Harboring Flavor?
Harboring feelings
After a few months had passed I still harbored the feeling I was feeling right now, because I was afraid to tell my feelings even to my own friend and I also did not want to be a relationship bully between Adi and her boyfriend so I decided to keep her even for months and months all I do every day is look at her from a distance because just by looking at her I'm happy enough "Whatever happens I will try not to tell my feelings to others, and it is enough that only I and Allah.swt know what I am feeling right now" I murmured inwardly.
In a few days there will be a camp in the pacet, my friend and I are very excited to join the camp because we know that there will be a lot of excitement and challenges that we will face, he said, because this is not our first time camping so we already know what equipment needs to be brought to the campground, and we've prepared everything we need for camping and then checked back so that no items will be left behind.
Finally the day that has been anticipated has come...... and as usual before I went to school I said goodbye to both parents and then I was escorted to school by my older brother on a motorcycle because the camp would be held for three days two nights so I can't go to school by myself .
When I arrived at school I went straight to my friend who was standing in the schoolyard waiting for the truck we were going to ride came "Hi.. Friends"my greetings to Anisha and Ummah "Hi. tumben kok long, we've been waiting for it from earlier" they replied simultaneously"Yes sorry, because I have to wait for my brother first" answered me with a smile.
"I have been patient to the camp because I want a photo with you there.The view there is also beautiful so fit klo make a photo" said one of my friends.
A few minutes later the truck we were going to ride came and we chose to ride the same truck because there were indeed 4 trucks that had been prepared to take us to camp, after that we went to the camp while enjoying the natural beauty of the surroundings we passed, we photographed the natural scenery is so beautiful.
He was talking to a friend of his who was not far in front of me, then as usual I just looked at him from afar because that was all I could do and when I looked next to me, I immediately realized that he already had a girlfriend and his girlfriend was also looking at him "Cie" I said to someone who is now sitting right next to me who is none other than Adi's girlfriend named Faidah.
Although it hurts this heart to say something that I really do not want to say but I still have to say it, because it was deliberately done to hide my feelings to Adi, so that Faidah does not suspect.
"Well, the danger is that there are eyes, you have eyes Adi yes" he said to me, smiling "Yes.not why I am an eye, indeed, I lack the work of what should be the eyes" I said with a smile on him.
"Yes, you have eyes" said Faidah, returning my smile.
"I know that I have no right to be jealous. let alone angry, because I am not who, seeing the person I love has become someone else's girlfriend and I myself can't stop to love him, even though I already know that maybe I can't have it" I said in my heart.
