
Even though fingers can't shake hands
Even if the face is covered, it will be a barrier
Distance becomes a limitation
But I hope the door of forgiveness is wide open
HAPPY EID AL-FITR 1441π
Minal aidin wal faidzin, sorry to be born and bathin
" Mother go home first, baby,"
said Sinta while thrusting her hand at Rasya who immediately hugged her tightly while continuing to cry silently. But the teardrops many times fell on his pelupuknya which if seen will make pity.
" pity freelanin.ya, mother should go home this already want adzan isya, tomorrow again yes we play it," he said while trying to release his embrace that looks so tight.
" unda au re-went where? Umah unda isini, ingalin wish asa ama ade, agi father,"
he said on the sidelines of his cry that made my eyes heat up, but I kept holding on so as not to come out.
" tomorrow we play again yes, now you have to go home," he said while forcing Rasya to let go.
When it was released Rasya even immediately ran to hug my feet tightly and at once I lifted him in my arms, he hugged my neck tightly by continuing to cry.
" unda.jalah au ninggalin ita yah." he said as he pleased.
" dear, mother is not evil, indeed she is not the mother of Silla, she is Mother Sinta, your mother is the mother of Silla, father will also say that mother has calmed down with God, son.." obviously I'm full of gentleness.
" it's undaa yahh." she cried.
" we have to get used to it without the mother,
forever Rasya brother, Dek Tisya only have a father, we will be happy even without Mother, father promises father will try to be a mother and father who is good for you," obviously I was not strong to not shed an eye, and I finally dissolved in my crying.
" ndak au yahh.huu unda.." Rasya's cries were full of warmth.
Until finally a pair of legs stepped closer to me and Rasya, with outstretched hands touching the top of Rasya's head.
" mom still can't do it here?"
asked Sinta gently who was able to make my handsome son turn his head.
" by Unda.." she said still crying.
" yaudah don't cry, boys can't cry" he said by stroking the tears on Rasha's cheek, not knowing why I felt fit in the word "grim" he glanced at my insinuation which made me instantly wipe away the rest of my tears.
" Zaed...I also want to nginep here can? I don't want you two together" said Diana breaking the silence.
Yes indeed, from earlier the two girls were leaving, or rather Sinta who was not being draped away.
" but I only have one guest room" I said.
" yaudah let Sinta aja who pack, later I sleep the same as you," said Diana grinned, which made me glance at Sinta who glared at him.
" don't, my wife will be jealous, mending you both sleep in the guest room or don't just mending you who sleep in the guest room let Sinta sleep in the child's room," I said as I glanced at Sinta who clapped her head.
" yee tidul baleng unda.." Rasya's happy cheer.
" evening tonight you sleep with children, tomorrow night I change who sleep with children, I do not want children more closely with you than the prospective mother," obviously Diana with a cynical look towards Sinta whom I was ignoring.
" yes yes" he replied afraid of fear.
It feels like today is a happy day, tonight as usual I am still asleep alone in the room but it feels like today is not as good as yesterday.
I took a small bottle of perfume from the glass I had bought yesterday and I began to spray it on my chest covered with piyamas and pillows and bolsters that became my bedmate.
"....sapat ali guling, you won't be long before I approach, because soon there are lives that I will face, so wait for that time to come and you'll throw it away," I said it like it was antogonical.
"....Emang basic do not know thank you for being accompanied yesterday there was just a new one that had a long hempas so, aja..."
my words seemed to answer my own question representing the bolster in front of me, who immediately laughed amusedly at the sound made me.
Hahhaa is crazy...
Tonight I woke up from my deep sleep, due to a knock from the outside, which disturbed my hearing. With a lazy tempo I step my foot towards the door that does not stop at the ketok.
"...iya what the hell, still sleepy," I said as I opened the door very lazily.
With this little attention it was able to remind me of Silla.
" oh yeah... I follow sahur but I want to pray first, because I have not prayed," I said.
" yes sir, I just wait at the dinner table because also, I'm done cooking," he said, which I nodded before he left I reminded him once again that made him turn to face me.
" don't eat first, wait for me to finish praying, we eat together" he said.
This morning, as usual it was sunny without rain. Today the clouds match my very bright mood. It was very happy this morning I could sahur along with Silla ehh ralat Sin.ta with delicious food typical of his hands that can treat my shindu with his cooking for two months.
" Zaed...do you not have breakfast?" diana asked while eating the rest of the sahur cuisine that Sinta had heated.
" let me fast again," I said soberly.
" ohhh." he said again chewing the food that Sinta had served.
Drt..drt...
" yes ma'am, assalamualaikum," I said beginning the conversation.
" walaikumusalam, sorry yes brother mother now can not go to your house, mother is a bit carefree in addition to the mother is also again bantuk, mother is afraid later nularin to the mother's little grandchildren," said the mother with the sound of people coughing up there that I guess it was the voice of the father, the voice,
cause Mom's crackle became contaminated with Dad's cough.
" yaudah ma'am nggapapa, besides there has been my friend who helps guard," said I menenaguk mother.
" uhukk..uhukk.maaf yes once again, mother hang up the phone, because the head of the mother quail really kak, assalamulaikum," he said immediately cut off unilaterally.
" waalaikumussalam," I replied late after the phone disconnected.
" what's up Zaed?" ask Diana.
" that my mother is sick so can not take care of children, like I did not go to school, because no one will take care of children, klo in my own home I do not have the heart," I said resigned because I was sure my monthly salary would be cut again, because I had most permits.
" i am a sir who takes care of children, mending father to school, let my children take care of me," said Sinta full of tenderness.
" what the hell?" I hesitated and answered his nod.
After getting the childcare it felt like my heart was a little more relieved, and now I have been driving in my own car.
Since Diana was in a hurry to the office so she took a taxi first because she wanted to stop by her house first to change clothes, so now all that was in the car was me with the sound of singing on my phone.
But immediately my phone vibrates shutting down for a moment the melodious voice of the singer on the phone that I was turning on.
After getting a message vibration I then pull over my car because there is usually no chat in my chat application in this busy morning.
" I'm sorry sir interrupted the morning, I'm the class president of the XI AKL 2 class, I forgot to remind you to bring a flash value last night, I forgot to bring you the flash value last night,
So I remind you this morning sir, hehhe.....
Don't miss the flasdisk
enough of my heart that you deliberately leave, do not flasdisknya,
we can not be curious goods a day, do not forget yes sir, if you forget, you have to give our class value one hundred allππ"
fill in the message of one of the students who made me shudder amused good luck my mood is good so I intend to reply.
" LEBAY" I replied as if full of emphasis.
"π"
who even in reply love by my sidewives, students? because I saw from her profile it turns out she's a girl.
After getting the message, I opened the wallet which usually contains a bolpoint, marker, and some of my flasdisk. After I saw one by one the flaskdisk turned out that there was nothing written UH value. Because every flasdisk I named learning material, UTS value, UAS value, and UH value that I guess left on the room table.
I turn my car back at more speed, but this is still six o'clock fifteen but yes just keep watch so not late absent later.
After arriving at the front of the house, my car deliberately did not input because I had already hunted so that later it was easier to leave.
I opened the door knob of the house which fortunately did not lock, I opened slowly and began to climb up to take my flashdis, when after finding it I decided to just leave without permission first with the child.
But my steps stopped hearing the figure who was teaching behind the child's room. I try to open a little that looks like a woman or an angel that I can not distinguish beautiful.
With the face of the beautiful woman chanting verse by verse of the Qur'an, which makes me instantly stunned with her bright face without covered with makeup polish at once without a cloth attached to her face.
finally can see his face too, yes bang Zaedπ