For You Little Girl's

CHAPTER 9 DON'T FALL IN LOVE

I have been a student at Cakrawala High School for a week. However, there has been no other interesting thing that managed me and Doni met, in addition to the secret passage and video pieces that show a man – men who look like a father full of blood.

During that time, my relationship with Rauf grew closer. To me, Rauf is someone who is so sincere in helping someone. She is a warm person who always looks happy.

The figure that always comforts me when I start messing around with various tasks that start to pile up. When I was with her, for a moment I could forget the huge burden I was carrying. Honestly, I am grateful to have a friend like her.

Yes, friend. Because right now, I don't want to use my heart in response to all forms of kindness and care. In my opinion, a male – was indeed created to protect and keep a female.

I brushed off a feeling that was beginning to appear in my heart. I patis so that later I will not be disappointed by something unexpected.

O God, don't let me put my heart on one of your creatures now. Don't let him hold my heart, Rabb.

Please, Rabb. Prevent this taste so that it does not thrive. Remind me not to put my hopes on him.

My focus right now is dad, let me solve all these – teki puzzles quietly so I can think of something else.

Don't let me fall in love, God.

I was daydreaming while the class was going on. Then suddenly, a book landed right on my forehead, making my daydream instantly crumble.

“Sick Rauf”, I complained a little screamed while stroking my forehead to reduce the pain.

For a moment I was silent, realizing that I was in class. The memory of Rauf made me forget the way I am now.

Oh my God, I mispronounced it. I closed my mouth with fear.

I held my head up and saw who threw the book at me. I stared when I saw the sharp gaze of a middle-aged man. I just remembered that today the school owner wants to see the development of the design class.

“Sorry, Pak”, that's all I can say.

Oh my God, Mr. Badir must be very angry with me. He is also the owner of this school. What will my fate be. I murmured anxiously in my heart while squeezing the tip of the hijab I was wearing.

“Standing”, he said firmly with still looking at me sharply.

My gaze immediately turned to Ma Manda who was teaching in my class. He seemed to nod his head so that I would obey the orders of the owner of the school. With fear, I stood up from where I was sitting.

“Can you explain what I just said?”, he asked as he stepped towards me.

Glug

I swallowed with force. The move was getting closer to making my guts shriek. When I was about to answer his question, arrived – arrived the door opened and showed a male – student walking into my class.

“Sorry, Sir. I came here to deliver a bag belonging to Mr. who was left in the laboratory room earlier”, said the student who was none other than Rauf.

“You know this girl, Rauf?”, she asked Rauf who made me more anxious.

Rauf looked at me. It was seen that he was so confused by the circumstances that were going on in this class. Long enough he looked at me, then turned his gaze to Mr. Badir.

“I know, Sir. Did he make trouble?”, Rauf asked as he looked back at me.

“Only friend, I think he is your girlfriend”, replied Mr. Badir coldly.

“Remember Rauf, don't hang out with students who can't focus on learning. And you, I can get you out of here, if only being the bitch who destroyed this school”, he continued again and soon passed from the class.

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The afternoon sky looked a little cloudy as if it understood my mood. I chose to sit in the gazebo near my class rather than the cafeteria. Mr. Badir's words made my heart ache. And it made me suspicious of this school. It's just weird for me.

Why was he so angry just because I was daydreaming? And why he chose to threaten me instead of to advise me

What's wrong with this school? Really, this school looks abnormal to me. I know he's worried about his school's reputation, but I'm just daydreaming.

I did not want to think about it too late, then chose to read a novel that I brought from the dorm. Not long ago read, arrived – arrived someone sitting right in front of me with a glass of cold chocolate with him.

“Don't worry about Mr. Badir. He is just not happy when there are students who do not listen to him”, said Rauf who seemed to understand with my mind.

“Minumas”, he continued again while thrusting the drink to me.

“Makasih”, I said while trying to smile.

“Maisara, Get rid of the worry and fear that dwells in your heart. Eliminate from your mind. Reassure yourself that what you will face is not something difficult”,

I fell silent with a frowning forehead hearing his words.

“Act with heart – hearts. Move until your shadow is not seen. Like the name that is embedded in you, you are like a diamond to those who love you. Like a star shining in the dark night sky”.

My forehead frowned, not understanding the words that Rauf uttered.

“I'm sure, you can definitely solve this mystery, little Lian”, he said then leave immediately.

Deg

My heart beats when he calls me with “Lian Kecil”.

Who are you Rauf? The call reminded me of someone I don't even remember with his face.

But why am I glad to hear everything you say.

I drifted with my thoughts while holding my cheek as the shadow of Rauf's face began to sweep over me. So engrossed in my own thoughts that I didn't realize that Doni was sitting in front of me with a confused expression.

“Ehm”, Deheman from Doni managed to break my daydream.

“Yes Allah, Doni. Could it come if it does not ngagetin?”, my murmur while drinking cold chocolate given by Rauf.

The smile that had adorned my face. Doni watched me intensely making me uncomfortable with him.

“Ngapain see that, Don? Something wrong?”

“You like it?”, asked Doni who choked me.

“Your conscience, Don”, I replied as I waved a sign of no.

“Again yes, I don't have a problem, Sa. Rauf is a good male –. I was pretty close to him. But for now, it is not the right time”, explained Doni who looks worried.

I was silent to hear his words.

“Focus, Maisa. Control your heart and mind. Sometimes, love can make a person forget his purpose. I do not forbid origin is still within the limits”,

I went back into silence without being able to say anything. What Doni said was right, I began to forget my original purpose here.

“You are not a child anymore, but a woman who is now growing into a teenage figure who is starting to know what love is. That's normal and normal, Sa. I'm sure you understand what I mean”, though,

“Sorry, Don. I asked you to help me, but instead I forgot about it”

Doni smiled at me while giving me a bowl of my favorite ice cream.

“Like this ice cream, when left for long in the open room, then it will melt. Likewise with the heart, the more left it will be the more melted”,

I just nodded while eating the ice cream.

“Don't fall in love now, Sa”, said Doni slowly to me.