Forgive Me My Husband, I Betrayed You
PROMISES WILL NOT REPEAT
It rained down to the earth. Dampen his dry heart in the thirst of love. Souls fret over regrets. It will be and the actions that have been passed. I fell and fell in this disgrace. With you we are in the sea of sin. Take care of everything and go back to the side road. Trying to see what has happened. Not wanting to get lost in this world. The world that obeys his will and sense of the uncontrollable now.
" Maik!" said Andini quietly in a warm embrace Malik's sturdy hand.
" Hey? Yes baby? What's up?" malik said softly.
" Did you love me so much?" ask Andini in a loud voice.
" What kind of question is that?" malik said as he stroked Andini's hair slowly.
" I want to ask you one thing" Andini said.
" What is that?" salut Malik still with his sturdy hands hugging warm Andini.
" I want to, this is the last time we have a physical relationship. I want us to put aside all desires and all sexual desires that exist. I want everything to go back to how it used to be" Andini said smoothly.
" Malik! You want to, don't you?" added Andini.
" Yes! I'll try to contain the turmoil." Javan Malik was firm.
" Thank you Malik!" sahut Andini's.
" But that doesn't mean I can easily bury my feelings for you Andini" Malik said.
" Yes! I-i know. I will not easily destroy all these feelings for you. Only, this relationship has gone too far. I don't want us trapped in a love filled with stains."
andini.
" Yes! You're correct. We shouldn't have done this. But let this taste flow and be imprinted in this heart, Andini. Until time returns to side with us." said Malik wisely.
" I'm sorry Andini. I'm the one who caused you to be an unfaithful woman to your life partner." Added Malik.
" I know. But can I still love you Andini. Missing you is a joy to me." said Malik.
" We both have the same taste and hold the same taste. Grasping all longings when we are far apart. Feelings that suddenly come and are present without us planning. We all have to control. This taste let there be. But most importantly, we must not cross this line again. You should still respect me as Erlangga's wife. Enough to get here, physical relationships like this. Even though we are in inner suffering and torment. This fortress and defense must come back strong as before. You're willing, aren't you?" andini.
" Why did I come to your city. If I had to try to pull this off? It's a real torture for me Andini." Malik said.
" Torture to you? Is it not for me too?" andini.
Malik widened his eyes. He wouldn't have thought, if the fate of his love journey had been this complicated.
" Well then? You can go back to Semarang if you can't" Andini said.
" uh! Nevermind! I'll try to do all this first. For the sake of seeing you every day, I think it's enough for me, Andini." Malik said as he stroked Andini's hair.
" Malik! Is that how big you love me?" ask Andini.
" The reality is like that. Right now I'm still crazy about you. I don't know tomorrow." said Malik.
" Oh ho! All righty! I pray that you can find a better woman than me." Andini said.
" Heheh! Keep it that way! You're not angry, are you?" ask Malik.
" No! I really pray for you like that. That I may not be ensnared by your love. For me this is my inner torment, Malik. Not only you, but I am too. Because I can not take a firm decision to leave Erlangga, when real - real my mind is still on you." Andini story.
" really? Means, I've filled the space of your heart and mind, Andini?" ask Malik.
Andini just nodded slowly. Her smile expands. Today or tomorrow they may never say hello to each other again. They will re-focus on the real world and not get caught up in the idle fantasies of the love they created themselves. You and I have the same taste. And will try to suppress it all. So that everything goes and comes back as it was. Too naive, right?? Is it possible to walk and pass according to intention and plan? They are now close to each other.
