Finossiah

happy fino happy

two days passed after the hospital incident and I finally went back to school, this time I really have strengthened my resolve that I should not be jealous of fino and amelia going to school together. after much effort I persuaded Fino to go to school with Amelia again.

and finally fino and ameliapun come I greet them with a smile sumringah.

"well, it's good to see that you two are this close"

"you can do it" said Amelia shyly

"sya lo disturbin chick cave, beware of death"threatened fino.

I laughed with Amelia and Fino.

"oh yes tomorrow night, Sunday night how if you come with us weekly night must be exciting" said fino.

"cave memory can't, cave has business"lakku even though my chemotherapy schedule next week but I want to give privacy to fino and amelia.

"gua try toain if the cave business has been kelar ntar cave there, where do you plan to go? "

"we're going to the city park"

"okay, if ntar cave had time cave must be there anyway"

our conversation was broken as soon as the bell came in.

next night.

tonight is Sunday night, the night I used to love the most but not anymore.

finally I say goodbye to bi ayu to, go out looking for the wind.

I went by taxi, when I got to the city park I did not see fino and amelia, there were many couples in the city park, I went through the city park, I finally found fino and amelia, they looked very happy.

fino kissed Amelia's forehead, I was glad they could get that close, but I couldn't keep lying to myself, I ran out of the city park, walked down the road home, and I kept crying, then rub my tears.

until the rain falls, nature also knows the sadness I feel, the drip of rain fell on my body, he said, I used to love the rain so much because only the rain could make me feel peaceful but now I like it only because the rain can hide my tears, I I I keep crying as hard as it can.

finnooooo, cave love lo fin, cave like lo, cave do not want to lose lo, cave do not like if you for the time you for other girls, cave sad with this state fin, fin, cave sad fin but the cave does not want you to lose the cave when the cave is not there for lo fin.

I let the raindrops hit my body, let it go tonight, tonight I'll blow it all away, all my pain, everything.

arriving home.

bi ayu opened the door and shouted worriedly.

"allah wrestling, non kok can get wet gini non, later non sick, let's enter non change first clothes let aunt make warm tea for non".

I obeyed bi ayu, I switched my clothes and went down to meet bi ayu.

"it's non-hot tea"

I drank a warm tea made by biayu, I finally felt a little better.

god, when should I go through this? as time goes by, this pain also continues to grow.