For You Little Girl's

CHAPTER 37 GROANING PILU

I just kept drinking the cold chocolate. Is it wrong if I like it? But, I wouldn't be selfish to let her get hurt, if it stayed near me. I chose to release him so that he is good – aja.

“Sometimes, what we think is good, is not necessarily true, Sa. When I thought that the day was the right time to avenge the man who had ruined the lives of many people, but unfortunately the decision made me lose someone”, he said, yira's voice sounded a little vibrating when she said that.

I turned towards him with various questions starting to disturb my mind. Both of my hands were raised to hold both of her shoulders while looking into her eyes which implied a lot of wounds there.

“Ra, losing is the thing I hate the most. But, losing also teaches us to be more caring and not just selfish that can destroy us slowly. Right on the day of the attack, I also lost someone. Supposedly, I listened to him instead of ignoring his words”, I said while trying to pull the corner of the lips that felt heavy.

“She, until now I have not heard from her, Ra. This school situation, like no problem has happened before. That day was a pretty big mess. But, they are all gone and I absolutely cannot detect the whereabouts of”, I continued softly with both of my hands that started to fall into my lap.

The rush of the sea water accompanying my sore with Yira felt so cold. I didn't touch the water. A wave of wind that afternoon, began flying my veil in the hope that the wind also took me away with her. The roll of the waves continues to arrive to cause a bang that no longer penetrates the eardrum.

Silent and quiet. I started to drift with my mind. Cousin, why until now, have you not contacted me? Did they take you away? But who are they to take you?

My mind started to drift on memories a few years ago. At that time, I was angry with Bang Ariq, so I chose to leave the house to calm my mind. My goal is to see Doni. Nauseate with him who is always faithful to listen to my story.

However, I found himself daydreaming with a flower in his grasp. I decided to meet him and choose to go from there. However, his voice made my steps stifled.

“The flower that is guarded with all his heart, in the end he will choose to follow the destiny that has been reserved for him. The wilt eroded with time. And I miss him”, that soft voice was able to make my net shed tears.

The chirping of birds during the day accompanied the grief of someone I rarely saw etched on his face. He who always smiles is now so heartbreaking. Her net radiated a longing I had never seen.

Doni, I've never seen you with that look on your face. You are so good at manipulating, that I always thought that you were a strong person. Behind my longing with my father, of course you feel it too. Missed him you never saw. Cousin, I'm sorry to bother you. Sorry, can't be the place you share when the longing hits.

I also chose to go from there. Let Doni with his longing until his heart improves. The flower garden she always cared for made me understand one thing that she missed her mother so much.

The shadow of those memories made me lose my way. I dissolved with all that memory until Yira's warm embrace restored my consciousness.

“Sa, someone you mean is Doni right?”, Yira asked after taking off her hug.

I nodded my head confirming Yira's words. “He was injured and taken away to where. He left along with my consciousness that was beginning to disappear. Then, I woke up with someone wearing a mask on his face was taking care of me until I recovered”, I said with a rough breath by looking back at the sky that began to darken.

“Someone wearing a mask?”, Yira asked with a shadow of the incident before the attack began, again crossed her mind.

That someone? I saw it too. His gaze never escaped Aisa. Is it possible, he was the one who played the video that caused the commotion that made me easy to attack?

“Yira, why?”, I asked who saw Yira drifting with her daydream.

“Don't tell me, the one who attacked Mr Badir was you?”, I asked to make sure my analyst was right.

Yira snorted with a sullen face adorning her face. “Indeed I did it. The noise caused by the video made me free, but when I managed to escape, someone managed to catch my brother”, explained Yira.

“That means Doni and your brother, they're in the same place. I'm sure, they were somewhere and made them as bait to provoke the appearance of us”, Yira was seen nodding her head.

“That mysterious passageway, I'll go into the secret room that's inside there. And you, Ra, are looking for the place where Doni and your brother are being held. Do not let it lose it to be real”, continued me again who began to draw up a plan.

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The quiet night with the cold started to make the body shiver. Rain spots are still heard falling out there and wetting the previously dry soil. The sound of – sounds caused by some owls makes the atmosphere of the night even more gripping.

There was the groaning of someone hoping for warmth, because his body was so cold. His pale lips with weak eyes glared at the nanar towards the iron bars that were hindering him from leaving. His hands continued to hug himself to reduce the bone-chilling cold.

“Sepupu, are you also cold like me?”, he said with a body that was getting shaky.

At such a time, he still had time to think of me. In fact, he himself was very concerned. There was no warm blanket that could roll his body, leaving only a tear of the cloth still stuck to his body. Lying with the ground that became his bed with eyes that began to shut.

When the eyes were just closed, someone violently opened the cell door and poured cold water on the body of someone who had been on the verge of death. His net opened staring at someone who was already standing staring intently at him.

“That girl didn't even come to see you. Leaving you with the pain that makes you meet death. Can't you see that he's only interested in himself?”, said the cynical-sounding person.

Someone who was always worried about my situation was trying to sit by leaning his body against the wall. “To the contrary, I am very happy with his decision. If he comes, it is tantamount to him giving up his life willingly”, he replied with an expression so calm.

“I would never let someone like you touch her, let alone hurt her. His life is the salvation of many. So, he must not end”, he continued again with a firm tone that made his interlocutor clench his hand.

“Doni, you shouldn't have taken that choice. Cooperating with me will make you free from this pain”, said the person who tried to negotiate with my cousin, Doni.

Cousin that I was later told, now he is still trying to be a shield for me. Protecting me with such pain. If I see that pain firsthand, then I will hate myself so much that it has made him sick.

“Better I end up with this pain. And you will be even harder to get it, because he is not an easy opponent for you. Moreover, if he knows that you are the mastermind of my death, then you will not be able to dodge. Wait and watch that day”, Doni replied with angry eyes.

Someone laughed and returned to splash the cold water into Doni's weakened body. Before long, the netra who always looked at me shady when telling stories, now began to shut down. The breath begins to be unstable with a weakened pulse.

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