HATE VEILED WOMEN

#6

"Assalamualaikum, please,

I am sorry for the mistakes I have made over the years. I want you to open Surah al-ahzab verse 59 about the aurat.

It is clear that everyone is obliged to close the law, even if it is a sinner like me, I am obliged to close the law, so I beg you to give the right to wear the hijab and veil on women who want to be awake, not that I want to organize you, though,

but I just want to give freedom to them in choosing their own religious path, forgive me if all this time I have done you a lot wrong,

I am not an angel and do not really deserve that nickname, I am just a sinner who was covered in disgrace by Allah SWT.

Again, I apologize for my mistake yesterday.

Thank you for everything. I hope we can meet again later. The spirit continues to deepen Islam, but do not half"ya, which is complicated to enjoy..

Syukron akhi

Marsyila Fatimah Princess:')

As tight as my heart, so that these tears can no longer be dammed, oxygen as if it was difficult for me to breathe, just the tightness that I feel right now, he said,

only the pain I feel right now, only the regret I feel right now.

"O Lord, almighty and more aware of this taste, who knows everything, O God I give everything to you,

may one day you give me a chance to apologize to him" my mind strengthens itself.

About this taste, let only me and my Lord know.

"Syilla hopefully we can be reunited in good condition, one word I want to say

when it comes, I want to apologize for everything I did to you" I said, lyrically, I put the paper in my pocket, and I'll keep it forever.

Today is the day of my heartache, I can only hide behind the sadness that hit me to be the most disgusting figure.

I'm disgusted and hateful about myself, I'm not a gentle man who doesn't hurt women in fact I'm just a sissy man who claims to be a real man.

" Arghh

..BRAKKKKKK. "my yells are frustrating.

kicking the table until my perfume all fell and broke.

I put my body on the bottom side of the bed, I clenched my body, the sound of my crying sounded really sad. This was the first time I felt so bad that I shed tears.

I buried my head on the brim of my feet, I can only regret what happened.

In the kitchen, there was the sound of broken goods that shocked a woman who was preparing dinner.

Make him turn off the stove and look for the origin of the sound. After discovering the origin of her voice, the woman began to approach the origin of the voice. How surprised he was to see what was happening.

When I heard my door knob open, I started to look me in the face as soon as the door opened. Looking at my mother who was dumbstruck by the state of my room, and whose face was more shocked as she looked at me, she immediately ran towards my seat and started to hug me.

I plunged my body into her arms, around my hands tightly in my mother's pangs, and now I need a backrest for me to reduce the burden, I just kept crying and cursing myself.

" Mommy, I'm stupid, I don't have feelings, I hate myself mom, I'm disgusted with myself, mom." I kept hugging my mom with a bitter cry.

" Hust, you can't talk like that, baby, calm yourself, son, " said the crying mother.

I just kept quiet and my heart calmed down when I got my mother's arms and arms rubbed off on the restless feeling in me.

"..If you are pleased, after you feel calm, you can tell the same mother, " said mother when I loosen my arms to her.

" Mommy she's gone, she must be disappointed for what I did yesterday mom, maybe forever I can't apologize to her mom, I love her mom, mom, I'm sorry the same thing I did yesterday, ma'am," I said as I pleased.

" quiet boy, I believe that if the girl is a good girl who can't possibly take revenge on you, you still have time to apologize to her dear tomorrow at graduation, you haven't graduated yet, if indeed he still did not leave maybe someday you will meet

and you can apologize to her, but believe me, mother, the girl is a good person, she may not be a damper, son, to overcome your love, you take it easy, the soul mate is a reflection of yourself,

if you want to be brought closer to God you must have established yourself as it seems, you must be better yet son, so that God will let you be with him, " said mother immediately opened my way of thinking.

" Do I deserve to get close to God after what I've been doing all this time, ma'am? "

" dear, God is forgiving, God always gives way and hope to those who believe in his direction, " said the mother very gently who is able to soften my negative thoughts.

"...yeah yok, we finish sister's room before dad sees it, already do not cry anymore, son, "