Finossiah

bad dreams

finoooooooooooooo

hosh, hosh, hosh.

I tried to regulate my breath, I woke up in a white room clearly visible fino right in front of me.

"yes, why? the bad dream? from earlier you neriakin the name of the cave".

"huh, huh, lo, lo here? so that was just a dream? lo here? hahah lo here swearing the cave was so scared that it was fin" I grabbed the face of fino, and made sure that the thing that was just a dream.

"fin lo when to go home? hah, you're all right? no why, right? "i still don't believe my vision.

"yes the cave is good, already from earlier nyampe cave just fit nyampe cave you've slept, bi Ayu also already home" bright fino, make me relieved.

I chose not to tell fino my dream.

the next day.

mom and Dad came to the hospital.

"sorry yes dear yesterday mom is equally papa can not look at you because there is an important business" said papa felt guilty.

"yes pa, no papa, pa I want to go home, I'm bored here, seriously pa I'm bored I want to go home" I forced papa.

papapun.

the doctor allowed me to go out for an outpatient.

I finally got home today.

I came home feeling the fresh air, fino also came home, I am sure at this time he must be very tired.

I can no longer live my routine as usual, because of my condition, and now whatever I do must be helped by bi Ayu.

I don't know what happens the more days my appetite feels less, I feel weak, my weight also decreases drastically.

every bi Ayu feeds me food, I feel like I want to vomit, I am tormented by my condition, I am tired of living in this state.

when I came home even though Finos still took the time to visit me home, there was no word absent, tired or tired for him. God was too good for me to give me a friend as perfect as fino.

I don't know when I'll survive, but for now I want to move on for the sake of the people who still need me.

I'm bored at home.

I want to go out, tomorrow afternoon I want to take fino away.

I've talked about this with Fino.

tomorrow afternoon we will go by car because of my condition which does not allow us to ride the bike together again.

next sorenya.

a lot of things have changed, the sunflowers we have planted have grown into large and very beautiful flowers.

fino pushed my wheelchair and led me to the sunflower.

"the fin flowers are pretty huh"

"yes same as I have" Fino looked at me with a smile.

I returned a fino smile.

"oh yes fin btw how is your relationship with amelia good invitation? "ask me for a proposal.

"yes so good "reveal fino with a flat expression.

but I don't want to ask this deeper.I try to believe whatever fino says.

fino kept pushing my wheelchair for a walk, around the lake.

I just kept looking at him, until finally Fino realized with that look.

"why so you? the cave is more handsome, huh? to the extent that you see the cave as far as it is"fino raised one of his eyebrows.

I just looked down and smiled.

"no ah, the cave is just a wonder, kok lo still want to be the same as people who are disabled like caves, caves are not like anymore fin, now the cave can not be anything"

fino fell silent and knelt in front of my wheelchair, then reached for my palm.

"however you are, you remain the best friend of the cave forever, the cave has promised that you and the cave will be friends forever" said fino and then kissed the back of my hand.