
Three weeks passed ...
now that my wait and struggle will be answered already, this is the day I will be reached whether my dream is what I hope only one at this time, this is the day I will achieve, give the best result to me God .
Before I go to my test place I always tell my mother.
That day was all I did...
📳 "trinnnn ..."(there is only writing ringing ),
But it hasn't been answered yet.
once, twice, three times, finally my phone was answered .
" Assalamu'alaikum mother..., mother busy yes, how from that Feby phone not picked up???,"(ask me worried at that time ).
" Greetings Wallaikum, sorry dear mother was in the bathroom dear,"(said mother at that time ).
" Yes Bun no papa Feby just worried mother why-why, Bun Feby want to go see the results of the test Bun Do'akan Feby yes,,, Bun so get the best results ,"(say me at that time ).
" Mother here always pray you dear, the best and hopefully you can escape darling, always pray dear, resigned the creator dear,"(said the mother at that time to me ).
" Amin thanks Bun, Iya Bun for sure, but if Feby fails Feby Apologize mommy,"(saiduk said at that time to Mother ).
" Good luck baby, if it has not escaped not papa dear means God wants to know how big your struggle dear, oh yes dear yesterday Leon came again to the house dear looking for you, love, Lina too, do not you should be able to tell them pity pity them looking for you dear.., "(said mother at that time ).
" Mother Feby promises after this announcement out Feby will tell them but for now Feby still can't, Bun Feby departs Yes Temen Feby wait Feby in front of Bun,"(say me at that time ).
" Well, be careful, dear"(said mama ).
" Assalamu'alaikum Bun Do'akan Feby ya Bun,"(my word at that time ).
" Yes dear mother will never stop praying for you dear, Waallaikum greetings dear beware yes"(said mother at that time ).
And when I was out of boarding at that time I also approached Sinta my friend who was from Jakarta at that time, I was somehow amazed by him who failed many times but never gave up, I was amazed, may also want to raise the degree of his parents at that time .
In my heart I am always grateful to hear the stories of my friends here from various regions, the island and from various social needs I am grateful because I am still with a family with the Alhamdulillah situation.
#God give us ease for our dreams God, we all here have sacrificed a lot for this god#
And when we arrived at the test site at that time we were collected in the hall .
and when the names of all my friends were already in Pagil was just a sense of resignation that I did at that time .
...# If I don't get away with this now means that my place isn't here, God give me patience, clarity, and strength in this #...
I said in my heart at the time.
and not long after I put all my name on the call at that time, god how shocked I was and how grateful I was at that time.
" And with chest no. 0122 on behalf of Feby,"(call one of the commanders at that time ).
I who was then aware of my daydreams also rushed to walk to give respect and thanks at that time .
" Well Thank You Dan..,"(my word was firm at that time ).
After the announcement we were all gathered in the middle of the field to carry out the opening ceremony of education at that time for 5 months.
And after the announcement was over and all that had to be brought and should not be taken at that time I was looking for an opportunity to call my mother and my best friend at that time.
" Assalamu'alaikum mother ..., mother Alhamdulillah Feby escaped the Bun, Feby is again ready to go to the mother's education, Bun Feby wants the Mother healthy there, enough rest, enough rest, do not forget to eat, pray Feby ya Bun, Assalamu'alaikum Bun,"(my word at that time ).
I don't know what was on your mind at that time, you didn't answer my question at all, there was only a smile, a smile, and tears for some reason but for sure I always believe mother will definitely Banga clay Feby make TNI clothes like dad .
And then I started thinking about explaining everything to my best friend Lina and Leon .
And for the eighth five months it was delicious or bad there it was a risk because it was the choice I was taking right now.
...Because the dream is not as beautiful as a sleeping flower, if you want to reach and realize his wake and try because realizing the dream is not as easy as when we fall asleep, if you want to achieve it, and if you just want to enjoy the dream then sleep ....
...*Sorry friends if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thanks for reading my novel, I need a lot of input from you, I need to enter from you, thank you again for reading this novel, watch the next episode ya🙏🙏*...