HATE VEILED WOMEN
#46
I set my feet in my in-laws yard, strangely there was no such crowd as before when I was about to go running when it was still heard the jokes of the grandfathers in the garden, but now suddenly deserted and even more strangely, the cars of my parents have disappeared in front of the yard of the house only left my car that is still in its original place.
I opened the door hinge which was unlocked.
" Rash....Tisya..where are you?"
I said a little scream inside the house because I didn't even find a single person inside the house.
Until finally make Sumi out of the kitchen with an anxious face.
" where to get people? How lonely is that?" I asked Bi Sumi
" hmm.it den, mother, father the same others to the hospital, den" replied the aunt.
" to the hospital? Who's sick bi?" I started to worry.
" it was den, non tisya was mutant,"
said the aunt who made me very surprised and immediately ran in the room to pick up the car keys and wallet.
There is no thought of taking a bath, no thought of changing clothes because in my mind right now it is just Tisya, my little daughter.
" Bi, please take care of the house yes, I'm going to the hospital now..."
I said I was in a hurry with a plain suit a little wet with sweat and only my training pants and running shoes were still attached to a pair of legs.
On the way I called my father, to ask about the hospital they are now in, and fortunately at that time my father immediately connected and informed the hospital.
And finally my car has arrived at the hospital parking lot that my father has sent. When I was about to get out of the car door, I happened to meet with Mr. Tono who I immediately approached him with running steps.
" Sir, Tisya is being treated in what room?" I asked Mr. Tono.
" in the xxx room, den" replied the Tono I call.
" Do you want to go home?" ask her.
" yes, I want to take the needs of Non Tisya, Den Rasya, the same needs of father mother." said Mr. Tono.
" does Tisya have to stay over, sir?" I said more worried about what he was calling.
" yaudah sir, be careful on the road, I go in first." I said immediately ran into the hospital and looked for the room that was said by Mr. Tono.
Arriving at the room and finally I could see everyone I knew was outside the room.
I fastened my footsteps towards them. And when I got there I immediately neutralized my breath that had been boring since just now kept running.
" Zaed.." said my father in shock at my arrival.
" Well, how's Tisya doing?" I said anxiously while still neutralizing my breath.
" He had nothing, Tisya mutah mutah mutah as well as diarrhea, but fortunately ngkapapa said the doctor, said, Tisya's just a cow's milk allergy and he'll have to take a few days here to make Tisya's condition improve again.."
obviously the father who made me breathe a little relieved, I can see now that my little daughter is asleep with an infusion hose adorning her little hand...
" maafin mother ya Zaed, gegara mother love Tisya milk formula even so almost ngebahayin mother's own grandchild" said the mother vibrated by continuing to cry.
" why mom, anyways Tisya has nothing, but Silla's gone, ma'am?" I got the nod of my mother.
" yaudah ma'am, leave Tisya first, I want to ask Tisya directly to the doctor." said I who was taken by all of them.
...
" How's Doc, my son's condition?" I asked the doctor who treated Tisya.
" Gini sir, your son has an allergy to the lactose in cow's milk, according to my advice because the age of your baby is still relatively small then you should still consume breast milk because it is very good for the growth and development of the baby, although the protein in cow's milk is higher but breast milk is still better, after all your baby is also allergic to lactose in cow's milk so I strongly recommend that you keep eating breast milk,"
it was clearly the female doctor in front of me who made me only able to bow in lethargy.
" sorry doc.hmm gini, my wife the day after yesterday accident near the ravine and according to my wife's estimate is gone because until now has not been found, is there no more milk that my child can consume besides breast milk?"
I said to explain the details, so that the doctor understood the situation experienced by Tisya so that he could do his job well, which even made the doctor in front of me surprised.
" yes, what's the doc, so what about my son's nutrition?" ask me to the point.
" hmm.so sir, because your baby is allergic to lactose in cow's milk I recommend giving him soy milk, so, because of the efficacy of soy milk and cow milk there is no difference for the growth and development of the baby..."
said the doctor who I immediately understood.
After I finished asking the doctor, I immediately stepped my foot in front of my baby's room, the looks of the father and mother who were outside while my mother and father were inside along with Rasya as well, because the doctor said not much to look so that my baby is not disturbed in his rest.
" How son, what do you say doktet?" ask Rahmad when I get there.
"....why, milk can be replaced with soy milk" I said with a smile that I forced.
" ohh.sukurlah if so.." said the mother and Mr. Rahmad bebarengan.
After that father and mother came out in the room with Rasya in my father's arms, who immediately received Rasya's hand to carry him in my arms.
" well.cats.." (drowsiness)
kuh Rasya in my arms.
" want to carry Mother? Let the father clean first, "said the mother because I was still wearing my running clothes earlier, mother seemed to want to take a sling from me but reciprocated by the arm and crying is not tantrums..just shedding tears without roaring which makes me even be unbearable because not usually this child cries without a sound.
" already bun, nggapapa yuk kak we to the park, tipped adek ya bun, ma'am, yah," said I who embraced and began to step my feet in the grass of the park is so beautiful.
Arriving in the park I chose a shady bench that was right under the tree while looking at the traffic of people who came and went in the hospital.
And finally the veiled woman in all black clothes by pushing the infusion pole can divert my pandagan as well as Rasya who tried to wriggle from my lap who had been willing to fall asleep but instead walked towards the woman with keep calling her Mother, when I start to lower her in my lap.
" FATHER...."
yelled loudly Rasya who was able to avert the woman's gaze but he just kept silent on the spot by turning towards Rasya
" dear that's not mom..."
my words incline because he continues to call the woman by the name of mother while continuing to cry because there is no response from the woman.
" Unda.angen.." said Rasya while running towards him but I held him in my arms right in front of the woman.
" i'm sorry, maybe he thought you were his mother because you also wear a veil, because his mother was calm at his side, so maybe now he misses.."
it was obviously me who got a nod and a difficult look at her.
From his eyes are very similar to Silla's eyes only difference the eyes are plain without makeup, not possible if Silla.
Nor is it possible that Silla remembers the woman wearing all-black because Silla usually wears brightly colored clothes while still covered in a veil" I thought
" i'll excuse you, assalamualaikum..."
pamitku while holding Rasya who is still trying to pass in the arms.
After that I tried to calm down with the recitation of the verse al-Qur'an which made him calmer and finally sent him to dreamland. It is true that the power of the Qur'an is able to incline the soul and mind.
After trying to put him to sleep on the sofa next to the Tisya hospital's baby box because my mother and father told me to replace Tisya's runag to the VIP room to make it more comfortable to cool down.
Ohh yes Daddy and Mommy went out to the hospital cafeteria for food, because, I forced them to eat first because I knew from then on father and mother had not had breakfast.
If their father and mother had paid to go home first to accompany Ayya my little adek who was at home alone.be in this room there are only 3 lives, there are only 3 lives, my life and the lives of my two children who have traveled in the dreamland.
I elus cheeks kembemnya Tisya who is still awake in the dream, it does not feel the heart to see a baby as small as this already feel the sharpness of the needle infusion, it feels, if he could replace her, he would have gone ahead without a second thought, but there was nothing he could do right now but just pray for the recovery of my little daughter.
" your strong baby, yes, I always take care of you, always beside you, I will try my hardest to make you happy, father, even if later without a mother but father can play a double role for you, I will continue to practice to be a good father and mother for you, so please recover quickly....
Don't disappoint me by seeing my mother, because I can't live with any of you, let me leave my father now, but I beg you in the present time not to leave father here, in a world of darkness without your presence,
love you, my little princess." I said as I kissed her small hand with an infusion hose.
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