
Undecided...
I sat in a chair in the living room thinking about everything that had happened.
I am really sorry because I followed the advice of Anisha without thinking about the consequences first, and have made a hasty decision, because actually I am very easily influenced by others and always follow his advice without considering the consequences first.
At night I could not sleep, my mind was still restless and confused what to do, because on the one hand I feel bad because I have given false hope to Angga and mutusin him without explanation, but on the other hand I was very upset by all the questions he gave me.
When the clock was 01.00 wib I decided to go to bed immediately and not think about the events that have happened, because however the rice has become porridge, but the rice has become puree, everything that has happened cannot be changed.
How broken?
In the morning I decided to go to school early because I wanted to tell my friends about yesterday.
After arriving at school Anisha greeted me from behind while walking towards me.
"Anna.." cried Anisha.
"Yes, what's wrong with your face looking like you're thinking something?"
ask me after seeing the face of Anisha who seemed to want to say something.
"Have you broken up with Angga?"
anisha asked me which surprised me.
Kok Anisha already know if I break up with Angga, I have not had time to tell.
Angga had known from the beginning that I was his friend Anisha (former boyfriend).
"Yes.he said to me, he even told me to help him so that he could turn back to you again, how can you break up?"
"Yes, I'm the one who died, but why did he ask you for help?"
"Yes because he said you had blocked his friendship so he asked me for help, because you said you arrived to mitusin him for no reason, what exactly did he tell me when you sent him off without giving an explanation?"
"lya. he really, because he is too maksa..you also know if I do not like the horrin people call me sayank, let alone mama papa... uncomfortable know the horror, but he really uses the call dear" I explained to Anisha.
"Yes the name is also a natural courtship dong if he asks for such a kayak, after all maybe you feel uncomfortable because you have not been used for a long time surely you will get used to it"
Well that is you.different dong dama me, from the past until now I was always uncomfortable if the dengerin people dating with affectionate calls let alone mama papa, if already married siiih no problem, no problem, I murmured in my heart
"Yes, I've never dated, but I don't like to be forced, and to me he was too mean, and told him that I didn't want to turn him back, and if he's the reason for saying, that's the reason I said"
"But Anna... If he keeps bothering me how, because he asked me yesterday for help?"
"Yes already if you block his friendship, don't bother" I replied casually.
"What looks like you're saying, how do I go now?" anisha asked with a confused looking face.
"Yes already.. now it's up to you what you want. block his friendship, or whatever it is, as long as you don't have to make me back the same as him because the answer still remains the same"
"But Anna..."
"Udah dech Nis, that feeling can't be forced, so sorry" I replied as I stepped into the classroom.
After that Anisha kept quiet and did not say anything, then followed me into the classroom.