Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You

ANDINI LAMUNAN

Night silence. The smell after the rain. Alone on the porch. A cup of warm coffee and a little daydream. Think about what and why it exists.

I know you've had a lot of hard struggles.

I know you've been trying hard.

I know you've been so great. I know it.

Please please! Hold on a little more. Don'tstop.

Happy to be fought even harder.

Andini sat daydreaming on the porch of her house. He sat thinking about his encounter with Malik. So short but so deep in his heart. In his deepest heart. He wanted to linger with the athletic and handsome man. But Andini did not want to tarnish her loyalty to her husband, Erlangga. Andini does not want to tarnish her affection with Malik with his betrayal of her marriage. Let time go and flow in its rhythm. Even if Andini is a match with Malik. Someday you will be given the opportunity to chat and live together. Who knows the final story. Not that Andini wants to end her marriage with Erlangga. This is a dilemma. That feeling was so monopolizing his heart. Andini is too greedy to want it both. Erlangga and Malik are alike - the same is still very special in his heart.

The wind hugged me cold.

Fresh air pierces the pores of the skin.

The fallen leaves fell on my hair, stroking her tender love.

The mind drifted down a small dark hallway.

There was no light that led me to the seductive little shadow.

Your hand waving a smile that expands.

The longing that dances - nari in the eye pelupuk.

Your heart is racing and getting louder and louder to speak my name.

Your soul thrashed to meet me in pent-up desire.

We can what? Your path and mine are very different.

Only this same taste invokes the flames of romance in a longing buried deep within.

You and I are in the prison of love.

Can break through iron as a barrier.

Let us unite in reality.

Not just hallucinations.

You and I should know.

Even though our differences are the same.

Don't want to erase the taste.

A wonderful sense of dancing - nari in Sukma.

Andini involuntarily shed tears. His heart is very fragile because of his love. The taste that should be for Erlangga is one - only. But now there is another male figure who always shadowed him. He is Malik. Malik became his hope to be able to take away his heart and feelings.

Andini knows and is very conscious. It's not easy. It's very difficult to erase Malik's shadow. They both have hearts together. They both liked it equally. But they still know the limits. Malik highly appreciates Andini's status. Malik is single and free to do anything. But not for Andini. Malik did not want to ruin all of it because of the desire of his heart. That is what became and added to his sympathy Andini towards Malik.

" Someday, tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, we may no longer say hello. I hope, this taste will erode by itself. Like a rock that is always exposed to salt water in the sea. Over time it will be fragile and destroyed. I wish it was like that with you. Or you'll find another woman who's better than me. However, am I willing and willing to let you go? And I want you very much. Malik! I want your heart to never change with me. Maybe it's too selfish of me. While you need to be happy even without me." said Andini lirih in his solitude in front of his house with a fragrant jasmine beside his house.