Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

The beginning of the real struggle

When I fell asleep it took my mother that night, I who had not fallen asleep at that time somehow I felt my mother cry and kiss me that night by stroking my head and saying, I know why,

...* Dear why you never told me that you betrayed Leon, why you never told me that Leon was involved in bullying you dear, too, mom and dad left you to the wrong person, baby, sorry sorry sorry my dear mother sorry if Mother never believed in you dear so that this mother's child did not dare to be honest with mother and father, but she did not believe you, what is so afraid of you to sampay-sampay you do not want to be honest Dear,"(said the mother at that time faint with Isa-kan crying and stroking my hair that was asleep at that time , )....

And that night was the most beautiful night of my life the best night of all my nights, and when that morning came I talked to my mother to go out alone, I don't know why I don't want to be ushered in not being ashamed to know anything but because I can't see your tears falling watching me leave because it makes me even more unsure about improving you.

" Mother .., Feby can go alone aja Bun, Feby do not want to make the mother tired plis,"(my word at that time to mother ).

" Mother is fine really dear but if you really want to go alone mother can what dear, '(said mother at that time to me ).

" Thank you for believing in Feby Bun"(i said to Mother ).

" Yes baby, take care of your health, baby, you believe you can achieve your dream to become a member of the TNI like your father, son,"(said the mother at that time to me ).

" Thank you Bun, Feby dear very same mother, Bun can Feby ask help mother,"(ask me at that time to mother ).

" See what please dear,"(ask my mother at that time to me).

" If Lina or Leon come here to find out where Feby said that Feby was built but please don't ever say that Feby list to be TNI Bun Feby ask for help very because honestly Bun does not exist who knew that Feby took the bun test"(my word at that time to mother ).

" Lah Why dear"(ask mother at that time to me ).

" Because when Feby was tired after the test and if Feby failed Feby didn't want to explain to everyone bun"(i said briefly at the time ).

and in the heart.

*K*because Feby doesn't want everyone to know Bun, and let everyone know when Feby is back and can make you proud later, mom and dad, Feby just wants you not to feel alone is just Bun, and Feby doesn't want Leon to hope for Feby again Bun, poor Viona Bun,"(my word in the heart at that time ).

" The mother's child must succeed for sure and must be son, most importantly the intention, effort, effort, sincerity, and prayers of the mother of the same father will never break dear "(said mother at that time to me).

And that day I was getting ready to leave in black and white clothes and a backpack on my back when I set out with a million hopes, dreams, dreams, determination and dress this black and white shirt with a striped shirt, hopefully, you can.

" Feby's Bun Key leaves, yes, tell my father that Feby has left already, yes Bun, Assalamu'alaikum Bun,"(my word at that time to my mother by kissing her hands and cheeks at that time ).

" Yes, son, be careful to take good care of yourself, baby there, "(said the mother at that time by trying to hold back tears at that time).

" Yes Bun Assalamu'alaikum, "(my words by kissing the mother's hand at that time ).

" It's Bun key, oh yes Mother's nitip key yes,"(my word at that time on key ).

key who at that time only nodded his head at that time, I who was in a hurry finally left on my favorite motorcycle at that time .

Two hours had been running at that time until I was at the destination with many participants at that time I walked .

I also stacked all my files at that time and queued No chest at that time and yes finished his queue at that time we were all given directions for the test tomorrow should how and gi mana .

And when it has been given direction and the data has been collected, we finally return to their respective places but must return again tomorrow .

I who was looking for a boarding place at that time finally got a boarding place at that time I also rested because of my exhausting journey earlier,

And the next day I left early in the morning and did a health test at that time before I left as usual I also gave a short message for mother and father at that time.

📨 "Assalamu'alaikum Bun, Feby want to go to the test pray Feby ya Bun,"

after I painted mother I was also cay father at that time.

📨 "Assalamu'alaikum well Feby want to go to the test, pray Feby ya yah "

And the next day I also pass and continue to the physical test where it will be all of us prospective members wait.

and after everything was done we were waiting for the results of the announcement at that time and when one by one comrades had to return home was only 4 people I knew at that time and however we had to trying to get to the point of succeeding.

And when the physical test we have done now also arrived at the time of the psychological test where the test determination we can participate in education or not.

When the psychological test arrived, I never forgot to ask for the blessing of parents before leaving for the test at any time, somehow when the road has been diridhoi parents all feel light.

And psychological tests at that time have gone smoothly and now all I leave to the creator that surely I have given my best at that time, and I've always believed in the words of that soldier, that,

...#The process will never betray results#...

...And mom always says if you fail never give up because when you fail God wants to see how you struggle for it all, are you going to turn on the creator or are you going to be sincere and try again and again....

...*Sorry friends if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thanks for reading my novel, I need a lot of input from you, I need to enter from you, thank you again for reading this novel, watch the next episode ya🙏🙏*...