Finossiah

Finossiah
fino slalu is there for me



Sunday afternoon me and fino came to the lake where we used to stop by after school.


today the sky is so bright for some reason the lake atmosphere is a little different there.


"fin how was your weekly night yesterday with lia?"ask me curious


"it's normal, but he's a pretty romantic guy"


"fin cave there is a suggestion, how about starting tomorrow lo, go, go home school bereng amelia aja"


"what about dong?"ask fino.


"yes have fin cave already big, after all there will be a driver who can shuttle the cave"


"hmm that's it, but the cave does not want our friendship distance away just because the cave dating sya"


"i'm not going to believe it's the same cave"


"but yes..."


"fin hearin cave, there is no history of girls will be willing to men close to other girls what else until anterin school together"


"yes from tomorrow the school cave with amelia"fino always obey my words


"that dong is just the name of a cave friend fino" I drew my smile to fino,


fin suppose you know, if every cave smile means a cave cry, if you know every squirm lo smile cave always happy fin, wrong now the smile no longer belongs to the cave.


after a long talk I and fino saw the flowers we planted together had started to grow, I took the lake water and poured it into the small sunflowers.


after having fun in the lake, I somehow think today is a very memorable day for me.


fino drove me home, mom and dad seemed to be coming home late as usual, I went to the room and accidentally crossed the big mirror in my room, I saw clearly my face, everything looked white, all of it was white, yes, pale white like a corpse standing in front of a mirror.


it seems that from now on I have to buy makeup to pale my face invisible. I rushed to the nearest make up shop, I just bought "lip blam" and "fundation".


the next day.


when I got to school I put my bag on my desk, fino and amelia didn't seem to be coming to school.


I waited for them in the long bench in front of the class, not long after I sat waiting for finally fino and amelia to arrive at school, they looked very happy.


fin, cave happy to see you happy very happy, finally you already ngarasain how it feels love, finally you can smile and laugh freely but not because of the cave, but not because of the cave, finally you want to be close to the girl besides the cave, the cave is very happy fin.


without me noticing the moaning of the heart that had made my death come into it, my tears trickled down my cheeks, and again I did not know if if if fino glanced at me earlier, I went straight from the bench, towards the toilet, I swept my tear-filled face, thankfully the cry left no trace.


I came out of the toilet and was surprised to see the fino right in front of the door.


"fin why are you here? "


"you don't have to pretend" said fino angrily.


"what do you mean, Fin?"I was suddenly confused.


" just say if you don't like to see the school cave with lia"


"no fin, the cave even saw you go to school with lia"


"lie"fino.


"no fin, no" I cried again I thought Fino was really very angry at the time.


"gua has already eliminated the same lo if the cave does not want to see lo cry, let alone just because this"


I couldn't help but cry, I hugged fino tightly and finopun replied.


"if you don't like to say don't you pendam yourself" a lot of eyes pay attention to us but fino doesn't care about that.


"uhuk, uhuk, uhuk, huhhhh fin" I said.


fino let go of his embrace, fin the breath of the cave, the cave could not breathe fin. My body drooped limp and the last I saw was just a fino face that looked anxious.