Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

my only way out is prayer

we continued our meal until finally the azan magrib had arrived and made me have to find the nearest mosque with Bayu kak at that time, and when I and Bayu brother arrived at our mosque also performed Maghrib prayer services together at that time.

and after finishing my prayer when it was finished first waiting for Kak Bayu who was still chatting with the people around the mosque and after finishing kak Bayu finally drove me to Kem ku .

brother Bayu:" thank you for the time yes dek ,"(said brother Bayu at that time on Feby ).

Feby:" yes brother together, just Feby who should thank you as much as big brother because if not because brother Feby may not be a soldier until now,"(my word at that time to Bayu's sister).

brother Bayu:" it is not because of brother, but it is your own business deck, brother only gives encouragement so that you do not give up, because when we reach the dream of giving up the word will always be next to us,"(said Bayu kak at that time to me ).

Feby :" yes brother.., thanks for wanting to be cool during this time and thank you very much, "(my word at that time to brother Bayu ).

sister Bayu:" thank you, oh yes dek ..., I hope you answer my question not because of the gratitude of the deck, I hope it is from your own heart adek, I hope it is indeed from my own heart, because it determines our future later,"(said Bayu kak at that time in Feby ).

Feby:" Feby knows brother, and Feby knows that brother is not the one who will impose the will of others, "(my word at that time on sister Bayu ).

brother Bayu:" yes deck, I suggest before you answer my proposal, try praying istikharah yes deck because only the instructions of God will facilitate all decisions and doubts in our hearts ,"(my words at the time advised Feby ).

Feby:" yes brother thanks for reminding me, ingssallah I will pray istikharah brother,"(my word at that time to brother Bayu ).

brother Bayu:" again thank you for the time yes deck, yes it's been my night back first, take good care of yourself, take care of health, assalamu'alaikum deck ,"(said brother Bayu when it left me ).

Feby:" greetings, be careful, brother"(my word at that time to Bayu's sister ).

when sister Bayu has gone from my view, I also entered my place, like barracks tpi is not a tent anyway yes sort of home service even though not married at that time, I slept and at that time thought about what I should do, what my heart was right, and I should be happy because I admire someone and that person responds with feeling, why I am confused about God .

but in my heart I was afraid of getting hurt again like before, thinking that before it became Leon's mind where it is now, is he okay, ah, hopefully healthy there with his choice.

when I arrived at my barracks at that time, with a worried heart, and confused ah I don't know what this name is I don't know for sure I don't know how my heart is.

to the extent that my friend is important, I am not with .

Nadya:" Feb ..., Feby ...,"(My Pagil at the time but no response ).

Nadya :" febyyyyyy ...,"(my tram was just responded to ).

Feby:" Nadya why the hell call me yelling so I also with times, my ears hurt tau,"(sick I said at that time to Nadya ).

Feby: "that Mak angry yes angry Malay language don't you come along I don't know what it means, "(say I was more upset at that time ).

Nadya :" hehehe ..., I'm sorry I said if I lose' control,"(my word at the time smiled ).

Feby: is okay up to Lo lah,"(my word at that time to Nadya upset ).

Nadya :" okay I asked why with Lo, why was I pagil-Pagil right Lo answer even play nice-nyeong aja why there is what,"(ask me at that time curious ).

Feby:" honestly I want to tell the same story Lo but yes I do not pray bro understand, I live first, assalamu'alaikum..," (my word at that time to Nadya ).

Nadya:" yes already praying first, I wait in front I do not want to nganguin,"(my word at that time to Feby, I said to Feby, I do differ in belief with him but somehow appreciate it should be ).

when Nadya waited for me at that time she was busy reading whatever was in my room at that time.

Feby: "Nadya ...,"(my word at that time reprimanded her who was again focused on the book held at that time ).

Nadya:" oh yes it's done,"(Task me at that time ).

Feby:" already why Lo see I'm rich in shock, Lo see what the hell here see ,"(my words at the time was curious about the book he held even though it was my book but I had never opened it for a long time).

Nadya:" this is who Feb ...,"(my question at that time showed a photo of someone there ).

Feby:" this ...., Leon is the man I loved first,"(my word at the time was a little confused ).

Nadya:" Ohhhh during Lo here Lo never told about him, then he where now Feb handsome Feb despite being photographed this he looks play boy sorry ,"(say I'm from when I asked Feby ).

Feby:" hahaaha ..., he's such a nice guy, so considerate and scared of me why-why even though sometimes people see our relationship as so full of possessive words ,"(say me when it's cut ).

Nadya:" why is it like that ..., and why don't you continue your words..????,"(ask me at that time curious ).

Feby:" he was a man who wanted to follow me from my amnesia for 5 years, "(my word at that time stopped ).

Nadya:" then why did you stop loving her, when 5 years is not a short time Feb, and why do you prefer like this?,"(ask me at that time on Feby ).

...Sorry guys if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thank you for reading my novel, I need a lot of input from you guys, I need to enter from you, thank you again for reading this novel, read the next episode ya🙏🙏...