For You Little Girl's

CHAPTER 21 EXPECTS IT

The morning sunlight begins to touch every skin that passes through it. The foliage lamba seemed to be waving beautifully to welcome the arrival of the princess. The twigs of – tree branches appear slightly swayed when exposed to wind.

Flowers – flowers start blooming in every garden in this school. Race each other to show the beauty of themselves – each. The various colors on each petal of the flower are able to bewitch the eyes of the beholder.

The clink of the clock on the wall continued to change. Exactly today, it has been a week since the event when the hiking activity occurred. And during that time anyway, I was just in the room without doing any other activities.

The wound on my right arm was severe enough to require me to rest for a week. At first I refused, but seeing the look in Doni's eyes that were so angry with my refusal made me undo the intention to return to protest.

“Don, nothing to worry about. Only my arm was injured, while someone who had helped me, had either died by now”, my protest was when my wound was treated by a school doctor a considerable distance away from the scene.

“Do not protest much, Maisa. Regarding that person, let me figure it out. Enough rest for a week and no rejection”, said Doni who was so cold, then passed leaving me.

The memory of that incident was not easy for me to just forget. How could I forget, if someone had to get hurt because I might even lose his life. And until now, I still do not know what the condition of the person who helped me was.

His smile reminds me of someone. A smile very similar to her that was far out of my reach.

Today, I intend to ascertain whether the person who has helped me is Rauf or not. Stepping towards his whereabouts while carrying the mineral water I took from the refrigerator in my room.

I stepped foot into the chemistry lab after the door was opened. I spread my gaze while looking at Rauf's whereabouts. I've been there a few minutes, but I never saw Rauf there.

“Perhaps, he hasn't come” yet, I muttered intending to leave that lab.

Bugh

The sound of falling objects made me take my eyes off. I was stunned to see something in the corner of the laboratory. To be exact, I saw the shadow of a person behind the curtain that became the partition.

My steps were slow until I got there. I flicked the cloth that was the barrier to my eyes. I was stunned, without me noticing the corner of my lips being pulled upwards into a beautiful arch.

A – man who started to fill the space in my heart, but I couldn't have it. He who was sleeping with the arm of his right hand on the table looked so handsome with hair covering a little of his face.

For a moment, I stared at that person's face with a smile. Look at it while praising the work of the Creator so perfect.

“He looked so handsome while he was asleep”, I muttered as I continued to look at him.

My heart rippled again, moreover, my distance was only three steps away from his existence.

Rauf, I always hope that this growing sense is also being felt.

Every time I see you, my heart ripples and it's for the first time I feel when faced with a – male man.

In the past, when there were – men who wanted to get closer, I immediately moved away until he finally retreated slowly.

However, I can't stay away from you completely, Rauf. Whereas before, it was very difficult for me to be close to – male.

You are different from the – men I have met before. With you, there is a sense of comfort that makes my heart succeed for you to touch.

I was still staring at him until a moment when I realized this action of mine.

“Astaughfirullah, Sara's aware. Can not look at the opposite sex for long, adultery eyes, Sara”, said I who was heard by Rauf.

He seemed to be holding back his smile with his eyes still closed. I am amused by my speech and behavior.

I already know the zina of the eye, but still see the kayak.

Rauf chuckled to himself while trying not to open his eyes. He still wants to hear my words that warm his heart.

If by pretending – pura does not know your arrival here I can hear you, then I will continue this act.

“He's still asleep? He was right – really did not realize there were people who came here? Still good that comes is a good girl – well like me. Try if the one who enters it is a person who has evil intentions, right peril”, murmured again who is still unaware if Rauf had realized my arrival.

I took a few steps back and accidentally, my foot stepped on a book that had fallen on the floor until my foot slipped.

“Astaughfirullah, kok can – there are usually books on the floor sih”, complained while trying to get back up by taking the book.

“Good writing. Very rarely I meet there are men – men who have writing as good and as neat as this”, my murmur that increasingly makes men – men soar.

Oh my goodness, Diamonds. Stop praising me, I could die of an overdose by your overly high praise.

“Huft, I don't think you helped me that day. Only your smiles are similar. And I am grateful, because you are good – fine”, I murmured slowly while putting down the mineral water that I had brought.

Before I properly – properly left, I looked back at him with mixed feelings.

Rauf, if you knew how this heart began to accept your presence. Heart that has been difficult to touch, then you easily melt it.

I can't lie about how I feel about you, Rauf. Feelings, where I started to like you. In fact, I like you very much.

It is made of whether you are Rauf until you easily melt the ice that has been in my heart for a long time.

Can I still expect you after asking you to leave?

Is there any hope for me to have your heart?

Is there still a chance for my feelings to be reciprocated?

After that, I immediately left the laboratory while holding back the various flavors that began to rage. Lying, if I don't lose it.

Oh my God, I honestly still expected it.

After my departure, Rauf opened his eyes. The net caught something on the table. He took it, and opened it. Drink it with a heart that flowers – flowers.

I'm glad to hear your voice again, even if I can't look you in the face close enough.

My heart warms when I hear all the heartfelt words that come out of your lips.

Can I be a little selfish still hoping to have you?

Is there still a chance for me to win your heart and make you a friend to share the story?

Can I make you all mine, after the veil of mystery has been revealed?

Oh God, I really still expect it.

Not long after my departure, someone entered the laboratory with some files in his hand. If I had guessed, that someone wasn't a student at this school. He entered and immediately headed towards the direction Rauf was in.

“How come the girl met you?”, someone asked while putting the file she brought on the table.

“He just wanted to make sure who helped him that day”, said Rauf while opening the file.

“So, he has absolutely no idea who helped him?”, someone asked while shaking in disbelief.

Rauf smiled as he shook his head.

“Ghaly, she was suspicious, because I smiled at her. Therefore, he came here”,

“Oh”, Ghaly nodded his head while taking a chair there and sitting himself down.