Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

Wearied

I don't know why every single word I say with Leon always ends long, there's always a debate in every conversation we have, that makes me lazy to contact her but on the other hand if I don't hear her babble or meet her I always miss but also kelas, too, hate but also there is a sense of affection that is certain now I must be able to and sincerely release it for people who are better than me to be with him later.

One month I tried to disappear from him and I felt still fine then what was the difference in the next five months or even so without him.

And now my days in the barracks I always walk with discipline in a timely manner, so is my worship because the principle of a TNI for the task is important and must but worship is an obligation and must come first.

Here is so strict, discipline, although many of his friends from various tribal and cultural areas but still when the silence of the night was felt, tired was not spoken, was not spoken, there will always be tears of longing for the distant father and mother, I'm used to being away from my father because of my duties but only this time I was far from the figure of the mother who always heard my story today, I was not used to eating alone, too, I was not used to eating alone, I don't know why I always think of mother, whether it's eating, whether it's resting or Masi's busy phone dad either I'm always used to the scene, I'm always used to it, but for some reason, as long as I've been here, I've always remembered a little bit about childhood, Leon and everything, but I can't yet remember what's going on and why I was afraid of Leon at the time, which I certainly knew, Leon was my best friend.

And here I found genuine friendship, healthy friendship, and sincere friendship if I had to do different tasks.

Celina she is a native east Javanese child more precisely in malang, very very very cheerful, beautiful, intelligent, intelligent, and most importantly he is the younger brother of the youngest special forces commander and he is currently here not because of the coercion of his older brother but he wants to prove that women are also capable and women can too and now he has proven to everyone that women are not always under the control of men.

Not much different from Celina, Nela is also a cheerful, humorous, beautiful woman, it is certainly taller than the four of us and most importantly if there are men looking at it it is impossible if not fascinated by the look,

Novita was no less than the others, although she was smaller than the three of us but she was calm or physically can not be considered a toy, dimples and cheeks cabi indeed Novita really .

And I spied them,

Feby is the daughter of a very strong, tom-boy, ambitious, white, smart and most importantly a dime and cheerful war commander.

" Feb can't wait for graduation day, I want to quickly meet papah mamah at home it feels very long" ( said Celina at that time holding a family photo ).

" I also miss my mother miss very ..,"(my word at that time said ).

" Sorry Feb don't you miss your father Feb"( asked Celina at the time ).

" Dad .., I don't know why I'm used to it 'cause maybe from childhood my dad was always away from me and mom, but I really loved you, but I never showed you ,"(say me at that time ).

" I think Lo hates Lo's father, "(his word at that time ).

" I used to hate it because I felt I was always left behind by my father, I had no brothers, I was the same mother, my own mother, but when my father was on duty in Surabaya and when my father asked my mother and I to come there, there I began to think that it turns out that my father never dyed us, when I was in Surabaya there I knew in every father's duty there was always a photo of us that he brought and there my guess was wrong because every step of the father, father always miss me and mother, always miss me, I don't know if I used to have no one but when surabaya father and I was so close, from there I know the military world and from there I fell in love with the military world, the military world, because father,"(i said at that time ).

" Yes sure know I cook yes diem-diem,"(my word at that time on Novita ).

" Lo's girlfriend .., because there's no way that we all here have no boyfriend, right"( said Celina at that time kepo ).

" I don't know if I'm Masi his girlfriend or not but I certainly live this life by flowing,"(my word at the time ).

" Kok so .., don't tell Lo to go here again fight,"( said Celina at that time ).

" It's not important that at this time we have to get away from here so that we really become TNI, we show the world of women not as weak as that ,"(my words diverted the conversation at that time ).

" Must Feb .., Lo is fine, right,"(asked Novita at that time to rebuke me for daydreaming ).

" I'm sorry I'm okay already let us rest tomorrow we will train again,"(my word at that time on Novita, Celina, and Nela ).

" Oh yes we will have to wake up very early in the morning ya forget me,"(said Nela at that time ).

And it all started from here a month has passed the dream of ambition and all seems to have no meaning either want to give up or just tired, just tired, no longer think to forget love because basically here there are only dreams and ideals no longer about love or men .

Now I have come to a point where the profession of rank and everything has been appreciated.

All come from different regions and customs as well as us.

Five months is not a short time but somehow all is so short because of the determination and desire to succeed.

Honest If tired hit it feels so want to give up what else if you remember mother .

...Sorry guys if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thank you for reading my novel, I need a lot of input from you guys, I need to enter from you, thank you again for reading this novel, watch the next episode ya🙏🙏*...