Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

Tuan

Nadya:" is okay casual friend bro..., Ali he's the same age we used to be, he's from Jatim, he's the younger brother of one of the commanders there, he's the younger brother of one of the commanders, he has never dated once he likes people even my own friends who nauzubillah ya hard to melt his heart,"(my word at that time ).

Feby:" what the hell Lo.., I can melt the same heart that his heart does not for me because of others or such, he said, there was a time when I would open my heart wide to someone who is sincere with me, if at this time I can't seem later I can kok Nadya, Nadya, I have a past that is not unusual but that does not mean just because of one mistake men all men also know the impact is not ,"(my words at the time explained to Nadya with eyes that almost dripped ).

Nadja :" I don't really know about the love of Feb but if in a relationship there is a betrayal what else tarnishes the crown of another woman it's no tolerance and I know what the claustrophobic Feb ,"(say I was upset ).

Feby:" yes Nadya .., but with this incident I can also be grateful to mean God does not sleep God wants me to get the best not the perfect, but with the perfect, God always gives something according to the needs of the person not the wishes of the person,"(my word at that time to Nadya ).

Nadya :" yes Feb .., honestly Feb sometimes I envy Lo somehow and there is what I certainly do not understand Feb "(my word at that time to Feby ).

Feby:" why Nadya ..., what Lo envies of me, I have nothing I should be proud of this to Lo pseudo "(my words were confused and I saw myself in this big glass).

. Nadya:" Lo is a perfectionist .., perfect, '"(say I saw Feby ).

Feby:" ah know ah I dizzy drowsiness I want to sleep ...,"(my word at the time ).

Nadya:" ah loh mah always so if I again vent Lo instead want to sleep ngeselin ah,"(my word at that time ,).

Feby:" yes you already want to vent what, but honestly I drowsy really anjir I do not boong,"(say I was convinced Nadya ).

Nadya :" yes, yes, I am .., good nigh I returned to my place yes ..,"(my word at that time to Feby with a slightly moody face ).

feby:" yes be careful bro. .., good night bro,"(my word at that time to Nadya ).

(say me then from the heart )

when I pondered at that time about the statement of brother Bayu about love and seriousness eh even plus the same honesty of my best friend Nadya, Nadya, indeed I really like my best friend to be honest with me but why Barus now, ah I don't know I was still worried and confused.

yes Allah ...

I have to be in a very difficult situation, God ...

brother Bayu is a man I never doubted his sincerity, he said, and I never doubted his kindness but first I knew him only as a sister and kkak although honestly first the sense of nyama was there but it was nothing more than God, but it was just that,

yes Allah ...

I really want to be close to you God, I want you not to leave me god and I also want to perfect my religion by doing a marriage that you call it is one of the refinements of religion ...

lord ...

what's wrong if the scar is still there, what's wrong if I still don't believe in love what's wrong if I'm still traumatized, what's wrong with it all god ...🥺😭😞

yes Allah ...

I am only your weak creature, which I sometimes neglect to do everything, everything...

but if my story used to make me unable to believe in others what's wrong if I did that god?? ...

for some reason this time requires me to think faster than usual but I prefer to resign with my current owner ...

right now only God can help me with my current bad decision.

when the body began to get tired to think at this time, I also began to sleep from my night and my writing at that time.

my body and mind that were getting tired could only wait for tomorrow what would happen and my decision.

when the sound of the azan built me up at that time, plus the cold air that welcomed me and forced me to wake up .

I got up and started to perform the morning prayers as usual at the nearest mosque .

indeed, here not many Muslim soldiers but the voice of Azaan must still reverberate .

here in this place I can Appreciate someone .

...Sorry guys if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thank you for reading my novel, I need a lot of input from you guys, I need to enter from you, thank you again for reading this novel, read the next episode ya🙏🙏...