HATE VEILED WOMEN

#2

After arriving home, there was no welcome, both my parents were busy with their respective work\, who did not have a moment to take care of me and my sister.

I have a younger sister named Ayya, who is currently 4 years old, at first I refused his presence because I was embarrassed when I was almost 14 years old which I considered to have a big brother, still have a little sister,

but because he had the same suffering for me I finally could not bear to age him, even I was the one who understood him the most when both my parents were busy with their respective work.

If they're busy they can't take care of us, he shouldn't have made it, he shouldn't have,

".....basal just happy to make it, without being able to take care, "my mind is upset when I remember his disinterest in me and Ayya.

" Ayya. "my arms are hard, when entering the door of the house.

" Aden has come home to, miss ayya is in the back garden, den. "said mbok Sum.

He has always welcomed me and taken care of me and Ayya until now.

"have I been straight, mbok, " said I.

"iya aden, later if aden wants to eat already ready simbok at the food table yes den, "

"iya mbok, thank you.."

When I arrived at the park, I was surprised by my parents who accompanied Ayya on the park bench.

After staring at them, I paused to get closer and wanted to go straight to the room, but that didn't happen when mom came up to me.

"Son, you've gone home to school, haven't you eaten yet? " ask mom

"...does you care if mom is with me? "

I said cynically and immediately left my mother, I ignored the screams of mother and the screams of father who seemed angry.

"...mom for what came here? " question without looking at him.

" dear mother wants to talk to you, baby, "said the gentle mother who began to approach me.

" yaudah I want to tell you what, quick, I want to go to bed,"

"just for a little while, but I want you to sit next to me, "

I sat down right next to him, because I was lazy to argue today.

"..first mom apologizes to you, because I'm not paying attention to you and Ayya. Son selfish mother with more importance on the career of the mother until forgetting the obligation of the mother to you, the,

mom is obsessed with the success of mother, used to be the mother of an unable person who had to go to college while working, until the woman wara-wiri wander to get the job she wanted,

and the results are satisfactory now the mother can establish the efforts of the mother with her own brackish jeri and can boast of the mother's parents, the mother, but I realize that all this time I have sinned against you, I pay less attention to you, for that mother apologizes, today I resigned from my job, so I want to focus more on taking care of you, can you forgive me? " said mother with a cry of regret.

During this time my mother did not have time for me, if in the morning you have prepared breakfast for me and ayya, my father always left early and often went out of town.

If the mother works in the government whose office is quite far from my home, and every month the mother always meets at home with all her business leaders, indeed the mother has a lot of business from clothing, culinary, furniture, furniture, and so on, even stationery has a store and there are already many branches in the Indonesian area,

but with that nails still feel calm because the busyness of the mother still serves the father so very rarely I hear their quarrels.

My father and mother relationship is very good even every time they have their free time on vacation out of town and I always refuse his invitation because I feel alien beings in my own family because of my relationship with both of them not as good as kids and parents out there,

maybe my parents thought I could live with their possessions and without them, so that's where I should be able to do anything myself.

I reach out to my mother's hand with a gentle look at her, as much as I do to my mother I still have the instinct of a child who can't bear to see the woman who gave birth to me crying in front of me,

" Mom, I forgive mother, I also apologize my disrespect to mother, I want mother always take care of us, we do not need a lot of money from mother because it should be the duty of father, father, I want you to pay attention to us, in particular, Ayya ma'am, she needs a lot of love and affection Mom I don't want her to have the same fate as my childhood with me" I said as I stared at the crying mother.

"iy dear.... I'm sorry, son. "hugged mom with a cry.

After that incident my relationship with my mother was very good, even my relationship with my father was like a son and father was not a stranger anymore was lost already feeling awkward.

"....this evening and the next night may my family be better than the night that has passed, Lord." my prayer.