Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

My commander has returned

One month later ...

The days that I went through were only my duty and education days passed sincerely, with gratitude and disbelief until finally there was a time when I was tired ...

whether it's just me who feels or the people around me also feel that I definitely miss where every day I hear the Mother's Nagging, every day I miss the paternity's affection for me ...

I miss everything I mean the time when I met him, where I remember about him, that attention, that laugh, that possessiveness, that care, that, that affection and not forgetting the last time he gave and not once but many times he did to me is a sense where everyone does not want to feel it is DISAPPOINTED .

Sometimes I always cry to remember it all ...

I am not a good woman and I am not a perfect woman but I have always and will always try not to hurt, hurt or even disappoint the person I love - my lover means I love you.

We're already heading 03:00 wib, man,

where it was the most time I waited for me to tell my God, indeed every time I told him, I could pray I could cry, I could cry, I can laugh and even I am angry but somehow when I cry on every prostration my mother always says .

Mother:" sister .., if you feel tired your shoulders will always be there for you at any time, prostration will be a witness where the tears flow, mother and father can only provide solutions in every problem brother but in every decision sister will be the inclusion of God in her and it is certain, so if you want to calm down if you are tired or whatever it is, it is, if in every mandatory prayer you are still very heavy try to pray one third of the night you brother,"( said the mother at that time on ).

Feby: why should I wait at one third of the night if my obligatory prayers have been done,"(my word plain at that time ).

Casually and stroking my hair, my mother replied,

Mother:" because every third of your night is a time where you will feel calm, relieved, and can make the right decision "(said makih mother at that time ).

Feby:" why can it be like that mother is not the same yes bun,"(my word plain at that time ).

Mother: "heem..,"(Shaking your head says ).

Mother:" the obligatory prayer must be, begging must also be, do not be arrogant prayer, DOA without the EFFORT SAMA AJA LIH, try to make your god as your diary place, tell me all your complaints, and assume that your god is beside you when you cry, get angry, confused, and do not know the direction imagine your god holding you in your bow of the night, and believe me there will be a happiness and tomorrow will be fine,"(said mother when it makes me understand ).

Therefore in every prostration I always remember the words of mother ...

Mentari has arrived where the day has begun to light and it is when I carry out my duties as a state servant.

Today is a day that I might be tired because today is the day I practice shooting, running around the city, and there are still other practices, Hmmmm ...

indeed, I have been used to doing but somehow today my mood is being destroyed so yes it is but no matter how the task remains a task and it must be done.

When the jogging is done, shoot already, parachuting has been done, and everything has been done suddenly my commander called out to me at that time.

Feby: "who does the commander do,"(say I was afraid at that time ).

What was in my mind at that time was just what was going on, what was wrong with me, what I had done, it was nothing, nothing, I said calm down when I was .

Now I also walked towards my commander's room at that time.

And when I got there how surprised I was when I saw the living room there was a man who seemed to recognize him like Bayu's brother who was there .

Feby: "who is the commander, sorry what I called here"(i said firmly at the time to my commander ).

Commander: "who would want to meet you"(the commander pointed to the man who was sitting in the guest seat at the time).

Feby: "ready Nand sorry ready yes Ndan,"(ask me at that time ).

Commander: "you see for yourself"(the commander said, commanding me).

Feby: "well Ndan do it,"( said I at that time and walked to the living room).

And how shocked I was when all I saw was the man who taught me about the military and made me a serviceman of the country right now was really the man I saw.

Feby:" assalamu'alaikum,"(my word at the time ).

Kak Bayu:" walaikum salam, ready ...,"(said kak Bayu strapping and firm at that time ).

Feby:" ready ..., sister Bayu ..,"(my triak was hugging sister Bayu ).

Sis Bayu:" hey what is this.., why be mewek .., hey beautiful ..,"(said kak Bayu call me and stroked my hair slowly at that time ).

Feby:" Feby misses sister.., why did you say that 5 months ago,"(ask me at that time did not let go of his embrace by crying ).

Sis Bayu:" hey ..., calm down first, Feby no cry brother most do not like for you to cry okay, okay, okay sorry brother did not tell you that brother again education to rise in office, sorry brother deliberately made a surprise to you Deck,"(said brother Bayu at that time explained to me by removing my tears at that time ).

Feby:" Then why did you come here, "(ask my brother at that time).

Sis Bayu:" because for 5 months of education I am here, and 3 months that will come I will move duties Because that's brother find time for samperin my beautiful commander ,"(said brother Bayu at that time to me ).

...Sorry guys if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thank you for reading my novel, I need a lot of input from you guys, I need to enter from you, thank you again for reading this novel, read the next episode ya🙏🙏...