Harboring Flavor?

Are we dating?

After the school bell rang, as usual I did not go straight home because I had to go to the mosque for ablution and perform dhuhur prayers in congregation.

After that I just went home and I changed clothes and then had lunch.

In the end after eating I decided to open the phone, and reply to the inbox from Angga which since yesterday I had thought of the answer.

And I decided...

"Yes, now I'm answering, if I want to be your girlfriend"

I hope this decision is right, I thought in my heart...

my heart felt uneasy and my mind could not calm down thinking about whether this decision I made was right or not.

After a while later, Angga finally replied to my message.

"You really want to be my girlfriend, you're serious, so we're going out?"

Well. the question is a lot siih, you want what do you want to interview siiih, make a new sprain also so it has made it uncomfortable.

"Yes, I'm serious, now we're dating"

"Yank, if so now we call unfortunately what?"

Pangilan pangilan pasilan I just have not had any feelings what same you already want call dear.. he said want to know each other first.kok so kayak gini siiih. gertutuku I in my heart.

"I mean call dear?" tanyaku pura do not know.

"Yes call mama. papa, ayang. bebeb, father for example"

"Not call dear, just call ordinary"

"Well, why yank, why don't you just squish?"

How many nanya siiih you are actually a man or a woman.

"Yes, 'cause I don't like it, pack that kayak call"

"Loh.. but why don't you like, it's not good if you don't use the call of love, cook yes we are dating do not use the call of love?"

You want to date just want a call dear. or how siih already said do not like it means do not like it still.

All those questions really pissed me off,

and finally....

"Well, if you don't want to, now we're breaking up"

I am sorry, I have sent you, I have received you and I have also sent you, but how else we just so that I already feel uncomfortable and even uncomfortable with you. So how could I continue this relationship, this relationship, because I don't have any feelings for you either.

"How come we broke up siih, why.. anyway why did you arrive to ask for a break up, right we just so why did you ask to break up?"

And there are many more questions that really make me very upset, after seeing so many inboxes coming in from it... I actually blocked my friendship with Angga because I was really very upset with the question so much.

And in the end we were just a few hours away, and then we broke up.

Actually I also feel bad for Angga because it has given false hope and then sentin him without any explanation, because how do I want to be clear if the question that so much upset me and it just makes me not want to reply to the message.