HATE VEILED WOMEN

#55

" Mas..kamu not wrong, adek who is no longer useful Mas, a-I.I can not get pregnant again Mas," he said to me like struck by lightning in a hole.

" what do you mean? Don't joke, baby,

you can only worry about Ratisya," I said again stroking his head.

" yes, I can worry about Ratisya but it was, Mas, Mas,

when my uterus had not been lifted, Mas" he said crying.

With that sentence, able to come back to surprise me, but immediately I tried to hug to calm him.

" calm down first, after being calm, Mas asked adek to be honest and story about everything," said I gently curious but I try to talk slowly.

" so gini mas..real all this time I have uterine cancer," he said softly but still able to hear even able to surprise me.

" cancer of the uterus?" tanyaku who was nuggeted and even smiled at him which immediately made me bring him into the arms.

I feel like a weak and crybaby man at this time might even be forever if it continues to be close to Silla.

Because I cried repeatedly about it, and now the same many times the tears hatched at the end of my petals. I feel like a useless man, who there is nothing I can help do with the problems that have befallen him.

" mas do not cry, yaudah deh if mas still cry no need to yes.I continue the story," he made a candle because I know he only shows his tough face.

" yaiya mas have not cried anymore," I said lying trying hard.

" continue yes.....

mas inget ngga when I nausea morning sickness approximately 2 months after mengelahirin Tisya? which is even strangely mas think I was pregnant at that time, let us again relate new once right that night, after I nifas.

Hehheee was honest yes mas, at that time I also thought the same as you, did I get pregnant but at that time I was afraid to abuse you. Be that time I send Tisya the same Rasya to the mother's house to check with the obstetrician and said this doctor is not pregnant,

but the doctor told me to go see a cancer specialist.

Yaudah with full of doubt and fear and curious, after that I checked with the cancer doctor, and he realain if I positive for cancer, it turns out nausea nausea when it's one of the symptoms of cancer, and he did not know if I had cancer, Mas,

Ohh yes, Mas, used to be the same mother grandmother, also had uterine cancer but alhamdulilah mother can be healed, but if the grandmother died from surgery at that time, but if the grandmother died from surgery at that time, and one of the causes of cancer is genetic or hereditary factors, Mas, Mas,

And the doctor told me to make an operation, fortunately it was only stage two which means it had not spread to other organs, so after that, the surgical removal of the entire uterus, yaudahh that's just, hehe " he said it as if it was ordinary and could be a joke.

But I immediately approached him in an embrace of drowsiness and tired of making love was immediately lost turned into a sad cry just from my voice even Silla still maintained silence in her firm pura.

" i'm not papa kok mas," he said trying to calm me down.

"....Fortunately, Mas at that time I did not bring children maybe gegara I did not permit you to be home from the doctor I felt dizzy and ended the accident." he could still cry.

" what's the situation right now?" I'm full of worry.

" hmm yeah like gini mas, as you can see,

I am not a woman anymore....

we just don't have a uterus, hahaha it's so sad...."

he said while laughing heartily that I immediately embraced him in my close embrace.

No matter our naked state, I still held my arms around her until her rigid pura was gone, changed with a pitiful crying voice from her.

I know she's a weak woman, let alone she's been through this all by herself without anyone's support. Because we all only know that Silla didn't exist.

" I'm not a full-fledged woman now,

I don't have a hyx uterus.." he said so heartbreakingly.

" sstt..you will still be a whole woman forever even though now your uterus has been removed, but one thing you must remember and be grateful if you ever have a uterus here,," I said while stroking his lower stomach.

"...although God only lent you a womb for a little while, but you should be grateful that God still gives our children time for nine months, staying here first, he said,

you should never blame God for all this, let alone beat yourself up because this is all fate,

I love as you are sincerely here, in my heart, I will receive anything from you, which God has given me, because you are the most perfect woman to me, only you deserve to be close to me, no one deserves anything but you, baby," I said as I put both palms on my chest to prove that there was still and there would always be a throbbing vibration of my heart that was always marathon if it was nearby.

" i love you so much, but I will also be sincere if you want to marry again, and also see my situation like this,

I'm sure you're young, you'll want more offspring, and I understand that, so I'm willing to marry you again, because I can only give you one child,

hahaha it is very sad, Mas" he said with a bitter laugh.

" sssstt until whenever I will be steadfast in my commitment, make a once-in-a-lifetime marriage whatever the circumstances, if my child's problems do not require much, I was given Rasya just as Tisya, aja, I am so thankful and happy.

And always want to say this deck, that my happiness will not increase with the presence of my biological children in the womb of another woman, it is a lie if I do not want many children in this house, I do not want many children in this house, I want this house to be bustling with child laughter but not as my son but as our grandson, baby,"

my words that made him smile haru who immediately rewarded me with a close hug from him that I reply did not lose tightly to prove if I could not lose it and could not possibly leave it. Because we are one,

one that cannot be separated.

" It is only useless if the other woman comes. I love you dear," I said lovingly and lovingly.

" I love you too Mas" he said, continuing to be in my arms to channel love and longing.

Oee.

Until finally the loud voice of Tisya is able to disperse his warm embrace that makes us so tickled amused.

Before I let go of the embrace I felt a wetness in my hand that was just below her stomach.

" Deck, my hands feel like wet wet kayaks how it is." I said worriedly without moving my hands back.

Haduhh.let alone what happened with Silla😟