Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You

ONE YEAR LATER

Lordy! If only I could choose. This pain and suffering is really piercing my heart. Gnawing at my common sense. Hast thou not lifted up all the burdens of this love? A love that has no power I edge because it is present when I already have. I want to escape and escape. But these hands and feet are bound by a sacred promise. My life has been imprisoned because of this status. While my mind and race always imagined seductive of his figure. Will this love never end? Will you not grant this small request? To heal all these bloodless wounds.

" How are you and how are you, Malik now? It's been almost a year, but I never heard from you again. Disappear after being revealed about our relationship." muttered Andini who was daydreaming in a mental hospital.

Since that incident, Erlangga was desperate to put Andini into a mental hospital. Maybe Erlangga is already hurt with Andini. It is possible that Erlangga has given up on Andini's cold attitude and no longer cares about her.

Erlangga is reportedly married to Diana, a friend of Andini. At the persuasion of Diana, Andini was put into a mental hospital because of a very severe depression. Erlangga showed the last photos of Malik after the persecution carried out by his members. After that, Malik was sent to his hometown. Andini who saw pictures of Malik with burns all over her body became very guilty. Of course, because Andini felt all that was happening because Malik loved him so much.

" Oh my God! Help me to be able to meet Malik again under any circumstances I do not care" said Andini slowly who sat on a long wooden bench placed under a large tree in the courtyard of the mental hospital.

A man of great stature with clean skin stepped closer to Andini who was sitting alone. Andini's eyes still look empty staring at the green plants around it. The man looked sad and pity to see Andini in a moody condition with no passion. The man finally sat down near Andini beside him. His hand reached out to Andini. His eyes began to glaze with regret.

" I'm sorry, baby! This year I'm leaving you here alone. I was so stupid to dump you here. I was so stupid to divorce you, and I still love you so much. But isn't this what you want? You no longer love me and betray me." said the man who was none other than Erlangga.

Andini looked at the face of the man who was now crouching in front of her. Andini's eyes glazed over with regret and disappointment. There was revenge there too, but he was unable to get his revenge.

" I don't want that betrayal to happen. But I fell in love with people when I was owned by you. I didn't mean to hurt you, but the truth is, we've made you very disappointed. So that you whom I once knew were very meek, became rude and evil. It can hurt and render the person helpless. It was possible, that person did not have the spirit of living anymore with the wounds on his body. But I don't want to blame you. Because all of this is our fault. I'm here trying to reflect and accept punishment from you. You who I know love me so much can hurt me" Andini said with a foresight staring up at the tall tree not far from where she was sitting.

" Andini! I'm sorry!" sahut Erlangga's.

" We committed that betrayal behind my back. With my best friend who I thought loved me. We're even, but you don't want to admit that you committed that betrayal too. Even though I was with the man, had promised to take care of each other even though he came to my city" said Andini.

" Andini!" erlangga said slowly.

" If you do regret everything you did to me that put me in this place, then release me. Let me go and get out of your life. After all you already have Diana, why do you still hurt me again?" said Andini who now began to dare to look at Erlangga who was still crouching in front of her.

" No! I still love you. This year I tried to fight my longing for you and from a distance could only see you. I'm still very disappointed and angry but this love overcame the disappointment you've done to me." said Erlangga.

" Wouldn't I be disappointed and hurt? Didn't you also betray me away when I started to feel that love. It's too selfish." Andini said.

" I will take you home" said Erlangga.

" May I, if I refuse all that? I'd better stay here forever." Andini said.

" Andini, I'm really sorry" Erlangga said as she grabbed Andini's hand.

" We are no longer husband and wife. Why do you want to take me home again? Go back to your wife and free me from your life." Andini said.

" No! I'll keep taking you home. Sister!" said Erlangga while calling the sisters who were not far from them.

" Yes sir! Can I help you?" ask one of the sisters.

" Can you bring Andini home? Today I will take him home" Erlangga said.

" Andini is better than yesterday. Isn't that right, Andini?" the nurse said softly.

" But I want to be here, sister." said Andini.

The sister looked towards Erlangga.

" Dear! We're home today!" erlangga said by holding Andini's hand tightly.

Andini finally fell silent unable to do anything.

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At Erlangga's house, Diana was surprised not to play with the arrival of her husband, Erlangga who came home with Andini. Andini was directed to the guest room, then after Andini entered the room Erlangga locked it from the outside.

"Why did you bring that woman into this house, ma'am?" diana said with a loud tone.

" You can't ban me, Diana! I'm the head of the household here. So my decision is absolute." said Erlangga.

After all that happened, Erlangga became a hard, angry, and arrogant person. With Andini, their household was always not as gentle as Andini. Diana also, sometimes fight but ultimately did not dwell on the rules made by her husband. Diana loved Erlangga.

" But you're divorced from that woman. Why did you bring her home, mas?" diana said with her protest.

" He has no family in this town. I will not let Andini be abandoned." replied Erlangga on his grounds.

" Take you back to the city! I don't want to see her in this house." said Diana.

" You don't need to see her, Diana. Wasn't Andini in the room and had me locked." said Erlangga.

" Haha. So you're still so vengeful about that woman?" diana said with a smile full of excitement.

Erlangga just silently stared at Diana's satisfied expression when she saw Andini filled with pain and torment.

(I'm sorry well, it's been an update for so long. Tomorrow I'll try a few episodes. One chapter first. Take care of your health always. Do not forget to drink a lot of water and multiply the consumption of fruits that contain vitamin C. Thank you for favoring this novel. Miss I you.).