HATE VEILED WOMEN
#23
Right now my family is gathering at the dinner table, there is only the clinking of a spoon that sounds loud in both my ears, there is not a word because basically we have been eating completely focused.
After finishing we spend dinner time, afterwards like how we can spend free time in the family room for a warm family conversation, eyak..
" Mom tomorrow I'll fly at 11 ma'am, "I'm sleeping on the thick carpet in front of the tv.
" ohhhh, continue tomorrow who takes care of his cafe brother who?" ask the mother who keeps stroking the hair of Ayya who has been asleep in the subconscious.
" just calm ma'am, it's already brother handle," I said casually continue watching tv.
"...yawah yok we sleep, dah night nih, tomorrow will my brother go in the morning, continue tomorrow father also have to go out of town too, tomorrow also mother morning to take the report adek right," said the father I had guessed.
Though this is also only nine o'clock at night said already malem, strange father.
" well, hold on a little napa, I want to talk to my mother together first," I said as soon as I got up from my sleeping position.
" talk tomorrow aja sak, father went at seven you know brother, brother do not pity the father what?" said the father who even made me giggle.
" well, I pinjem mother for 10 minutes, but I'll go for a minute" I said, pleading.
"it's ten minutes, baby I wait in the room, yes" he said that me and my mother were anguki.
After my father left with Ayya in his carrier, I started to bring my body closer to my mother, I hugged my mother. I felt every soft elusan of mother on every strand of my hair.
" Mom, pray yes, may tomorrow be easy" I said, kissing my mother's hand.
" yes baby, I always pray for the best for you dear." said the mother is very gentle who is able to treat all my problems.
" is there anything else you want to say, brother?"
" hehehe.engga kok ma'am, I just want jahilin aja kok," I lied.
" In fact, want to confide in the mother klo Sabrina turned out there is a taste with me but I undo it because after I consider mengingan do not need to talk to mother." inwardly.
" yaudah yuk we rest, klo already no one said mother rose yes brother,"
" Mom wish you all the best, for tomorrow," I cried stopping my step up the stairs. Two parents answered by mother.
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At 03:00
Like the original plan, I supplemented my prayers with istikhara, because I usually rutinkan every night to pray tahajud, so thank God there have been many positive changes that have occurred in my life.
" o Rabb, if indeed Silla my soul mate bring it closer, but if Sabrina is my soul mate, please allow myself to get closer to her and return her love, it is really only you who are the Reversal. Launch my way after Silla if Silla is really my soul mate, and please allow this heart to realize the reality of all this life, aamiin" my prayer after the tahajud prayer that followed istiqara.
The two women are Sabrina and Silla, my heart feels comfortable being close to one of them. Could God have made me have a wife 2? Can I be polygamous?
" astagfirullah..what the hell, do not finish thinking I with my way of mind, arghhh can usually I think so," said I frustrated and dizzy if you have to think of a soul mate tuh :v.
To fill my wait at the dawn prayer, I chant the holy verse of the Qur'an. Every verse by verse will lift up all my troubled hearts and try to ease all my confusion.
To be near God is to feel comfortable and safe. So approach God in all circumstances not only in certain circumstances. A few minutes passed until the sound of my cell phone finally came.
Drrrttt.
My phone rang indicating it was time for the Adhan, sure enough after that the sound of the Adhan will wake every person who is still sound in his sleep.
The proof....
Tok.dok..
" Dear you're awake yet?" ask mom behind the door.
" mommy," I said.
Every good habit if it continues to be applied will bear good fruit.
The proof with the habits that mothers apply to always wake up at dawn makes me a young man who is not lazy and also makes my way of sustenance, be a young man who diligently wakes up in the morning, to be a good priest for the future.
Every morning, Mother always woke up all the people in the house, yes because of the message of mother
"whatever you are busy if you have been given an obligation, you must immediately do it, what is not ashamed of the blessings that God gives every day that are abundant in match, no matter what, so it is really a loss if we have to ignore all the obligations and things that we can do for the benefit of the world alone. "
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