
Now Dini and Bella sit on the terrace of the house Dini. Bella explains what happened to Tejo. The one who heard it was very sad. Because, Tejo looks often headache. He was so worried. And, previously Bella also had time to say she wanted to talk to Dini. But, when they were done talking about Tejo, they just kept quiet. Don't know where to start.
"Sorry, Bel. You must be very angry with me", said Dini opened the conversation because he knew where their conversation went.
"Yes, very. I'm so mad at you. Why Din? Why would you do that? You are still close to Mas Wahyu when you know that Revelation has a wife" replied Bella while asking questions also to Dini.
Dini lowered her head. He realizes he is guilty and he is very ashamed of Bella. But, Dini is confused as to what to explain to Bella. Does she have to reveal her heart to Bella?
"I, I just want to make sure. Whether I still love Revelation or not".
"Then, what do you get?"
Dini shook her head, "I think my love for Revelation no longer exists. Because even with Revelation, I only think of Tejo. I think my heart has really chosen Tejo".
"Good dong. Because Tejo also loves you" said Bella.
"I know. Because Tejo told me once. But, I'm afraid of the Bel" said Dini lirih.
"Fearful? Scared why?", asked Bella confused and curious.
"Today Tejo loves me. But, how will it be after he gets his memories back? There is no certainty that Tejo will still love me. In addition, what if in Agra's life he had a family. My heart will be broken for the second time Bel", explained Dini with a face so sad.
Yes, indeed Early speech is not wrong either. It is only natural that Dini is afraid of heartbreak again. His heart may not be reunited. Bella is confused as to what to say to Dini. This is a very difficult thing. Bella just understood now what is happening Early.
"You don't have to be discouraged. Do what your heart wills. If your heart wants Tejo then, give it. At least you don't have to lie to your heart and Tejo's. The affairs of the soul mate are in the hands of God. If in the end Tejo does not belong to you, then it is the will of God. Your soul mate is already written and cannot be changed. So what are you afraid of? Just go through Din. Yes, I hope you guys are a match" explained Bella at length to encourage Dini.
Dini lowered her head. He was so ashamed of Bella who was so mature, another with him. He was digesting Bella's speech. And Dini also agreed with what Bella said. There's nothing to be afraid of. If indeed he was a match with Tejo, surely they would be united.
"Thank you Bel I'm a little relieved now" Dini said as she looked at Bella.
But, Bella was like she was looking at something behind Dini. And Dini followed the direction Bella's eyes looked. Early look back and it turns out that there was a Revelation that was looking at them from a distance. Revelation stops her motorcycle by the roadside and notices them.
"Looks not. I no longer love the Revelation. Nor can it be forced. My heart has written Tejo's name. I really love Tejo. But, I hope you guys never get divorced", replied Dini. "I'm sorry. It's all because of my stupid shit....".
"Udahlah Din's. If from the beginning the Revelation understood the meaning of this marriage would not happen. You are close to him because he is also the one who cannot take care of himself. Yes, I have come home first yes", replied Bella and hugged Dini.
Bella also left Dini. He approached Revelation and asked what need Revelation had for the Early house. Then Revelation insists he just wants to pick up Bella. Because the bike has been brought home by his man. So she wants to take Bella home with her. And finally, Bella wants and goes with the Revelation.
While Dini, he was still worried about the state of Tejo. He went back to Tejo's room and knocked on the door, calling Tejo's name. Not long after, Tejo opened the door to his room.
"Jo, are you better?", asked Dini worriedly.
But, Tejo just silently looked at Dini very sharply. Like an eagle looking at its prey. Dini lowered her head. Feeling scared and very guilty to Tejo.
"I'm sorry Jo. I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I just want to see if I love Revelation or I love you. Honestly Jo I'm so scared of losing you. Someday, when your memories come back you'll be gone from me. And I can't Jo. Because I love you so much" said Dini with teary eyes.
Now Tejo knows the reason. Tejo understands what Dini is feeling right now. He also has no answer. Dini should be afraid because she did not know what her previous life was like. Tejo becomes sorry for Dini. Although she is happy Dini admits that she loves Tejo as well. But can Tejo be selfish? Because right now there is only Dini in his heart and he really wants Dini.
"So, what are you going to do now? Sorry for making you think about this alone. And if you want to stay away from me, it's okay. I will try to understand", Tejo replied while holding Dini's shoulder.
"I've tried to stay away from you. But, all I got was a miss. My days are incomplete without your presence. I'm used to you. And not being with you is very torturing to me", Dini replied as she let out her tears.
"I just don't want you to get hurt and disappointed because of me. Your words could be right. When my memory returns I will walk away from you without feeling the slightest guilt" replied Tejo, whose heart also ached.
He started sobbing, "It's okay, Jo. I've decided I won't stay away from you anymore. I'm ready if one day you'll leave me. What matters now is that I can be honest with my heart if I love you. We will always be together before that time comes. I believe in God's destiny. If we are a match, we will definitely unite".
Looking at the crying Early, Tejo's heart felt like it was sliced. It was she who made Dini cry and get hurt. Here it is here who will sacrifice a lot for his love. And there will also be a lot of injuries later if Tejo will leave him.
Oh God how is this? What am I supposed to do? I can't let Dini sacrifice so much and suffer just for maintaining this love. A love that might not be able to keep us together, the inner Tejo who now feels troubled.
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