Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You

UNTIL KAMPUNG

I'm not the perfect woman you wish I was. I'm not as beautiful as the delusion you dream of. I'm just a bunch of bones wrapped in dried meat. I'm not the angel that draws your eyes. I'm just an ordinary woman who has a heart and a taste. My race will hurt as much as the pain of our endless love. Resisting endless longing.

I'm home! To bring disappointment to all your love for me. The cause of your grudge is because my love turned away from you. Not everyone wants me. Because I can't shake the new turmoil of love apart from you. But let it! I won't regret it anymore because I chose you and started leaving you.

" Andini!" said Mother who had started to wrinkle on her face and skin.

" Yes, mother!" andini politely.

" Do you want to tell me everything? Why are you like this now?" ask the woman who is called Andini as Mother.

" Yes Mother! Later I will tell you everything, no more and less." replied Andini kindly.

" Mother is very concerned about your current situation." said the woman then grabbed the thin body belonging to Andini.

" Mother! Thank God I can still get to this house and meet with Mother" said Andini who sounded hoarse because of her sadness and novelty in the arms of her Mother.

" Yes, you're right, son! It's been a year now why you never gave me the news. Money from you is not there either. Not the money you expect from you Andini, but the news from you that makes Mother worry about you." said the woman who is none other than the birth mother of Andini.

" I'm sorry mom. My mother was worried about me. Later I will tell you everything, which must have started from I was the one who made the mistake. So all this happened." Andini's story while shedding her tears.

" Have you son! We'll eat first, son! You seem unkempt and unkempt. And why is your face like this, my son?" said the woman with a face full of pity and concern.

" It's okay, mother! I will be fine, most importantly Mother is healthy and nothing less. I'll work hard for you after this" Andini said.

" Oh my son, Andini!" his cries broke until the sound of his crying filled the room of the simple house.

" Mother! Don't cry anymore! I cannot bear to see Mother sad and crying so. I'm okay Mother. I'm fine." said Andini while rubbing the old woman's back.

" My son, why are you being like this!" the mother's cry grew louder.

" Mother! Don't be like that. Already.sama Mommy! I'm fine, what's sad again." said Andini while rubbing the back and hands belong.

The old woman finally stopped with her hysterical cries. He then wiped away the tears flowing down his cheeks. He looked at the face of his beloved daughter with his love and weakness. The hand that began to wrinkle gently rubbed his daughter's face which still had many incision wounds on the face. The bandage has been removed so that it is clearly visible incision wounds are still new.

" Okay son! Let's eat first. After this I will massage and stretch your body, to make it more fresh" said Mother Andini.

" Thank you Mother!" sahut Andini with his smile.

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" Andini! This is Putra, son of Pak lurah. Son is the one who often visits, your mother in this house. He often brought food for the mother." the story of Mother Andini when they were sitting in a wooden chair in front of her house, there was a Son who came to deliver food for the Mother Andini.

" Oh! Thank you very much, Son!" andini said while shaking the hand of the Son.

" Oh yes, the same." said the Son smiled kindly and welcomed Andini's hand.

" Sit down, son! I made you a drink. Want coffee or tea?" ask Mother Andini.

" No, just water!" sahut Bundanya Andini.

The old woman went into the house to make drinks for her guests while bringing food brought by the Son for her.

" You just came?" tanya Putra started the conversation.

" Yes!" answer Andini briefly.

" Your mother told me a lot about you" said the Son, lighting his cigarette.

" I'm sorry, I smoke!" add Putra.

" It's okay!" sahut Andini's.

Andini silently glared away into the dark sky tonight. His memory is still on Malik. The longing is still hidden and still has not been removed. The feeling was so agonizing and chest tightening. Andini began to sigh, when she realized her present condition was not smooth as before.

Silently the Son observed the dreamy Andini. The son saw Andini's current condition.

" I have contacts in town, she has a beauty clinic. If you have time, I can pick you up and take you there. The wounds on your face can be treated without any more marks" said Putra as he looked at Andini's face.

" Eh?" Andini was surprised and covered her face with both palms.

" Thank you very much! But for now, I'm still comfortable with my face like this. This wound will remind me of my mistakes in the past. At least I will be more careful to step." said Andini while looking at the tall towering coconut tree that is not far from his house.

" Do you regret everything that happened to you? Do you blame your God?" ask the son with a smile.

" No, mom! All that I have lived, I am ready to bear all the risks and consequences. I will not regret what happened to me. This is my life choice, my mom!" answered Andini then glanced towards the Son.

" good! You're a tough woman it seems!" putra Sahut.

" Oh yes, my son! Is there a job I can do?" ask Andini.

The son instead gawked in disbelief that this young woman asked for a job for him.

" There!" answer the Son briefly.

" really? Can I work tomorrow? I want to start everything here. Wanting to give a decent life to my Mother in her old age. I was the only child who was expected to be happy" Andini said.

" So my personal assistant, will you?" sahut Putra while looking at Andini.

Andini could only gawk at the sight of the son speaking like that.

" The son is joking! I've got a broken face and my appearance is a mess of gini" said Andini.

" Therefore, tomorrow I will take you to the beauty clinic first. Don't you want to start your career here, with me. I'll help you." said the Son seriously.

Andini just kept quiet while bowing her head.