For You Little Girl's

CHAPTER 8 A VIDEO

Today is my schedule for my sports class. I'm ready for sportswear. The hijab that I wear I adjust to the needs by staying in accordance with religious regulations. I got out of class when all my – friends headed for the field.

Along the way to the field, I noticed everything I went through. School order is right – is really very neat. The trees are neatly lined and the garden looks so beautiful.

Smile again rose in my lips while continuing to admire the environment where I was. Every now and then I hold the petals of the flowers I pass through while smiling kindly at everyone who is at home with me.

When it approached the field, suddenly – suddenly my steps stopped when there were some students who blocked my path.

“Cih, cheesy”, that was the first word that came out of the wrong mouth of the schoolgirl in front of me.

Long time I looked at her while frowning, then arrived – arrived I remembered who the student was.

Why should I meet the ghost of a mentally ill patient anyway? The feeling of this school is broad, why even suddenly narrow. My movements while returning continued my journey.

Just a step I walked, arrived – arrived my hijab was pulled roughly from behind to make me fall. I immediately stood up and looked at him. My attention could not be separated from the girl who was looking at me with a cynical smile.

When his hand was about to reach my cheek, I nimbly immediately parried it and twisted it until it whimpered.

“Lepasin”, her screams that managed to shift everyone's focus.

With a flat expression accompanied by sharp eyes, I let go of his hand until he fell to the ground. The aura I let out, suddenly made some people shudder in horror. Naturally, because for a few days here, I never showed this side.

He looked at me more and more as if he wanted to kill me. But I'm not afraid of his eyes. It was just a cynical smile that I threw out and managed to provoke his anger. Blindly, he attacked me again.

Just as he was about to push my body, a – man stood before me to block the attack from the mentally ill woman. As a result, it was he who fell down.

“What – what the hell you are, Ray”, he shouted with a giddy look towards the male – men who became a shield for me.

“Stop looking for trouble, Naya”, he said by emphasizing his sentence.

The student named Naya immediately went with her two friends. Then, the – men also immediately left. Hunt – hunt I chase after him to say thank you.

“Hey, wait a minute”, I shouted trying to match his steps.

“Thank you”, I said after successfully walking hand in hand with him.

The – man stopped his steps, then turned to look at me who was two steps away from him. I who was stared at like that frowned, then my expression turned cold and flat.

Seeing the change in my expression, he smiled instead and left me with mixed feelings.

Boy – strange man. My move and back to the field.

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The afternoon sky as usual, again made me amazed. The breeze made me feel at home in one of the gazebos near my dorm. For a long time I looked at the orange sky until I did not realize the presence of my cousin, Doni.

“Astaughfirullah, Don. Couldn't it come that is not like jailangkung?”, my whisker while again sipping the cold chocolate that Rauf gave when passing in the street.

“Eh why bring – bring all jailangkung, you think I kind of them what?”, replied Doni did not accept when I equated it with a creature named jailangkung.

“Mirip”, reply me while reaching for the new mineral water bought by Doni.

“Maisa, not really capital anyway. Buy there if thirsty, don't take anyone”, do not,

“Pelit really the same brother himself. You alone there who buy”, I said indifferently while sipping the mineral water until only a quarter.

Doni could only let out a rough sigh, then went to buy some more mineral water. It made me laugh triumphantly.

Hehe, it's so good to have your kayak cousin, Don.

Finally Doni returned with a bottle of mineral water and a bowl of ice cream.

“Hm”, reply Doni while opening her laptop.

The atmosphere was suddenly silent, when Doni asked me to see a video he had just obtained. I watched the video with my brows furrowed while continuing to suck ice cream into my mouth.

When the video was about to end, my eyes were shocked when I saw what I had just witnessed. My heart beats faster when I see who the blood-soaked – male is.

Deg. deg…

My heart beats very fast. Tears can no longer be for me. Until the video ends. To be honest, Doni had expected, if I would express like that.

“Sorry, if you're in shock with the video, Sa. But really, I still did not get a complete video, only a short video cut that I managed to find”, explained Doni who felt guilty to me.

“So, you don't jump to conclusions first. I'm sure that there were other video snippets before the video you just watched. There's got to be a start, Sa. You calm down, I will always help you and be your shield”, continued Doni who immediately took his laptop and returned to his dorm.

Now, stay alone accompanied by a bunch of flowers – flowers blooming beautifully in the park. There was a growing sense of disbelief and there was a sense of tightness that made my world collapse.

How not, – men covered in blood is not a foreign figure to me. I've never met him, but I know who he is. The long lost angel.

Can I not believe what I saw? Can I choose not to believe?

Be ill…

Stuffy…

Oh God, is this really the truth? This pain?

The circular thing on his wrist, similar to father's.

Is it true that – men covered in blood are the figures that I will be present?

Is he really my father? Really it?

Hiks.. hiks…

I cry in silence. Crying in order to neutralize the pain that has just come to my senses.

Thousands of arrows seemed to be pouring down on my heart. Thousands of daggers took part in drawing out my heart. One by one the pieces of the mystery puzzle began to stick out to the surface. Just one clue, I don't think I can.

My memory goes back to when I was six years old. At that time, I saw my mother crying hysterically without me knowing why. Mom kept crying while hugging my dad's picture. At that time, I wanted to go over to my mother and wanted to hug her, but Bang Ariq held me back.

Let mom cry, little Sara. Let your heart be relieved by taking out everything it feels. I must be missing Dad.

When my mother calmed down, I took the initiative to clean up the messy mother's room. That's when I came across a photo, where mom and dad looked so happy with their two kids. If I guess, it was the time when my mother was holding me.

Seen a brown watch with a black mixture attached beautifully on the wrist of the father who was stroking the mother's stomach. The exact same watch as the – men's men in the video that Doni showed.

There is no word surrender. I have to finish this – teki puzzle. I need to be stronger in dealing with it.

Crime is still a crime. That can't be allowed.

If only halal blood, I would like to unsheathe heart of the one who has injured might even succeed in killing father.

They should get the punishment they deserve.

After being determined, I went back to the dormitory, because the azan magrib would soon reverberate.

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