Finossiah

finally fino know?

sorry the cave lied.

"fin actually, actually the fin cancer cave" I spoke stammeringly.

"ululululu you think cave fool? gini-gini caves are pretty smart, you ngeprank caves right? the yakan? where is the camera? whereabouts? "push fino didn't believe it.

"fin cave seriously, cave seriously fin" I yelled at him. Fino stopped his chattering.

"lo, are you serious? you're not lying? you're not gneprank?"ask fino not to believe me.

"iya fin cave does not mengeprank, cave does not lie" with my head down I cried great mangakuinya.

"yes, why did you never say ama gua ha? you mean what? you broke our promise of friendship! "fino vented his anger.

"sorry cave fin, cave just do not want if you think" I still lowered my head.

"what do you say you don't want to cave your mind?even now you make the cave even more worried you know not? akhhhhhhhh "fino shouted, then stood across the rock.

"fin sorryin cave" I lowered my tone, as soon as Fino hugged me tightly.

"do you know? lo it's valuable for the cave, lo it's a cave friend from a small sya, the cave is afraid to lose lo, understand lo? "i just nodded in fino's arms.

we took off a hug, I cried vaporizing what I had been keeping all this time.

"fin you know? cave tired fin, cave tired, cave tired must be sick every chemo cave, and more sick you no beside the cave, cave tired face this all fin, and more, tired cave must pretend to be healthy in front of everyone" I said everything.

"and the cave tired of having to lie lo"

"sya"fino leaned my head against her shoulder.

"fin cave needs lo fin, cave needs fino cave friends"

"yes yes the cave will be there for you, the promise cave from now on the cave will be more time for you"

"now the cave has cancer stage 3 fin, the cave life will not be.."fino closed my mouth using his index finger.

"that's the fact fin, that's the truth, you don't want to accept! cave desperate fin, cave sneakers should kayak gini continue" I paled my tone of voice.

"had he chirped? ha? are you still not satisfied ha? can you not be selfish? do not think of yourself!

you think of the cave feeling, you think! how great you are to talk about death, who do you think you are? "fino is really angry.

"already fin, the cave does not want to lo kayak gini, you have to accept this fin"

"what is worse than death? whahuh? you do not think of a cave that still needs lo, if you still think of your friend's cave, you will not be this selfish"

"okay if the cave dies now you can what? "

"gua tag along" replied spontaneous fino.

"fin, this is the destiny of the cave, the destiny of our friendship, we must accept"

"no cave, we change our destiny"

fino's getting out of control, I'm the one who has to start this conversation.

I hugged fino tightly, and finopun returned my embrace.

"okay fin cave promise will not talk about this again and we can go through this together"

I'm trying to make fino calm.

"yes yes, the promise cave will always be there for you, we go through this together, the cave is sure you will be healed, we will be able to kayak first again"

fino believed in what he thought, while I, I believed in my condition.

is that how much I deserve in a fino life?