Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You
MALIK IS COMING
Silence - silence always says my name slowly.
In a longing that does not want to be revealed.
Jolting consciously shocked my sleep.
You pray for me in the temple - your temple of supplication.
You want me to always be okay.
I've always been good even without you being real.
Because your shadow is always present in the delivery of your prayers.
Are you healthy - healthy?
You always lie and lie to yourself.
I know you feel the same way as me.
A sense of tightness and sadness envelops the heart.
And you're still strong with your prestige.
You need a shoulder to lean on.
Not a tickle that can be on the face.
You need breakfast.
Not just hope.
So, you need me to pour out feelings.
So that you do not forget to eat.
(Just kidding guys, Andini's the kasmaran )
" Andini! Just give me a minute to meet you, baby!" malik said by phone.
" Malik! What do you want from me?" andini asked, hesitating.
" I miss you very much. I want you to meet me. I'm in the field right now" Malik said in a loud voice.
" What? You're in the field? Where's?" andini asked tremblingly in disbelief that Malik was that determined.
" I like you, Andini. I am willing to do anything because this longing can no longer be contained" Malik said excitedly.
" Where are you, Malik?" ask Andini with her worries.
" I'm at the X inn. This afternoon meet me. I'm waiting for Andini!" malik said with force.
" But! But, I'm scared!" andini said slowly.
" Andini! Don't you like me too? Don't you miss me too? Don't you want to meet me too? Why is it that when I come to you in your town, you hesitate?" malik.
" I'm.I'm scared! Because ...because I've never cheated on any man." replied Andini.
" It's up to you! You want to see me if not. I'm at his inn until tomorrow morning. If you don't come, I'll go back to my city of Semarang" Malik said, then closed and turned off his outgoing call.
Andini is in confusion. On the other hand, Andini has a taste and feeling that is so deep with Malik. In his heart always filled with the shadow of Malik. Her heart was Malik not her husband Erlangga. But his position and status, made Andini not dare to decide to cheat physically. He just dares through chat and plays his heart and mind.
Now what will you do. Malik has dared to come to his city. Wanna see him. Wanted to express all the disturbing feelings and feelings in his heart. The longing and the kangen that tormented her.
Andini paced in her room. Erlangga is still in his office. Andini had many opportunities to meet Malik without Erlangga's knowledge. This morning, or this afternoon Erlangga is no longer home. The opportunity was wide open by Andini. But Andini did not have enough courage and strength to meet Malik. His heart wants and misses the figure of Malik.
Finally, Andini changed clothes. He took his jeans and blue shirt. With a little polish on his face, Andini decided to meet Malik at the appointed inn.
" All right! I'll see you Malik. But I don't want to, do something more with you. Because I'm still Erlangga's wife." said Andini slowly.
Look away at the eyes.
In the cluster of islands you are stranded.
I'll explore the storm-fire ocean.
I just want you.
Wading the silent witness pier.
Walk the road without footwear.
I'm naked for time in a pseudo-shadow.
In the twilight that awaits the plight.
You and I are still silent.
Can't break my blonde hair.
I fell back down and tried to forget you.
But it's hard!
But let me feel that pain and pain.
Until I get used to that feeling of loneliness.
I am amnesiac now.
I forgot my childhood history. Especially about you.
Memories and history.
It's been eroded.
As a cover of my heart hole
which has been gawking since your departure.
But now you come with the power of your love.
Which surprised me like my heart dropped.
I am not ready to accept your love.
Because I'm not yours yet.
But my heart doesn't want to escape you.
Please do! Help me not to stain the romance we feel.
Because I want to, you and I know that limit.
Until the time to put together our romance story.
