Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You

MALIK OH MALIK

If I am with you my heart is calm. Close to you my soul is no longer restless. I have found peace when I am by your side. Would I be able to if I were far away from you. My heart is already adrift in your name. The peace I have gained with you. What's up with me now? What I want from you. I belong to people. You are not the man who owns me. Is this true? What am I going to decide now?

If you are in doubt. Don't force yourself to step. If you are in uncertainty. Stand still until your heart speaks up for the next step. Right and wrong are the only ones who can determine it. The people around you are just judging from what they see. They don't feel what you feel. The torment of the burden of love that squeezes the chest. It feels really stifling and torturous.

I'm not going to stain this affection. I will watch over you like a faithful dawn waiting for the sunrise. You are that sunshine. You are able to shine the light of my heart when longing darkens my eyes. When kangen enveloped the heart. When revenge is like killing me. When a kangen makes me soar when it moves my feet on the face of this earth. My life is like half gone. And it was you who stole it and took it away. Don't go far and away from me again. Always with me here. Follow my heart in your warm breath. Delivering my sleep in these blindfolded eyes. Peace be with me in this place.

" Maik!" call Andini who is lying on a soft bed inn not far from the waterfall tourist attractions.

Malik lay on a sofa not far from the soft Springbed that Andini was sleeping on.

" Yes! What's up Andini? You haven't slept?" asked Malik who started to sit his ass after Andini's gentle call.

" You can sleep next to me, if you want." Andini said.

" No! I'm just here." Malik said with his trademark smile.

" Come here Malik! Near me here!" take Andini slowly.

Malik started to rise in the contest. Near him the beautiful angel to Malik. His hands began to gently rub Andini's long hair. The caress made Andini even more amazed by Malik's affection for her.

" Maik!" call Andini while grabbing Malik's hand which is busy stroking her hair.

" Yes Andini!" malik almost whispered.

" I miss!" andini said with eyes that began to look glassy.

" Can I kiss your lips, Malik?" andini said with pleading eyes.

Malik just looked at Andini's face. Malik doesn't believe Andini like he's begging her.

" What do you want? Justdoit. I'll be quiet." Malik said.

Andini started touching Malik's cheeks and brought the face closer. His lips began to close on Malik's lips. Malik just stared at Andini in trying to kiss her. His beautiful eyes belonging to Andini are now closed. Like a teenager who is still afraid - afraid to start kissing.

Andini started touching Malik's lips. A warm feeling began to be felt. Malik just stared intently at everything Andini did to him without any reaction and reply. For him this was the greatest torture. Malik must refrain from the turmoil of his taste. It's not easy to hold all that. This is a pain for men who with all their might restrain themselves.

" Malik! You didn't reply to him?" andini.

Malik just smiled at Andini.

His eyes that began to dim and his heart began to beat fast making Malik's smile a little forced.

" Do what you want to do to me. I'm willing now." said Andini with slightly glazed eyes.

" No Andini! It's late at night. Go sleep! I'm with you here." Malik said in a whisper.

Malik's voice was a bit raucous as it held an irregular heartbeat. It was a torture for him. But all he did because he really appreciated Andini. Andini is very dear to him. Although her little heart desperately wants Andini to be hers tonight. But no! Malik still does not want to ruin all of it. All of that will be a great torture later when far apart. A sense of dependence with Andini and when that longing comes will be an ever greater torment.