbing.

"Harry is not the right guy for you. Why try to chase. Rich you have no self-esteem. Mending choose the guy who loves you," I said.

"I mean Brother?"

"There are others who like you."

"Who?"

"Who's Brother?"

"No, I can't talk right now. Let the man himself speak to you," I said, still a riddle.

"Who Brother? Don't make me curious" Fitri said.

"He'll talk to himself Fit. Old GA. Now remove your tears. Don't play Harry. He blom the deceased," I said as I picked up tissue on the table.

Fitri smiled amusedly.

"Tomorrow Brother is not leaving. Race outside of school. Maybe that's the guy who's just gonna talk to you."

"Do you know that guy?" tanyakanya.

I'm nodding.

"Do you think she deserves me?" ask again.

"You know what, that's how you guys are. But if you look at the character, it looks like it will fit. He's a grown man, seriously, but he's good" I replied.

"Sister Kurnia huh?" guess it.

"Ngga knows. If that person is Kurnia you want?" I tried to shake off a little of his feelings.

"Ne also know. But Kak Kurnia is like Harry's brother, like it's impossible." he replied.

"Yes, it's not possible" I said. "Kalo Kurnia, the principle is the same as mine. If we could, we would only want one person in our lives. The first and last."

"So sweet..," said Fitri. She smiles.

"Why is Brother Kak Kurnia the same?" start again, boy.

"You are well, everyone is being coded with Brother. Ah, brother Mo back to class. Mo went in, "I stood up and moved my hand to throw him out.

I turned off the lights and locked the door.

Fitri grabbed my hand and walked towards the classroom.

...

Before 7, Harry and I were already standing in front of the Wakasek room. Today we will be taking part in the city and county level Olympics.

I'm still thinking about what happened yesterday.

"Sttts.. Ri... Why are you? Your face is not very good to look at," Harry nudged my arm.

I'm shaking my mouth.

"The worse you know."

I pull my lips lazy.

"You're learning?" he still asked in whispers.

"Study" I replied briefly.

"You realize, you're a very good father," he said.

"Lod."

"You want, one day someone will benefit you because you are a father like this" he explained.

I'm silent.

"You still think about Ahmad?" guess it.

"You like it, why don't you tell him to."

"Never. I want to like all the guys. There will never be a word 'like' coming out of my mouth first" I said.

"Prestigiousness. Tar someone's nyamber first just know the taste."

"It's not prestige. But for me, girls are natures to choose, not to choose. Women have the right to refuse or accept. That's it."

"Lha continues why your face is still bent like that from yesterday. If it turns out he rated you bad and didn't choose you, you should be ready dong," started this guy's lecture early in the morning.

Males I thought it was gini. Which is not a follow-up to the Biology Olympiade, so it will participate in the debate competition. We are both stubborn.

"You want him to think positively again just as you see dong, if you really deserve to be judged positive. We leave now not just bring your name, we bring the name of the school. If later the result is ugly that is not only you, school too. Proof of him you're still as perfect as ever, bring him the cup!"

I don't know what got into me, it suddenly felt like my chest was full of spirit. My hands clenched on both sides of my body.

"I'm ready!! I'll bring him that trophy and go to the provincial level!" seruku sure.

"That's dong, this is the Rinjani I know" Harry smiled broadly.

He pushed his fist towards me. I poked my fist with his fists as hard as I could.

"Aww. sick tau. About dong if you want to toss. The spirit is spirit but not so well kale," his mouthfuls while wagging his fingers.

I grin.