Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

Resigned to God

after a few minutes of prayer I decided to pray in another place where he was in the same room but a different atmosphere in prayer I said.

"God I am not a perfect child not a good child nor a child devoted to parents many sins that I do intentionally or not God at this time my wings are one fragile holding back the pain that does not know out of nowhere the disease almost I despair of you God almost I give up almost I do not believe in your presence And almost I blame you my creator God strengthen healthy right heal the wounds of pain or whatever is in the body of my father and my mother at this time if you seek a replacement for my father's body I am ready to be a substitute But please do not leave any disease on his body God It's true I want to complain about the past coming back again but right now it's not important because what's important to me right now is that my father and mother have to be healthy ask Allah is all I want to heal them, O Allah, that they strengthen their faith Amin, robbal alamin"

is I was in silence and without me noticing there was a pair of eyes staring at me from afar and holding back her tears if it looked like my husband.

what realized I had seen his presence came to me And I shook hands with the man who was my husband at this time he prayed that I might be strong and added to all these trials I hugged him so tightly with an unbearable cry.

Feeby :"sister Why is this all happening to Feby is Febi so evil what is Febri's sin so great that God punishes kayak so hard so hard Kak What can baby give up the habitat I see Mother crying like that can hardly see a golden-spattered father helpless like that but afraid yes but afraid,"(say that I will and cry in my husband's body ).

Brother Bayu :"dear you confide in all of us God is all-hearing God is the protector of God is the creator of God is all-healer God is all-whatever Brother can not answer any of your questions because that makes destiny exists only our creator believes there are degrees that we have to lift until we are tested like this so never give up baby you believe not even objects will never give up for dad so we should not give up on that and for the past that comes back again Don't think about it for now we should focus on the same father and mother you know it,"(my words said softly and patted my wife's back who was never crying).

Feby:" O brother I give all the same to God I believe and believe that God will always hear everything, and God will not give his servant a trial beyond the limits of his servant's ability, although I'm not sure I'll be that strong, sis '"(my words at the time were weak with the constant crying Isak ).

brother Bayu who saw me can not anything Hanay can be silent and gently stroking my hair at that time.

...Sorry if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thank you for reading my novel, I need a lot of likes and criticisms from you, thanks 🙏🙏...