Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You

Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You
ANDINI GALAU



I cannot be silent and silent as you are. I always chase with my horse when I want something. Because I need as much as I need my God to support all my Love and my mind.



I need His BLESSings and His Restu so that my steps are light when down the narrow hallway. And HE will light my way. So that I may not feel alone when I fall and break my wings while flying. I need a new spirit from you. And you know that, right?


I've dropped my pride. Slamming my ego to always watch over you. I don't care about my whereabouts. I didn't think I was high when I wanted to find out your news. I just want to know. Are you always okay without me by your side.


Notification of incoming messages on Andini's phone reads. Andini flinched in her sleep. He took his cell phone and opened it. Chat in from Malik.


" I'm fine, Andini. I'm it's okay. I'm healthy and fresh. I'm not used to missing you." chat from Malik to Andini.


Andini read the writing sent by Malik with a little disappointment. His hope is that Malik wrote the word miss with himself. As he feels now but in fact not in accordance with what he expected.


Andini put down her phone after deleting the incoming chat from Malik. His eyes began to be forced back. His mind was still shrouded in Malik's shadow. Now a little sadness in Andini. Hownot? Andini seemed to clap one hand when getting a chat from Malik.


" Don't you say you liked me so much and your attitude towards me was like I was the only woman you loved. But why does the language you sent me this time really make me feel so disrespectful. Then do you not like me anymore, Malik? Is your feeling lost on me? Do you have no hope with me?" andini thought in her sadness.


He took his phone again. Andini started typing something.


" I miss you, Malik!" type Andini and the writing is sent to Malik.


Andini looked at Erlangga's handsome face. He rubbed slowly and softly with Andini's delicate hands.


" I should always be grateful to have a husband like you! Charismatic, responsible, considerate and very romantic. And moreover, you unselfishly always succumb to me." murmured Andini.


A chat reply from Andini came in. Malik sent a reply from Andini's chat.


" I'm fine! You may be exhausted or lonely. Take care of your health, if necessary check and see a doctor. How do you know there are symptoms of depression." replies a chat from Malik.


Andini began to feel her chest tightness reading a reply from Malik. Is all this what Malik is replying to? This is beyond your expectations. Why so hurt her heart. Like deliberately wanting to make your heart slit - sayat.


" What do you really want, Malik? Why would you write a reply like this to me?" andini muttered with sadness and tightness began to squeeze her chest.


Andini then wrote again, replying to a chat from Malik.


" All right! If it makes you happy." Andini wrote at last and put his phone on the table.


Andini closed her eyes. Trying to forget the shadow of Malik who controlled his heart and mind. His disappointment towards Malik grew even greater. Andini's analysis, Malik no longer cares. It may be tired and saturated with relationships between those who have no meeting point.


" Malik! How could I forget you. Help me, if you don't want me anymore." murmured Andini softly. Unknowingly, a clear crystal fell on his eyelids.