Free Me, For My Dream, Possessive Man

a quiet night

after all we finished my friend Nadya and I walked through this city, brought her sparkling night lights at that time, in the cold of the night when we walked smiling, story, story, and, laughing and immediately I cried, whether it all feels so fast, God has arranged neatly in his scenario, God gave a friend like Nadya by my side at that time, Nadya is someone who is so strong, so strong, cheerful, but I'm also BEGOK, he knows what he has to do, my deep trauma, about men, about friendship, and about trust, makes him so worried.

we are a girl who is strongly demanded for a dream, we are not from the same region, the same tribe or customs even we are not from the same religion, he said, but we respect each other, I respect him, he respects me, not that the function of a religion appreciates each other's beliefs.

I know exactly about his religion because I was in a relationship with someone who was religious with Nadya .

we also stopped for a moment beside the pond in the middle of the park of this city, this is the first time I went out here all night started, in this place all I decided, because this uniform I get all the answers, I get all the answers, calm who, what and how someone around me, my story is so complicated, if made a novel does not know how the ending, which must be tears, tears, hurt and disappointed I no longer make as an enemy as before now it's all me as a friend, because I'm tired if I feel it all over again I have to cry again and again, again and again, and I'm embarrassed if I complain to my creator with the same disappointment but the way is different like him I'm no longer a servant who understands what the next episode is because I will always think if I will meet the previous episodes (in silence I reflect ).

Nadya who realized I was silent and daydreaming at that time she also woke me up.

Nadya :" Fb ..., Fb ...Feby ...,"(my word was Feby at that time ).

Feby:" oh yes Nadya why, "(my question at that time woke up from daydreams ).

Nadya:" are you okay,"(my word is short ).

Feby:" yes I don't papa, indeed why the same me ,"(ask me at that time on Nadya ).

Nadya:" You daydream what, why, "(ask me at that time ).

Feby:" I'm grateful Telang met a friend figure like a rich brother Lo ,"(my word was short at that time ).

Nadya:" I am also grateful to have found a friend like Lo although Lo Mello an but Lo honest person, do not know why I have such a hard time believing Ama Feb ,"(my word was on Feby ).

Feby:" oh yeah .., I just found out, if I just find-find just the same people even Lo people who can Deket same anyone,"(my word was short when it was confused ).

Nadya :" indeed I find anyone, I'm easy Deket same anyone but that does not mean I can trust with everyone right, "(my word was short when it was on Feby ).

Feby:" yes I know ..., max ya already believe the same me, but never trust the same people except the same family Lo own Nadya ,"(my word at the time was on Nadya ).

Nadya:" why that is,"(my word at that time on Feby ).

Feby:" yes as Lo advised to me not everyone can understand us and not everyone understands our condition,"(my word at that time ).

Nadya:" we mean our closest person is our family, "(my word at the time made Feby silenced ).

Feby:" Nadya don't that not everyone like that too, ah it's not worth discussing now we're behind yok already malem, I haven't prayed isya too ,"(my word at the time was on Nadya ).

Nadya :" oh okay ayok we take our motor ,$(my word at that time on Feby ).

when we arrived at the motorcycle parking lot at that time Nadya and I accidentally met a boy who seemed to be also a TNI and one of them was Nadya's brother .

Nadya:" Shaloom bang ...,"(my word to one of the members of the AU at that time ).

Nadya :" Yes, no more tasks here bang, brother here who is ,"(ask me at that time ).

Reno:" same friends Abang nih, you are the same who Nadya is,"(Task me at that time to Nadya ).

Nadya:" this is my friend Feby, "(said Nadya ).

Reno:" oh hello I'm Reno, Nadya's cousin,"(said me at the time and reached out ).

Feby:" oh yes my brother Feby Nadya's friend,"(i also welcome the helping hand ) .

Nadya:" has been released not comfortable tuh my friend, oh yeah bang I returned yes already malem he has not prayed too,"(my word at that time to brother Reno ).

Reno:" seriously don't want to join nih,"(my words at that time to Nadya and Feby ).

Nadya :" don't bang,"(my word is short ).

Reno:" okay be careful on the road what needs Inter ,"(reno said at that time ).

Feby and Nadya: "don't thank you for bringing your own bike, anyway,"(me and Nadya were looking at each other while smiling because of what we have in mind the same).

Reno:" really compact,"(said Reno ).

Feby and Nadya :" hehe .., yes yes, yes, yes we have come back first, Shaloom,"( said Nadya and I stopped when she said their greetings ).

Reno:" why Feby didn't say shaloom,"(my word at the time was confused ).

Feby:" assalamu'alaikum sis, I'm sorry, "(my word is short and died at that time ).

and many answered my greetings at that time.

comrade" Reno:" greetings, be careful neng,"(same word ).

when Nadya and I reached our headquarters at that time, I ran to get water ablution and prayer, Nadya who saw me at that time could only smile and shake her head .

nadya Inner ,

if you were afraid that you were with your God, I somehow saw you praying to your God it felt so good, so good, if you know Feb I can worship my Lord straight again Because I see you so scared away from your Lord, thanks for wanting to be my inspiration Feb, I'm grateful because. there are still people who are as afraid of God as you are .

...Sorry if my boring story Masi have a lot to learn because I am still a beginner and want to try, thank you for reading my novel, I need a lot of likes and criticisms from you, thanks 🙏🙏...