Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You

MAKE SENSE

Immeasurable visibility. Clinging in asa. Shoot in the well. The spell anesthetic has been read. No power will spread charm. Makes me more stunned. On the taste buds. It has long tormented me. How bright your spell is. Soul thrashing full of complaints. I'm afraid of the sight. The excitement of lust is growing. Your shadow is moving crazy. Trapped in the desire of Asthma.

This feeling is wrong as a sharp knife kills my time that can not escape from the pestle of you. Tearing up the mind that has not escaped your shadow. I know, I think this is wrong. That's why I tried hijrah. Turn from a false sense to a truth that is unsettled. I'm trying to kill the taste that I don't think I should. But I'm still powerless. Your shadow is still in your eyes. Help me kill the painful taste. So that I don't fall into the abyss of disobedience.

But you always say. Just keep my shadow in the deepest part of your mind. Insert my name between the prayer and mantra that you have for your Lord. You don't need to say my name. Just keep it in your beautiful memories. So that there will be no torture for you. Due to your heart-tight debate when you mentioned my name.

Andini's still in the bathroom. It's been a while, it's inside. His mind is fucked. His memory is still controlled by the figure of Malik. Like it's been pelletized by that athletic guy. His name shook his soul. When the name was in his heart, it shook his heart. It was a torture for him. Andini is not capable of anything. The longing made his heart beat faster. He wanted to run and leave the place. Then meet Malik and release all the burdens of longing that have controlled him. Andini is so lazy to eat. Andini is lazy to activity. His mind was muddled from thinking about Malik. A day without word from Malik, it felt like the world would collapse. His heart made him crazy and wrong.

Geck..

Geck...

Geck...

" Andini! What are you doing inside? Don't take a long shower, baby! Don't we have dinner together? Andinis!" erlangga said while making a loud voice.

" Yes, Mas!" sahut Andini with shouting.

" Buruan! Get in the wind, baby!" Erlangga.

" Yes, baby!" sahut Andini again.

Andini thought. Less than Erlangga. Erlangga who is quite attentive and understanding to him. A handsome Erlangga with an established job. Erlangga who was born to a family that is located and religious. Erlangga who can guide him in a better direction. Why is he able to turn his heart away from her. This is her blindness. Andini has been blinded by a sense of unclear and reasonable.

Clearly Erlangga was her rightful husband. Halal relationship with Erlangga. Why is still looking for and captivated by other men like Malik whose life is still unclear. Malik is very affectionate and loves Andini. But Andini did not quite understand the life and environment of Malik nun far away there. Everything still looks beautiful. All are still covered with the ugliness and weakness of Malik. There is only beautiful and perfection of the figure of Malik.

Good Lord! Is this the love that comes at that inopportune time? In front of Andini was a cup of tea but she was still looking for coffee due to her strong desire. This is what happened with Andini.